the holidays to me always mean one thing, it always means that my family are going to be in town, and that they are going to take over my entire life. it seems like everytime my family is here i always get stuck playing host, which is really a terrible way to look at things but it seems that i have no choice. my life has become nothing less of unbearable whilst the fam is in town, and i guess im going to have to deal, in other news christmas was very very good.. santa was very good to me.. he got me a lot of things that i really wanted, so to santa i say thanks! i hope that everything is good with everyone and that all is well... merry christmas and a happy new year.

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i love all the stress that comes with being in high school.. this constant feeling of wanting to die.. i hate when i want to die.. hurts a lot, but on the other hand i think that there maybe some hope in the world because, believe it or not, Ciara Marie Mercado Trinidad>, is ready to change.. for the better. i swear to god like two days ago i went on this thing and now.. im dying to change myself, im dying to change myself for the better.. well im not dying to, i guess you could say i want to. i want to change so i can make things better. but yeah.. soap is good, sojourn is coming really fast, and for the past month and a half im gonna be busy as fuck.. im thinking about my xmas list and i do want big things so here it is... eh.. nvm, ill tell you later. be easy..

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hmm... this turkey day i gave you my pie, but the very next day, you gave it away, this year to save me from tears, ill give it to someone special...

anyway, this turkey day is weird. different order of actions. we're actually having our "thanksgiving dinner" tomorrow, on account of, i dont know why...

soccer season has started, and i dont know how i feel about that, mixed feelings i guess.. but i do know that today i learned how to make pancakes.. this next month is gonna be so damn stressful.. im busy all month.. shall we go over it? ok...

DEC.3,4,5 - Eena's birthday weekend.
DEC.10,11,12 - To Dad's with mi amor.
DEC.17,18,19 - Mom and I to SAC.
DEC.19 --> JAN.3 - winter break..christmas..new years.
JAN.6,7,8 - NOTHING!!!
JAN.13 --> 23 - SOJOURN TO THE PAST...

Man i love those little guys, so thats the plan... busy as fuck.. but it'll be fun. hope everyones turkey day has been as good as mine.

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i want to sleep. so funny thing happened today i was supposed to be here in the morning for um, soap supposedly, but no one called to tell me that the meeting in the morning had been cancelled...so now that im not as stressed and am sitting here tired out of my head i think that i will start with the non-existant complaining now... my weekend was the best, brought mi amor home for thanksgiving with my family, (my whole family was in town, so we just decided to have thanksgiving early because everyone will be gone), and that was fun, i dunno, just random spurts of things happened this weekend, but it was all fun. met my babies.. lol.. which i love more than anything, and i dunno, i think if anything this weekend was more about discovering parts of mi amor that i didnt know i could find. its all so great that im sure someone is gonna smack me and be like, hey, youre a jackass.. this isnt real. but it hasnt happened yet, so...i just hope that everything stays this good, because honestly if it wasnt for mi amor, i probably wouldnt be doing as good as i am, i think in my opinion im happy with myself and how everything is going right now, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that, at least i dont think that there is. soccer has started.. well kinda, we have our first pre-season scrimmage today, which should be fun, considering im sitting my ass on the bench, god...thats what i get for being sick, i havent really had time to miss the show yet, but im sure once things slow down, if they do, ill start to miss it. i wonder if anyone else misses it. today should be fun though, have a physical at 9:30, it should only be a half an hour, so i should be back at school around 10:15, on account of its in san mateo, then i get una sandwich para almuerzo, which i just realised that i cant eat the whole thing, or ill get sick, i guess that means that i should get it on white then.. oh whadoes it matter, im not gonna play much. and then after lunch, i only have half an hour of physics then its off to the field, then after the game i have a sojourn meeting. now that ive rambled on about nothing, i think im going to go, i need to study for a test. i hope that everyone is having a good day, if your not, that sucks, and im sorry. good morrow tuesday.

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