feelin lazy today... but better than i did a few days ago... chillin with my mom all day, tomorrow alexis and i are going with the boys to a partay... ye0p. so when i have better stuff to write about ill post it. lol. out*

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for some odd reason, today felt like a melting pot of depression and anger. this is REALLy weird for some people, cuz most of the time, im a totally "go get em" in yer face kinda person. but today was different, i felt like my head was on backwards and i was spinning madly out of control like the tilt-a-whirl at the fair. i wake up crying and scared from the nightmares ive been having lately. gaH. i dont kno whats wrong with me! and i have no excuses.. and ive lost connection with a friend who'd come to me with everything to share, but i dont know why they dont talk to me seeing as it makes me feel good when people care and trust me and talk to me cuz i love to listen. but things dont change, things change people. and so this concludes my day of confusion and strange sorrow for that nothing i live for.

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am i weird? i question myself that everyday of my life. i guess most people who know me well enough would agree.

anyways-the linkin park concert was so incredible. they are so awesome live, hoobastank was totally radical, POD was juss....GAy, and story of the year tried to play bad ass but it was funny cuz they kept makin fun of themselves saying "were sorry you have to have story of the year open up for linkin park. and they said fuck every other single word. it was all good fun with my bestie alexis-is-is-is. we had horrible seats(nosebleed section) but at least we got a wiff of the marijuana smoke from the pple in front of me. thats when i started acting really strange. haha, iono if it was jus the fumes getting to me er what, but i was a total nut case.







yesterday was valentines day-alexis and i went to chill with ryan and josh the sexiest menz on the eastside of kent. it was fun cuz joshs parents let us stay at his house by ourselves fer like 4 hours. good fun.

today-feeling like shit. all depressed and i dont really know why. either im getting side effects from fridays fun or iono. it aint pms lol so dont think it is. o wellz. anywho im done writing fer now.. good night.

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wOoOot! im so excited! i just cant hide it! haha good fun. my mom ruined my valentines day cuz i was gonna take josh to my favorite resturant, but she made plans to go to orcas island with my dad fer "alone time". orcas island is where i was "concieved" lol i was a birthcontroll baby! wtf!? my mom was telling my all this shit in the car yesterday. i think shes a lil too excited to have sex with my dad? LOL wtf. why does she tell me this stuff?! it scars me deep down inside! i think ill go puke now.....

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mood: gotta pee, hungry, tired
listening to: Story of the Year-Untill the day i die
watching: my cell, waiting fer my mummy to call and tell me shes outside waiting fer me so i can leave school!

I hate tuesdays.... they are long and boring and its not even a smidge close to friday or the weekend.

Today was your typical Tuesday. School, and homework. yipeee. Lucky me i have hardly any homework. Just a tad of math, and history. there is 3 more days untill the Linkin Park concert! im so excited. holy crap! i think ill piss myself. alexis and i really gotta go shoppin and get ready fer it w0op w0op. i cant wait to see Story of the Year, it is my favorite band at the moment. Today i think im going to the skate park with ryan and josh. and its a tid bit chilly i say!

wow my journal is super homo. it seems to me that no one ever looks at it, i feel rejected from the Nutang community. o welPz. anywho.

my life is goooddd i thiNk. the grades are all good, and my birthday is in 16 days now! im so excited to have my sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet sixteeN! i get my car n everything. all i gotta do is keep d'ose grades uP; and take the final tests for my dear liscense! dont worrie im a good driver tho. i wont kill you i promise, juss make shure you keep your seat belt fastened. okaie well i think thats enuff fer today. so buenas dias everyone who reads my profile! like a href=members.php?user=xremix06x>xremix06x and Bleed Right ENJOY i say.

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wow, can you tell im a bored soul? well i decided to have some mental fun and take another quiz....i feel as if i should have a quiz of the day er something? anywho, i already knew i was like this bunny. im just craZy. so here's another quiz fer ya'll.


you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


which happy bunny are you?
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