This is an update that's been long anticipated

Today Nov. 15:
AH HAHAHAHA!! It's my Birthday!!! YAY!

Okay I'm done being all ecstatic and schtuff. Last night I ended up going to the field house and playing basketball for 3 hours. It was sweet we had a whole bunch of kids and we played full court instead of the usual half-court . Right now I'm watching Finding Nemo with Di and Fahmid. Fahmid hasn't seen it I mean how deprived is he? Then again he's from Bangladesh. Di apparently came last night at 12:00 to give me my gifts but I wasn't here. So the first thing in the morning after I woke up she came in and gave me my card and a LIZZIE MAGUIRE T-SHIRT. I'm wearing it today!! It's really hot. It'll probably cause the girls to check me out. Yea... lol.

Friday Nov. 14:
I got my box from my mom today. OH YEA!!! I also received b-day cards from my relatives: Great Grandma and Grandpa Bockwitz (They're the best! That's because he was like World Champion Tractor Puller for a decade!! He's really cool but they're both in the hospital. We were actually going to go see them over Thanksgiving but now we're going over Winter Break) and Grandma Hofer... But yea, I've been telling my mom and Fahmid I wanted bongos for my birthday and guess what? Fahmid calls me up after he gets to library after we went to the mail center and he's like "yea... I got you your bongos. So, they'll be coming. I got them off-line" I was like HOT! lol. But yea my brother got me a book by Herman Hesse called "Steppenwolf". Apparently it's supposed to be good I'll write what he wrote in the cover, it was so sweet:
"Clayton,
Happy 18th Birthday. This is a book which I found very profound. I hope that you will like it as much as I did and that it will mean something to you. With the age of eighteen you turn into a Man, and this story is about a man that is turning into an old man, the connections he makes after he has already resigned himself to dying. When you read this book think hard and put yourself in his shoes, you will learn a lot. Be studious, but watch out for the end, it is crazy.
Your brother,
Zac
P.S. Do you know that you're a great brother?"

That last note, I found so nice because my brother isn't usually like that. So yea, besides that my Mom sent me the two Fiona Apple CD's I wanted and Ani Difranco - "Little Plastic Castle". It's a nice day because now all I feel like is sitting around listening to Fiona bitch about life and relationships. It's so nice. :-)

Thursday Nov. 13:
So yea tonight was an interesting night... just because it was snowing all day and the wind was blowing like 40 mph all day so the snow/ice would pelt you in the eye. This would result in me screaming "OOW!!! MY EYE... THE COLD WATER HIT MY EYE!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!".... Yea... so but anyways tonight let me see okay well I went to dinner with Amit and ran into Katie, following that went and played basketball. YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAA i.e. Amit, Di, and Katie. Then at 8 went to "To the skin of our teeth" where I was introduced to like every theatre department faculty professor by my theatre prof.. This was because no one was at the show because it was like a friggin blizzard outside. There were 19 people in the audience and 7 of them were faculty. So yea I was introduced to my professor's partner, the director, designer, yada yada yada. It was a pretty cool set because the audience was intergrated into the play. You sat on these couches that surrounded the play and there was a balcony where they would have stuff going on and there'd also be the main performance level that was couch level. So it was really nice sitting on a couch for 2 and a half hours. I had to go see it for theatre and because Sarah was in it. John and Lela were supposed to come but the stupid idiots got there 5 minutes late and couldn't come into the show. But then I got to all the cast stuff after because I was with Sarah and got champagne and cake because it was opening night and all that. Then let me see went to Sarah's room ordered a pizza and hung out there talking till 3:30 because she doesn't have a TV or some sort of constant entertainment. Yea but now because it is so late I'm not going to class tomorrow and it'll be a nice snow covered morning spent in bed. It's going to be so nice. Like a snow day. Oh how I miss snow days.

Wednesday Nov.12:
Yea so I feel all good and shit because I finally got off my lazy ass and went and played basketball. Oh YEAAAAA!!! That's right I'm going to get all toned and shit. Actually. lol. Went with Fahmid, Amit, and Amit's friend. If you can believe it Amit and his friend are like 3-point specialist they are all like uh! Yea! I'm feeling it. I need to do some research for my theatre project but I think I need a break so I'm going to see the new Matrix movie with Di, Fahmid, John, and Adele. I know you hate those movies, especially because they suck. But John and Di need to go for their religion and film class. Ah man good times good times.... lol.

