1. I've come to realize that, the person my last comment was from:
--Josh :)

2. I've come to realize that, I talk :
--choppy

3. I've come to realize that, I love:
--WoW, and the friends i made in there, and the friends i have around me :)

4. I've come to realize that, I have:
--an uncomfortable feeling on my neck cause my jacket is bugging me

5. I've come to realize that, I've lost:
--a lotta songs from my puter :(

6. I've come to realize that, I hate how:
--my house is total mess

7. I've come to realize that, Marriage is:
--forever.

8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking :
--bout me :D :P

9. I've come to realize that, I'll always be:
--working and strving for something better.

10. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on:
-- <3

11. I've come to realize that, The last time I TRULY cried was:
--over a month ago?

12. I've come to realize that, My cell phone is:
--getting kinda annoying. Time for a new one >.>

13. I've come to realize that, when I wake up in the morning:
--i'm dizzzyyyy

14. I've come to realize that, before I go to sleep at night I:
--roll around all over the place thinking, thinking THINKING

15. I've come to realize that, right now I am thinking about :
-- =X, and how i need to pick up Mario Galaxy

16. I've come to realize that, babies:
--are smelly.

17. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace:
--to check on like...3 people out of everyone

18. I've come to realize that, today was:
--blahhhhh? HOT.

19. I've come to realize that, tonight I will :
--be where i always am, and not where i want to be. cause i cant.

20. I've come to realize that, tomorrow I will:
--clean! i hope.

21. I've come to realize that, I really want to:
--be on WoW. =X
and soon!

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my gum get funny when i was brush my teeth this morning.

so i looked in the mirror to see if anything was wrong.

and i see.... my first wisdom tooth poking out.

MY WISDOM TEETH ARE COMING IN!!

i am not at all excited.

does it hurt during the operation?

i know it'll hurt after the operation...

i'm scared already.

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today was a another day. i want to rant and yell, and express all my frustrations, but i don't know how. it's been a roller coaster ride these past few weeks, and i'm utterly exhausted. i can honestly say that i was only able to really relax when i went to San Francisco this past weekend.

unfortunately, because i was only able to relax then, i've basically crashed miserably when i got back down to LA. i'm so confused as to what i want to feel, and what i'm actually feeling.

maybe it's the lack of sleep, but i don't think that's it.

lately there's been a lot going on in my life, much more than usual. i can't explain it, but it's intense. this past year or so has been fairly frustrating, and it's really piling on.

there are so many things i want to say to certain people, but i can't. not just because i've lost my words and don't know how to express my anger in a way that they'll understand, but i've lost my confidence to be able to back myself up as to why i feel that way.

it seems that it's been happening more and more lately, my loss in confidence when it comes to debating. not over anything really important, but just any debates at all.

i've found myself to be backing down from a lot of things, and it's gotten to the point where i'm wondering whether i'm making up those excuses, or are they really real.

whenever i get this sad, i go shopping. it's a quick fix for when i'm feeling down. but this time, i don't have the mind set to even want to get out of the house... which is rare for me... i love getting out of the house.

sometimes i want to just curl up in a corner and either cry, or just yell. but at the same time, i don't want to. cause the only thing that pops up in my head is, "how the hell is that going to help anything?"

like right now. i want to cry. i want to just lay down and cry. but i can't. because i don't want to lay down. i want to go driving. but i can't.

so many things i want to do, but at the same time, there's always something stopping me.

i guess lately i've lost my confidence in my speaking because i've been so confused. i like to see myself as a kind of person that is able to see both sides of a situation easily. because of this, i tend to contradict myself a lot as i point out the both sides. which then makes me feel like i'm some sort of hypocritical idiot.

also another reason, which i think may actually be the more dominant reason, is because i'm so lost. i don't know what i feel anymore. whenever i get in any immersing conversation, i have a set feeling i have towards the topic, and i stay with it until facts are shown to me that i'm wrong. now i don't know what i feel, and well, i don't want to talk to anyone anymore, because i don't know what to say.

when i was in San Francisco, i hung out with my cousin Victor. We've only seen each other about 4 times in our entire lives, but i felt that i was able to confide in him, a lot of stuff. i felt a connection with him. that day, i was happy. i was happy and nothing else. i was able to get my confidence back, and i was able to chit chat like i usually do.

but when i returned to LA, i crashed like crazy. all the emotions came flooding back, and i lost the confidence that had returned only the day before.


in truth, i know what's causing all this. but it's the emotions that the causes trigger that's exhausting. even though i know the causes, i don't know the solution to them. i just know that i'm not enjoying the results.

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i'm having a good night tonight.

1. Who is the last person you held hands with?
my lover.

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
more than likely

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
don't have a TV in the room. i use the iHome.

