mood: painkiller heaven
ok this is what happened...
i walk outside to see my friend out and i look down and there is a ups package. i open it up and inside is an envelope...inside the envelope is a money order for $819.00! i get totally psyched and then i realize i have no clue why im gettin this...so i have my roommate call the company on the package..they have no clue what the hell...so my roommate scans the ups envelope and the money order..it looks totally legit! so i take it to the bank..they checked it out and everything and say that the date on it was messed up so they say go to the post office..so we go and they pick up one of their money orders and hold my money order up to the light to show me that it was a fraud... i about shit ...but the lady said whoever did it, did a good job of getting it copied....so they say take it to police...so i proceed to the cop shop and where i tell them what happened and they said they would deal with it.......so the whole thing is .. i totally wanted it!!! i need that money..im broke! lol.....i got bills.....and not the good kind!

so now im sittin upstairs in roommates room typing away with a killer buzz(painkillers for my pkd)...while my roommate has a shit ton of people here...some i hate so much that im going to stick a turkey baster up his ass and make him into a water fountain.. LOL..ok im off..later!

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for the first time in my life i feel like someone...i mean ..a guy that i have been talkin to totally made me feel like a million dollars...he said i was hot..and i honestly never had someone tell me that...makes me want to take a trip just so i can give him a hug and a fat kiss!! xoxoxox well my painkiller kicked in and now im totally jammin to some foo fighters...and talkin with my friends...so i guess the night is going ok..a first too..lol...my dog anya is hangin out with me at the comp..she thinks im weird..well i don't know if that is what she honestly thinks..but the look she keeps giving me...LOL...i wish i could show ya all..it's so freakin cute! well the house is really quiet except for the blarring of music..hehe...i think im going to write more tomorrow..laters

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shards of life
left behind
always here
have no time
get me out
let me go
and you will see
your true self


does that make any sense?

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mood: as always...
listening to: pink floyd - comfortably numb
things in my life are still sittin in the dark...i can't seem to find any solutions to these situations...man ready to scream...might make me feel better!just when i start to things might change or be better, it doesn't happen! i mean..i was told always to have patience, but ya know it runs very thin!! need a moment......

ok..a bit better..so my day started off with me only gettin half hour of sleep bc someone called and asked if they could come over...i didn't get back to sleep which kinda pissed me off...then i went and hung with the neighbors cuz they rock! came home and roommate just got up...he hid in his room for while...then steve came over hung for a min..ate some pizza..then he took me to get some cigs ..then he dropped me off..oh what fun huh? this is primarily what my day consists of...short visits from friends and then im all alone for rest of nite...it's 537pm and i'll be up til past the sun coming up with nothing to do and no one to talk to ...

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day started out with someone wakin me up...but it was cool...i don't mind this person waking me up or anything..but anyways...popped a painkiller for my kidneys....(i have pkd..) been pretty loopy all day from it...went to mall with steve cuz it was his birthday...bought some dvds and then had to hurry to movie cuz we thought it started at 930 but it started at 10 so we were set...we went and seen Jackass Number Two....i highly recommend this movie bc it was so freakin funny!!! i almost peed myself laughin on some parts..lol...anyways...steve dropped me off and headed home...so now im sittin here in my friends room typing away at the computer bc my internet sucks balls.....i think i ate too much today cuz i have a killer stomach ache....all i ate was 97% of a chicken sandwhich and some onion rings...then some popcorn at the movie..but that was it...i usually don't eat that much! so now im payin the price!! lol...it's cool...i will survive! ok ...im headin to get some shit done since the house is empty...everyone took off and i don't know where they went..but hey ..not my business..ok..everyone have a wonderful nite and i shall return soon!! peace

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mood: messed up
listening to: fall out boy - nobody puts baby in the corner (acoustic)

today has been totally weird...spent most of the day runnin around with adam to get his car fixed..had to polish his rims cuz he's a big if they get dirty ..lol...anyways......cleaned and doin laundry..oh what fun im having! ! my head is pretty messed up..but it's cool cuz im happy..lol.....there has been so much shit goin on that i wish i could write it all down, but it would take daysss to finish it! lol...i got a lot to say but how to say, im not sure...

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