Tuesday Nov. 11:
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I've reached my breaking point again. You know what that means? I need a really really long break, I need sleep, and I need some good loving. Unfortunately I can't get any of that because I have work. The work never stops. My eyes hurt, my forehead hurts because my skin burns for some reason. That's not good, Is it? HMPH! Well I guess I'll just have to appease myself with the next best thing going to sleep and dreaming. I am currently in my disgruntled, pissed at everyone, highly judgmental mood. That you know well. I want to wake up tomorrow morning and it be Nov. 17th.

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Well I have nothing to update about. The past 3 days I've spent like 24 hours in the library, that's 8 a day. I'm trying to get everything done and make up for my slacking earlier in the semester. I got to get the room all cleaned up for the folks later today. Word... Last night spent the night over in Major hanging with John and Sarah, then later Gruen. I made a hot Play-Dough Penis, it was very cool. I put hair on it and everything. WAY COOL!!! I wish I could sing well. I wish i was a god damn Tenor. That would make my day!!! Okay now I got to clean Fahmid's back.

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Well I just spent like 3 hours in the library and met with Professor Franklin for Existentialism and I actually think he liked me this time. He wasn't acting as disgruntled as he was before. Now, I'm just sitting in my room waiting for my printer to print all these pages for this reading I have to get off eReserve... Booooo I wish i had a laser printer because then I could like actually have a fast printer and I wouldn't have to wait. I think I'm going to order pizza tonight. SCORE!!
Laters

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Today... Oh Today... Woke up at like 11:30, went to breakfast. I got some kick ass waffles with blueberries and whipped cream... MMmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!! So good, I don't even usually eat waffles. Then i got back to the room existentialism reading while half watching the Jets game with Lela and shower, all before I picked up my prospective student, Scott. Who's surprisingly taller than me and quite cool. Fahmid's first comment was "shit man, he looks like you". But anyway we went to dinner at Commons, fun fun. Then from there went back to my room chizziled a little bit until I had to go to the Library and pick out my play for my group Theatre project. Then I came back found Scott and Fahmid watching 'Punk'd', watched that with them. Then sat around, played World Series Baseball 2K3 with Scott and talked to Lara. Got pissed off because this kid downstairs, Nate told someone I was gay and well the guy he told e-mailed me. He said something about 'It's okay to come out I came out of the closet last year and if you need to talk I'm here'. I mean what the fuck? But anyways then Em called me. We talked for awhile, it was much needed. :-) Then I'm here now typing my journal while Lela complains about how she got a 10% on the quiz in my profile. Lol. Mwah! I love you all!! G'night! BEESWAX!! :-)

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Alanis Morissette - That I Would Be Good That I would be good even if I did nothing That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down That I would be good if I got and stayed sick That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds That I would be good fine even if I went bankrupt That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth That I would be great i if was no longer queen That I would be grand if I was not all knowing That I would be loved even when I numb myself That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed That I would be loved even when I was fuming That I would be good even if I was clingy That I would be good even if I lost sanity That I would be good whether with or without you

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So tonight around 9:30 I made my decision to grace Hamilton College's Saturday night party scene with my prescence. After going to Mitko's room and hanging there for an hour or so we left for the TKE party at the Hub. Stayed there pretty much for the rest of the night, danced with some girl named Reagan. She was pretty hot but apparently she has a boyfriend, a senior boyfriend. How uncool is that? Anyways I couldn't bring myself to do anything with her anyways because I can't hoe it up anymore, even when I'm drunk. Like last night I didn't do shit even though this girl was throwing herself at me and tonight this girl Jess who I've known since orientation week was doing the same. I mean hey can you get a hint. I'm being really rude and mean to you. That means I don't like you so try hard to realize it and stop hitting on me. But anyways I was at the TKE party until like 1:45. Tessa, Jess' friend, she asked me to dance so I did. She's really dumb though she thought Mitko and Fahmid were from the same country. Hello? I mean Mitko is from fucking Bulgaria and Fahmid is friggin Bangladeshi. What a friggin idiot. But no she's not that bad. She's really nice. So we left the party at like 1:45. I didn't drink much, only like 6 beers or so and 3 cigarettes. I really shouldn't smoke. I really really shouldn't. It's just so easy because the roommate smokes. But we got back to the room talked to Meg, who seemed pretty wiped from the Rugby 'Welcoming', you know what that means they just drank vast amounts of alcohol. Then I think Fahmid realized he drank to much and started to get sick. Poor Fahmid.... He'll be okay he's a tough Bangladeshi. "STRONG LIKE BULL" Anyways, this is a picture from pregaming and a picture from a night I drank way to much. I don't even remember this group picture being taken, the one with the ladies, Fahmid, and I. But I gotta get some sleep because I host a prosepective tonight and I need my sleep. I also have to get all that work I said I was going to get done previously this weekend. So word out! G'night to all. HOAF.......................................................................................................

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