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
(jerry, i don't understand your answer)
no, that's rude.

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
nope.

6. What is your longest fight with one of your friends?
i've been in countless arguements, but no fights.

7. Are you a fast typer?
i guess. if you want me to type correctly, with minimal to no errors, then it's acceptable. if you want me to type really fast, then expect a LOT of typos. ><

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes :(

11. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower.
when i was 7

12. Do you knock on wood?
lol yes

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
saliva

14. Do you think you're attractive?
yes and no

17. What do you want for your birthday?
good stuff. GIFT CARDS!! lots of gift cards!! :) to target, ikea, GAP, victoria's secret, circuit city, Del Amo/Galleria, gamestop, American Eagle.
DISNEYLAND TRIP!!!

18. Do you know the muffin man?
(no jerry, you ARE the muffin man.)
no. i'm not a fan of muffins

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
at times. i don't think it's often though

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
yyyup. it's a small little one, and i still have it.

22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where?
bout a year ago, at the beach
(i swear to god. if you see dolphins, people, please laugh and act happy... not point and look horrified-- for people swimming in the water, it's really scary to see a gray fin go by, alright?? T_T)

oh wait... raging waters, August 4th (DUH! lol. i totally forgot)

23. Do you consider yourself successful?
yeah i guess ^_^

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone?
lemme check...135

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
just a puppy

26. Plans for tomorrow?
time with family

27. Do you get along with your family?
eh.

28. Missing someone right now?
yesh

29. When's the last time you told someone you loved them?
like half and hour ago

31. How are you feeling today?
(why you mad, jerry?)
meh, and then YAY

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
almost suspended once...twice....yeah twice

34. What are you looking forward to?
this wednesday. :D

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
haha yeah

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
yes. it was quite gross even though it smelled great.

38. Can you handle the truth?
depends what that truth it. then it becomes "can they handle my reaction after telling me the truth?"

39. Is shopping a Hobby for you?
(jerry you ass.)
now and again, yes.

40. What 3 things do you always bring with you to places?
keys wallet cellphone chapstick.

41. Any cool scars?
....nope. they're all ugly crappy scars

42. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
jason mon

43. Who was the last person you kissed?
my cat :D

45. How often do you talk on the phone?
not much

46. Do you believe in love?
yesh :)

47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
there are a LOT of things i want that i can't have.

48. Two things about the preferred sex that you first notice?
(NAILS?!)
torso and smile

50. Who did you last hug?
my cat :D

52. Where is your phone?
under my pillow

53. What was the last thing you ate?
burritoooooo from steeeeves :9

54. Favorite Color?
brown and green

55. Last movie you saw?
Shrek 3... i was a bit disappointed

56. What song are you currently listening to?
the humm humm humming of the laptop

57. What do you want?
gotta agree with jerry there. i want a magic carpet. but as stated above, there are a LOT of things i want.

59. What t.v. show are you watching?
right now, this minute, nothing. but i DO watch (when i can), Bones, American Dad, Family Guy, House

60. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
an employee at circuit city

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first reaction
This is called "FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ". You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 50 words. You can't think and go back and change your answers. Here we go:

1. BEER?
gross

2. Anorexic:
gross

3. RELATIONSHIPS?
heart

4. Weather:
clouds

5. Power Rangers:
YESSSS

6. Steroids:
pills

7. Cartoons:
bobby's world

8. The President:
monkey

9. Tupperware:
don't get mad, get glad!

10. Florida:
amusement parks and oranges

11. Santa Clause:
coca cola

12. Halloween:
pumpkin

13. Bon Jovi:
it's my life

14. Grammar:
abc

15. Myspace:
blue

16. Worst fear:
black, dark

17. Marriage:
white

18. Paris Hilton:
she doesn't deserve her fame

19. Brunettes:
red

20. Redheads:
red

21. Blonde:
uhm. girls?

22. Pastimes:
clock

23. bad question:
black quesiton mark

24. Donald Trump:
trump towers

25. Neverland:
island

26. Pixie Stix:
sugar

27. Vanilla Ice cream :
white

28. Port-a-Potties:
smelly

29. High school:
THS

30. Pajamas:
pjs

31. Woody:
the woodpecker

32. Wet Sock:
wet sock

33. Alcohol:
gross

34. Love:
jason

35. My best friend:
jason nat jon jordan elise

36. The Bible:
storytime

37. Heartache:
owie

39. Time:
clock

40. Whiskey:
whisker

41. Money:
yumm

42. Spanish:
hats

43. Summer:
hot.

44. Winter:
snow

45. Sports:

tennis

46. Vegetarians:
green

47. Wal-Mart:
blue green orange

48. Opposite sex:
the male sign

49. Iraq:
desert

50. Kids:
colors

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