Man i hate high school it really sucks its my 4th week at LHS , and i still feel like a loner ! I wish i could be with my friends back in Maryland , but i cant ! Well, its not that its just i do not want to leave the people down here ...the people i consider family! i donnt want to go up their going to a foster home or a group home !
its werid though how i wanted to leave all my friends and i now i miss them soo much ...i think i regret to much. Everyone wish what they cant have ! werid ..so ture! I think this is an sign from god ....ahhh im so upset , i donnot know what to do ..im kinda lost in my own feelings.I do not know who I am anymore.....im in high school and i should cherish every moment ! THE LAST YEARS.....but i donnot know anyone im so different. Its like im some werid creature going to mars or sumthing i dont know ! But i wish i was with my best friends and friends. huh, i wish to much ..lol. Futhermore, i miss matthew i know i should not care about that guy ..he broke my heart but i still love him! Hes my 1st ..and always will be ....ill never be with him evr again ! He hates me and he feel in love with one of my best friends !! But i donnot want to go into that! i wish i could go back in time ....but i cant which sucks.
Im always mad ...i was mad in Maryland and now that im in FLim even sadder! ehhehhahhheuuuhhhhhhuh *expressing my anger* i also miss my twin sis ....ahah i love her ! well i going to wrap this up Mrs. Taylor's coming home from Maryland ....luck her ..but ill be doing homework!

^{Bye nutang!:D}

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