Well, I graduated. That feels so weird to say. I had wanted to get graduation over with just so I could get away from something or someone.. but now that it's over I don't know what to think. I think it just hit me that I probably won't be seeing a lot of my "friends" again. I mean you always have those friends at school, and then those friends that you actually hang out with outside of it. Well..now I'm outside of high school for good and I'm going to miss those who were in it with me.

Growing up is tough.

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So I just downloaded AIM and am using it for the first time in about 2 years..I don't know who half the people on my buddylist are.

I don't think I mentioned in here but in the past couple months I saw Yellowcard and Amber Pacific in concert. Normally this wouldn't be a big deal because I go to concerts all the time, but these times were different. Why? I first saw Yellowcard in 9th grade with Megan Stokes and Brittany Shupein. I believe if you go way back in my entries, I have this crazy entry that I believe is in all caps because I was that happy afterward haha. It was my first real, small show. Then just a few weeks ago I also saw Amber Pacific. It was Matt's (the lead singer) last show so Katie and I spent the little money we had to go to it. We were pretty bummed though because Paul and Justin (who love Amber Pacific way more than we do) couldn't go because of the play. Well about halfway through the opening bands, we realized that they could probably get to the concert in time to see Amber Pacific so I text Justin to let him know. Needless to say when him and Paul got out of the play, they rushed with Eleanor and Bri to the show..rushed so much that they got a ticket on the way there haha. But they still made it and Amber Pacific were only about 2 songs into their set. It was awesome to see Justin Willis of all people go insane and just be so happy over one band's music. Anyway, I also saw them my freshmen year when they came to play at our high school. (They graduated from our school! How cool is that?) Anyway, going to these concerts felt like real closure for high school I guess. I mean, I started high school with these bands and I ended high school with these bands. And I know it sounds so dorky, but it would have been tough to make it through without them, especially Yellowcard (shoutout to the bitchfight with Brian's sister over them hahahaha) and I'm just happy I got to go to those shows and see them again. Alright, I'm done ranting. =)

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I feel like I can't breathe. I just can't do this anymore.

"I'm too tired to play pretend."

I don't know how to explain myself at all. I'm trying to work on that. But for now, I'm just hoping the clock will fast forward to graduation so I can possibly breathe again.

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I am in love with Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull. Is it completely ridiculus? Yes. But seriously, all the Indiana Jones movies are. They're all completely cheeseball and the girls are generally whiney and annoying but it's part of the reason you keep watching. Oh, and Shia Labeouf isn't so bad to look at either. =)


Senior Skip Day couldn't have been more perfect. I love RRK and our crazy, too-loud teryaki group haha.

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My Senior Will (as of right now, I might change some stuff so that I can mention more people, damn 150 word maximum):

I, Kelsey Heyd, will my BFFL status to Stokes; Movie nights, babysitting duties, and future trips to Canada to RRK; “Before time began there was the KUBE(J)..” enough said.; Tundra to EJ “Just keep going straight”; Old schoolness to MLK, it may not be elementary anymore but I’ll always be there for you guys; Chalk, summer in the basement, and giant neon green bow to Paul Cantu; Risk parties to Dathein; Awkward Awesomeness award to Miles VanZee, you better tape that Sasquatch wedding for me if I can’t make it; Old AIM conversations at 2 in the morning and Nutang to Brian Hsu; Procrastination skills and extreme dislike for a certain someone in photography to Sam Buchanan; Best Hugs award to Aven; Love for Will Ferrell and Snow Patrol to J-Will; Future “Happy Birthdays” to 5th period; And finally my captain duties to Sam Evans, keep ‘em laughing for me.
I, Kelsey Heyd, thank all my friends and teachers that have helped me make it through these past 4 years, you’ve made me a better person.



Gah, I can't believe I'm graduating in just a few weeks.

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So, my official opinion is that Prom is overrated. (Yeah, I gave it a capital p.) It's just..not my thing I guess and I was literally counting the minutes until we left. Dressing up however, is insanely fun. I wish I could play dress up for a living. The nice thing about Prom being over is that it makes graduation seem that much closer. =)


Serious thought of the day: I wish people were more genuine or in other words, not so full of shit.

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I finished health online so I'm pretty proud. However, college writing is going to be a bitch to catch up on. I think I need to write about 5 complete essays and expand/revise the rest. Oh, and I need to read The Handmaid's Tale. Awesome.

Today was the AP Calc Test. In the Free Response work area I drew an epic battle between two pirate ships, "Rediet says hi", turned the graph given in the problem into a bird standing on a capital R next to a pond (it related to the problem), "I say hi too", Fall Out Boy Concert tickets available at noon then not available by 9:00 (also related to the problem), and an oil spill into a lake with a fish screaming "AHHH!" and swimming away (err somewhat related to the problem.) All in all, it was a good effort.


I wish people knew how to follow through and not make plans just to break them. I'm tired of being disappointed.

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