so lets see been pretty depressed and frustrated probably hormonal but whats new georgia has its moment but as far as i am concerned it is still i guess not exactly where i want to be at moment under all the circumstances umm have boy problems but whats new i always have boy problems i just wish i could blink and it would go away oh and i figured out something that aggravates me a whole lot when i am fighting with someone and they don't fight back gah and they kind of either ignore or worse agree with you if i take the nerve to get worked up please fight back it helps to get rid of all the mad energy so lets see what else umm i talk to a couple new people someone from woodstock she is cool and then a kid from shs that i met at driving school he is a little nerdy but we all know i have my nerdy moments to ummm i guess if i get my classes done and what not and talk to the counselors at sequoyah umm i will probably be back at shs not sure its exactly what i want but i really can't stand going to mountain ed because they don't have the classes i want to take which really sucks well i hope i get happier and everything works out

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god damn it i just want to scream i am just tired of everything

driving is bad though awesome people in the class thats for sure

i know you are jealous no one else has awesome times in driving school

or they have awesome friends from it

ummm so i am going bye

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so basically i am not to excited about myspaces anymore and i don't want to deal with mine as much so i am going to get back to my nutang roots and start writing in here again think about updating that boy entry i did like forever ago thats in my writing but not right now because even though its 10 it is WAY to early to think not even sure that this will make any sense when i get done with it well i guess this weekend wasn't the best got some bad news about someone that kind of pushed me over the edge and now i am not quite sure what to do it definitely hopefully it will work out if not i guess i will just move on well i am staying home today instead of going to erik's double header that is forever away well i am going to go lay down eat breakfast and watch tv like the lazy ass i am

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ya here is the weird part it is actually from that awful movie Gigli ya i know amazing so Ben is Larry and Jen is Ricki just to let you know so here is the whole convo they have it is amazing

Larry Gigli: So I'm not your type, huh?
Ricki: How did we get back there all of a sudden?
Larry: Relax. I've more women than I know what to do with. I don't need to be dipping into the ... sisterhood. But I'm just curious 'cause of all sudden now, you say you've been with guys.
Ricki: I have.
Larry: They have their... uh... shortcomings?
Ricki: Besides the fact they give terrible head?
Larry: See. Right there that tells me somethin'. I know the guys you've been with obviously didn't know how to, uh... how to bring home the pearls when they were diving for oysters.
Ricki: I was actually just joking.
Larry: Eh, we're letting it all hang out now, let me tell you something else. When it comes to pleasing a woman, your girlfriends, they're just... they're at a natural disadvantage. It's like they might try hard, but they're just not backed up by millions of years of genetic engineering, programming, instinct. Nature has evolved man for that purpose. Satisfy. Lead the pack. That's why these lesbians are always going out buyin', spending all their dough on like, y'know, sexual appliances, erotic monkey wrenches and shit, trying to compensate for what they don't have, they're not getting. The penis. That's right. Its very design tells you everything you need to know. (pelvic thrusts) Forward motion. Advancements. Fucking progress! Into the dark, deep mysterious unknown. It's like, adventuring-seeking, frontier-conquering, obstacle-eradicating...
Ricki: Well... and you tried to create the impression you didn't read books.
Larry: You're settling for second best. That's all I'm sayin'.
Ricki: So... in review ... you're saying that it's men who are at the top of the Must Fuck Pyramid.
Larry: That's all I'm telling.
Ricki: Hm. Loving, caring, sensitive, giving men.
Larry: That's right.
Ricki: Well, you're entitled to your opinion. But ... let us reconsider women for a minute, shall we?
Larry: Sure.
Ricki(this is the best part): Their form. Neck. Shoulders. Legs. Hips. I think pretty cool. Now, as far as your famous penis goes, the penis is like some sort of bizarre sea slug or like a really long toe. I mean, it's handy. Important even. But the pinnacle of sexual design? The top of the list of erotic destinations? I don't think so. Ones first impulse is to kiss what? ... To kiss the lips. Firm, delicious lips, sweet lips ... surrounding a warm, moist, dizzingly scented mouth. That's what everyone wants to kiss. Not a toe. Not a sea slug. A mouth. And why do you think that is, stupid? ... Because the mouth is the twin sister, the almost exact look-alike of what? ... Not the toe. The mouth is the twin sister of ... the vagina. And all creatures big and small seek the orifice, the opening, to be taken in, engulfed, to be squeezed, lovingly crushed by what is truly the all-powerful, all-encompassing -- no, if it's design you're concerned with, hidden meaning, symbolism, power ... forget the top of Mount Everest, forget the bottom of the sea, the moon, the stars, there is no place nowhere that has been the object of more ambitions, more battles than the sweet sacred mystery between a womans legs that I am proud to call (whispering, barely audible) my pussy.
So I guess this is just my roundabout way of saying that it is women who are in fact the most desirable form. ... Wouldn't you agree?Larry: I agree.
Ricki: Mm. And so do I.

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