I decided to do a PPS contest during my birthday month. I know people should be giving me gifts on my birthday and not the other way around, but I think this will be fun. I haven't figured out all the details yet which is why the contest won't begin until September. Gives me plenty of time to get things ready. However, this is what I know so far:

* Right now I have about 1300 PPS to give away. This is how it breaks down: 1st place - 1,000 PPS, 2nd - 200 PPS, 3rd - 100 PPS. If you wealthy people want to donate some PPS and bump the prizes up, I certainly won't stop ya. It's not mandatory but a nice thing to do.

* The contest will be a Supernatural theme because I love the show (Dean's a hottie!). Most likely trivia. Personally, I don't care if you look up the answers on the internet or whatever. It'll be about the person who gets the answer first.

That's all I got so far. What do you think? Sound like fun?


S.

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All this talk about abort has me thinking about Nicole. I can't imagine being her. I mean she didn't really have a choice. Her parents made it for her.

I know killing babies is wrong. But its like by saying a woman can't have a choice, the baby's life is more important than hers. I mean a lot can go wrong during pregnancy and/or childbirth, right? Abortion use to be illegal. You know what happened then. Think how desperate a girl had to be to use a hanger as a homemade abortion device.

If every woman considering abortion chooses adoption, where are we suppose to put all these babies? Foster homes? That doesn't guarantee them a good life. And what if the kid is born with some disease that leaves in constant pain. Is it really better that he/she is alive if all they're going to know is pain?

I think some people are trying to make a complicated subject simple and it's never going to happen.


S.

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Believe it or not, I'm actually bored. It's been nonstop Bitchfest here for weeks. I finally get a break from all the drama and have no one to share it with. Erik went to Arizona with his family to his aunt's funeral.

Looking at my little site here, I'm thinking about doing some re-decorating. It's time for a little change and tomorrow I actually will have time to do it. But I haven't decided yet.

Oh, guess what? Remember Josh, my ex-boyfriend that tried to kill me? Josh had the audacity to send me a letter. He's not suppose to have contact with me but found some way to send the letter. I wasn't going to read it but curiosity got the better of me. It wasn't very long. He went in to detail about what he does everyday in prison. He wanted me to know only because he demanded ME to apologize to HIM. Any other day I would be totally pissed off but I just laughed and tossed it in the trash. It's so stupid.

I also got an email from my friend Nicole. I haven't heard from her in a LONG time. She had her baby while back. It was a boy. Unfortunately, he died. The umbilical cord got wrapped around his neck. He died in the womb. It's very sad. I thought she would come home after....well, she went to live with her grandmother instead. It's a good thing too. I'm sure her parents probably would have treated it like it never happened. I'm glad she emailed me. I was getting worried about her.

It's amazing how something like that makes your rethink your entire life.


S.

Plugs: renaye and Nuttz

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I know I haven't posted in a while. I have been without my Blackberry thanks to YOU KNOW WHO. Seriously, I couldn't believe it. She stole my Blackberry. Tried to play all innocent.

I did what I was suppose to and cancel service and whatever. That is how I found out she stole it. She had the audacity to get pissed off at me for it. I finally got everything straitened out. I just couldn't believe she did that. Well....I could but what's wrong with her. I'm still shocked my dad wants to marry her.

That's right. They're engaged. What the hell does he see in her? I guess he just likes crazy women.


S.

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Sorry folks. This post will be short and sweet as I am dead tired.....for good reasons. I managed to get Valentine's Day off and Eric and I spent the entire day together. We ate, saw a movie, and went shopping. The nighttime activities outweighed everything. We drove to the next town over where Eric got us a room in one of those expensive Hilton type hotels. Allow me to pause a moment to say I miss the life of luxury sooooo bad.

Back to reality, we are spending the entire night here. I'm sure you know what we've been doing. Eric's in the shower as I'm typing this. I'm using the last bit of luxury I have left: my blackberry. I managed to finally be able to pay my bill from last month.

Anyways, catch y'all next week with some more details.


S.

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I GOT A PROMOTION!!!!!!!

I guess Jo felt sorry for me because he promoted my sorry ass. I'm a manager now. I get $8 an hour. It's a few bucks more than I was making. I got the news on Friday. Of course, I had to celebrate. I would have had a party except most of my friends aren't speaking to me and my apartment still isn't really party appropriate. Doesn't matter because Eric and I did all the celebrating together. He bought me paint. I know it sounds a little wacky, but my place could use a fresh coat of paint and my landlord expressed how much he didn't give a damn. So, now my place went from plain nasty to livable.

After all we have been through, Eric and I have danced around the subject of sex. He was a bit overenthusiastic when I got my own apartment....well...until he saw it. I think he wants to....you know and I want to too. I've been on the pill for a while because of my ex-bf Josh. He wasted a lot of energy trying to talk me in to it the whole time we were dating. I really love Eric and I think it's time to take things to the next level.

The other night when we were doing our paint celebration thing. We couldn't resist doing a little paint fight. The paint fight turned in to a kiss. A kiss turned in to making out. And Eric did something a little unexpected but yet it didn't feel wrong. I was even willing to take it a little further in the oral area but he stopped. Said he wanted it to be the right time and place. Wanted it to be perfect for the both of us.

I'm glad I found me a great guy.


S.

Plugs: renaye, Nuttz

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