im fucking soo pissed i had the worst day!! ahh... ok yah it started out bad and ended horrible!! ook well 1st my plan of wat im doing today totally was screwed so i went to brandens then the whole fucking time i was ignored! my bffe and my bffe(guy) that i like were totally just off in there own world! and then how can sumone b/c like its ok genie and cum over here after a long time of just sitting there being bored and ignored from the beginning!!! god! life is so jacked up right now! i mean the only good thing is that im going to kill 3 bitchs that made my life go down the drain! im happy about that the fucking bitches need to die! i swear they put me threw soo much!! and made me have no friends and made my perfect life hell!! i mean i only have 7 friends!!!! okay!! thats pathetic!!! im so fucking nice and all i get is ...oh wat is that a big fat nothing!!!! yah thats wat i thought! im just soo depressed right now!! and no one is there to like listen!! i just want sumone to listen to me!! and i thought i had sumone ..aka branden..but i was wrong! again im always wrong for once in my life i want to be right about sumthing!!!! god damnit! i just want to die! and u no if u 2 aka my friends that are being mean i really dont want to talk to u guys until i get things sorted out! i really just need to be alone so go have funn with eachother i no u will! bye u guys i hope im still alive to write back! bye! fishie is my only true blue friend! im going to go talk to him...fuck.

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hey guys right now im at brandens house so like i will talk to u later but i just wanted to say hi ok well my day is going well but like i mean my dad isnt picking me up!!! im really mad at him right! well i got to go hehe!! -genie my fishie came too!!! :)

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Well yah see yesterday was a great day my dad picked me up and took me to see the day after tomarrow omfg it was the best movie of all times!! :) anywho then we went to the phone store and instead of getting me my fucking phone card he bought me a new phone and its sooo cute and a new plan so i didnt have to use prepaid anymore :)!!!!!!! and so then we went to the mall and i got a cd!! yah and then i talked to my sister and we told her to meet us at Applebees ! so we waited like fo ever damn it took her like a long time to get there and then we ate and instead of going home i went to my sisters house then i played game cube ..hella funn i love mario party 4 im opsesd! lol and then i went home to find sum diserbing things that really made me mad!! well i was mad at one person!!! and he nose who he is!! yah but then he trys to deni it wen i saw it with my own 2 eyes!! well 4 if u count my contacts:) anyways yah so i went into my room to put all my numbers all thos 156 numbers in my new phone ahh..it took so long!! and yah i finaly got my smile empty soul cd :)!! so xcited! anyways yah todays my birthday but it doesnt feel like it!! and my cusin is cumming today at like 7 and tomarrow samantha is cumming YAY!!!anywho! yesterday i also sam e. but she didnt even say hi to me how rude! yah so now im just stuck here being bored..oh yah and if u are the ppl that looked at my xanga i dont look at, read or anything im done! i hate all u fucking ppl and i dont want anything to do with u ppl so never talk to me again!!thanks love u guys (well everyone that hates me :)-genie my fishie is my only friend

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watching: my presents i didnt get! listening to: bordem mood: im ok well today was my 2nd birthday out of like 4 lol yah and my sister picked me up yesterday and then we went to din din at this restrant!! lol yah and its were my sissy goes a lot and i go sumtimes and yah so i opened my presents and it was in a huge and i mean huge bag and i got um..my art stuff i asked for and a curling iron, and a clock its soo cool and like sum other things and so that was my 1st birthday and like right now is my 2nd birthday!! yah i just ate dinner and i had enchaladas lol yah and it was good but like um...ya i havent opened my presents but i can already tell i didnt get anything i wanted :)! but its ok :(! whatever yah well ummm yah im going to go bye Genie ya my pet fishie is doing fine!!!

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Hey guys well my sister just called and said shes going to take me out to din din at 6 so i can open my presents!! yah presents lol not present!! arent u xcited i no i am!! :) yah but anyways last night i was really sad but i mean its not anything new its just this time somone was listening! yah and wen i loooked at the phone wen i was going to hang it up it said 313 mins! lol thats a lot of mins.!!! lol so what how many hours is that ...wow a lot! anyways!! yah well im going to write another lil entry but only a couple of ppl get to read it okay so dont be mad if u cant !! bye bye u guys Genie pet fishie is still kickin

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watching: law and order listening to: bordem!!! mood: lonely!! Hey guys today i went to go see harry potter and i thought it would be really dumb but it was actually pretty goood the hole movie i was like NO NO NO HES BAD!!!! NO HES A GOODGUY lol it was funny :) thats just the losa i am tho!!hehe yah i havent been to sunset in a really long time!! so wen i went i was like eww this place is ghetto lol its like all run down hehe!!!yah i member wen it first opened lol it was my 6th birthday and it opened on my birthday so every year i watch the fireworks!! its soo cool!!right now my mommy is cleaning out the pantry in the kitchen and like um..she said that theres a new rule! that we cant buy food like go to the grocery market until all the food in the house is gone!!!!yah i was like eww we have ucky food in the house!! uck haha my lil brother just brought me plates lol i wonder why? what a lil weirdo!! heh hes soo cute!! yah my computer is still broken :( my step dad said we probally cant fix it!! no0o0o..i miss it soo much!!! yah i loved that lil thing!! anyways well umm..i dont no what else to say but i bet i will write back tonight b/c im losa like that !!! i dont have much of a life over the summer it kinda sux!! oh well im happy!!:) Genie i love my pet fishie!!

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