well its been awhile. i have been going to the gym for like 5 weeks now trying to get myself back in shape and get ready for band camp next week. im so ready to scream my face off. well only two more weeks and school is over *do a little dance* i need to finish my resume and get a job as soon as a get home so i can save up to get my computer and get some cloths of course. i have been talking to my friend jessica who i haven't spooken to in 2 years. the things that happen in the past is a long story, but to make it short lets just say that i fucked up. our friendhip is doing well and i was surprised that she still cared about me after the 2 years we didn't talk. i have't been able to talk to jackiebecuase she has real busy this whole week. i got to go home last week to see my brother in his last spring play called Guys and Dolls. he did a very good job just like everyone else. the pit orchrestra did and excellent job. it sounds different when your in the audience then being in the pit. my school is getting torn down getting remodaled. i have 3 years on the pit wall with all 3 signatures from the years i played in the pit. i hope there is some way they well keep it in memory if not i will got to school and find a way to take pictures of the pit wall. that firday i was suppose to have lunch with jackie, but some shit happen with the car that my friend was driving and i did not get home till 7:30 pm. i was still happy that i got to see jackie before i came back to school. i have finals coming up and im going to be mad busy. i can't wait till the summer comes so i can have some fun. i have been thinking about getting another tattoo, but after my mom finding ot about the one that i have i don't know if that is going to happen, but we will see. till next time peace.

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well spring break was was good i sent one day with ebonei while i was at home and we went to union station and went to her house to meet her mom. i meet some of her friends as well. i didn't get to spend some time with jackie again, but i will see her when i come home in may. i found out that she likes me and the best part is that she going to vcu, which is in richmond that is 30 min away from my school and is majoring in graphic design. so we might start talking when i come back. i hope to talk to her today and ask her how her trip was in california. most of the time i was working on my resume and doing some job searching. since i have been back at home i have been talking to my friend mya and things are good with her. the thing is she doesn't remeber what i look like put im really trying to find a way on the base to see her. i have becoming more sexually frustrated and it worse considering that the weather is going to be gettting hotter soon and soooo much skin is going to be showing. i need to figure out where im going to work at for the summer. speaking of the summer im trying to do something excited to do and go somewhere different instead of staying home the whole summer. well its good friday so i might get drunk, but i wish i could get laid. today is the tau beta sigma probate and the kapa alpha psi propate. im going to be cheering for some people for tau beta sigma , but other people i can care less for considereing some of them are just sorry bandsmen, bad attitudes, or don't deserve it in my opinion. well till next time PEACE.

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well im on spring break right now so you guess it, im in good old alexandria. before i got a chance to be so excited to be home i had midterms. i didn't really have much put turn in projects during that week and trying to catch up with work since i was in NC for a week. i have some work to do while i am at home. this whole break all i was waiting for the whole time was to see ebeoni . well i will be back at the end of the week to tell you what i did for my spring break.

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well my weekend started on friday. i went to a fashion show that my friend was haivng on campus and i had VIP seats and man oh man so much booty that looked so good. the music gave me a headache, but it was gone after i had some alcohol in my system. after the fashion show we were supose to go to this after party, but it didn;t happen so we went to this gay club where they had strippers. it was my first time seeing stripers live and i loved every part of it . one of the girls i was with was real drunk and next thing she kissed me, but oh well she was hot as hell and im not with anyone so i went with it. but yeah today shaw came done and there band came as well. it was a real challenge and i can say boths sides were putting out. well im trying to go home this weekend to see eboeni. well im out cuz i got myself and 8 in the mourning class so till next time peace.

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well things are the way it is. this girl back at home name Ebeoni i care about and i could see my self being with her . we don;t really get to talk alot like we want to because of are sechduales and its very hard to talk to her when she is nowhere to be found. something happen to me this week. i kissed this girl, but i don;t think we should of. i don;t know if this was suppose to happen. i mean yeah she is beautiful and i love her personality and i can goof around with her all night, but it like this thing sitll there,but i just tryi not no thinnk about it. i decided to seperate myself from leslie its just too hard for me to look at her or talk to her. things for some reason seem like some. i know i need to talk to her but its like every time i get the chance to all the words seem to jumble up and i don;t say anything. other then that im going to this fashion show tonight then im going to a club. i have a basketball game on saturday and out of all this i need to find a way to get some work done. other then that saten's daughter hasn;t tried to call me so i feel really relieved from that.im trying my best to stay away from drama and people with their games. well if something happens this weekend then i'll be back with some good stuff till next time. peace.

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well i got 6 hours left to sleep. im leaveing to go to nc for days for a thing called IMA. sometimes i wonder about my ex i think personally that she is moving to fast. she has only known this chick for a month and a half, but she trying to move in with her. im like what the helli mean its all on her, but im just like she is putting herself at risk of getting hurt. i don;t think that i want to be the one that is there again because i did that before and look where it got me but getting hurt at feeling like a fool.anyways i have been talking to this girl from back home and i think she really likes me and i like her too. i like talking to her on the phone when i can. saronda called me after a month and now she is not talking to me again cuz supposely she think that i have a girl, but i don't. well i will try to enjoy myself while im down in nc, cosidering i have some homework i have to work on. i started talking to nicole again. i went to a club this past weekend and i fight broke out and on sunday i went to a super bowl party and i was highly upset that the eagles lost, but it happens. anyways that pretty much some things that been giong on until then. PEACE

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