listening to: Simple Things- Usher
mood: glad
I was up 'til four on the phone. There's something so comforting in hearing someone's voice - even when I'm not with them in person, even when it’s just simple sentences across the line.
Their voice fills the empty room and the world isn't so lonely anymore when you're still awake at five in the morning and feeling out of place - wondering when the sun will rise and make everything better again.
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listening to: Sincerely- Melody
feel like: smashing something precious
FUCK.
yes, that's right.
fuck the shit you did
fuck the shit you try to do
fuck the shit you said
fuck the shit you made me believe
fuck the shit you lied about
yes, that's right.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck you.
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"....well....take care...."
the boy smiles and walks off.
the older woman leans across the counter and whispers
"he likes you"
you're surprised.
"oh really?? you can tell?'
she laughs and there is a twinkle in her eye- "
oh i'm old. i can tell these things"
you can't help but giggle at her ridiculous statement but quietly hope that there lies some truism in her observation.
a tiny ray of happiness shines through the recent storm like a welcomed after-rain rainbow.
and the rest of the afternoon is spent on fanciful thoughts and secret smiles.
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Crack wide open your ribs and be not afraid to say
Dear Universe.
Dear Life.
Dear Me.
I still love you.
Blowing a kiss into the skies.
Ah, how i wish to be so brave.
but as we all know, courage isn't afforded to all-
especially not those on monster emotional rollercoasters.
there has been too many ups and downs,
too many confusing moments
and too many forced reassessments of relationships, of faith, love and trust.
and like the feeling which accompanies too many vodaka lemon and limes, i think i'm beginning to grow nauseous at the idea of being in a relationship.
call it committment phobia....but everything about going out again is daunting, exhausting and piercingly painful.
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listening to: changin' my life (remix)
right now: am totally on residue high-ness
OMG!! LAW CAMP WAS SOOO FUN!! :D
for once, not many photos were taken.
but you know, memories are better captured by the mind than static pixels anyway.
plus i was too busy *glug gluging* ^^;;
highlights of the time spent:
[x] how it was an alcohol fest to the zenith degree
[x] priviledged to the company of pretty cool (albeit 'splastic') people
[x] saw my first shooting star
[x] made some awesome friends
[x] realised how law at sydney wasnt so bad (dare i say even borderline exciting??)
[x] saw bush turkeys!! [lol. insider syd law joke :p]
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