14 more skool days left i until i graduate. im going to miss all of my frenz. im actually scared about going to college in the fall. its nerve-racking for me.

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mood: happy
watching: the dish

derek got a free ticket to amityville horror, he asked me if i wanted to see it with him tonight or tomorrow. anyway i told him i work late tomorrow, and that he should just call me when he feels like seeing the movie some other time. anyway, just wanted to post that. im so happy, i cant wait to see it!

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"I don't really know yet, at the very least I want to be your friend, but im not sure."

what is that supposed to mean? this is coming from a guy i like. he's two years younger than me. that's ok, right? anyway, me and him (i will not state his name, for reasons of my own.) were having a personal conversation during a class we have together. i had asked him whether or not he liked me. in response he said i was going to fast. so i asked him (through email) if he meant that he wanted to wait til he was older, or something like that. and he replied with the statement above.

HERE'S MY QUESTION: is this guy confused about how he feels, or does he want nothing to do with me?

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i asked derek, the guy i like, if he wants to see a movie with me. to my surprise he said yes. anyway we both decided to go and see THE RING 2. cant wait. but now weve got to figure out when to go and see it. then ive got to talk to my parents about it, and theyll have to meet him and everything. but other than that im really excited. woo hoo!

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so i asked the guy i like to prom today. he said that he'd think about it. well a few minutes later some other guy just to make me squirm asked me, "so, nikke, who are you going to the prom with?" and then derek, the guy i like, says, "i dont think i want to go" he was making excuses about money and stuff, i said that id pay for some it. anyway, i asked him if the reason why he said that was because of what cody, the guy who ruined it, and derek said yes.

now the question is: why would he say something like that? after he said he'd think about it. i even told him that i'd ask him again tomorrow to see if he was going to go with me or not. was it peer pressure, or something like that?

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i told everyone i was getting braces today, oops. i thought today was the 12th yesterday, even though i was told a few times it was the 4th. lol

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