I woke up this morning and found something a bit strange. I set my alarm clock last night (as I do every night), but someone turned it off which made me late to school. But that's not the strangest thing.

When I was scrambling around, trying to get my stuff together, I noticed my parents door wide open and a bunch of hangers scattered all over the floor. You know curiousity got the better of me. So, I checked it out. All of my mom's stuff is gone! Her clothes, cosmetics, shoes (and she's got tons of them), jewelry....everything! Gone!

I know my mom and I have never gotten along, but she's still my mom and I'm worried. I looked for a note or something stating where she might be at, but didn't find anything. So, I called my dad and...well...he was kind of vague about it. The only thing he told me was that she had something to do and would be back in a couple weeks. Weeks! Don't get me wrong. Two weeks without my mom would be kind of nice, but something is just not right about all this.

Obviously, she's not a saint, but she wouldn't just abandon us. I don't know. I'm going to have to do a little "investigating" after school.


S.

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I'm starting to fail at this three posts a week minimum thing. Sorry about that. I'm trying.

Not much has happened lately. It's been kind of a quiet week. Though that has something to do with what happened last weekend. Eric and I had a great time. We spent the entire weekend at a fair. I have never gone to a fair three days in a row before. My parents think it's a waste of time and money to ride the same rides, play the same games, eat the same kind of food when you can get the thrill of the place in one day. Most people I know, go to a carnival more than once. I don't see the big deal. Some fairs only come around once a year. Might as well milk it for all its worth, right?

The only bad part of the weekend was our parents found out. Of course, my mom didn't care. I think she was happy to get me out of her hair for a weekend. Unfortunately, Eric's parents didn't feel the same. They grounded him for three weeks.

Does it sound weird that I envy him?


S.

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We were able to make our escape clean. Thankfully, I feel much better than before. Now, I can really enjoy this weekend. I'm using Eric's laptop, but I can't write much today. So, instead of a thought provoking post, I'm leaving you with a thought provoking question.

What is your greatest regret?

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I went to the doctor's yesterday and the only thing I'm suffering from is allergies. He gave me samples for some kind of allergy medicine and sent me on my way. Of course, that didn't stop my mom's germ tirade. She actually suggested checking me into the hospital. She wants to check me in the hospital for allergies. Can you believe that?

Eric came over yesterday to bring my homework to me. I think I found a real winner in him. He came in and first thing he asked is if I was okay. He sweet talked my personal maid into taking the rest of the day off (though I don't know how he managed that). He endured my coughing, sneezing and constant flowing snot from my nose and sat on the bed and held me for hours. Neither one of us really said much. He just sat there and held each other. It felt really nice. I needed it...Badly.

That moment had me flashing back to that movie Someone Like You with Ashley Judd. That one scene where she's having a total meltdown and is talking about wanting someone who would love her whether she looks drop dead gorgeous or a mess from crying/being sick. What happen to those guys? These days, they're like finding that needle in a haystack the size of New York City. I'm glad I have Eric but I'm always afraid something is going to happen. I guess it has become the norm to accept perfect with a grain of salt.

We're planning a short road trip for the weekend. I think he sensed my overwhelming need to get out of this town. I know what you may be thinking. It's not a sexual thing. He knows my position on that topic and if he tries something, I'll kick his a**. I just need a break from all the stress.


S.

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I've thought about it and have decided to stick around a bit longer. I figure it couldn't hurt anything, right?

For once, not much is going on here. I haven't been feeling too good lately. I hate being sick. My mom is a total germaphobe. She set up a doctor's appointment for tomorrow because she wants to make sure everything is okay with me. Not for my benefit, but for hers. She has to do this and that and can't be bothered with a cold. Of course, she isn't going to take me. She wants me to drive myself there.

The most annoying part is that she hired a maid just to clean up after me. If I touch something, it has to be disinfected, cleaned and/or thrown out. The woman follows me wherever I go in my house. I feel like some kind of animal in a zoo. I kind of feel bad for the woman. I hope my mom is paying her well.


S.

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Okay. I'll be honest. I've been thinking a lot about this blog lately. I've been thinking about either moving it to another blog hosting site or shutting it down completely. Please allow me to explain myself.

Everyone here is so great. You've all been so supportive and I love the sense of community here cuz ya know I'm not getting that in real life. I don't know. I just feel like I need some kind of a change. I don't need the money. I have a job. I don't feel motivated to write here anymore much less visit other member blogs.

I just don't know.


S.

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