lets start from the best place, the start! 2nd pd...spanish. All we did was cultural day and watch people poner la mesa. sooo we ate and sat on our asses. o well. flex = 7/2. flex was good, because the ppl who are in health we in gym. i had ppl 2 talk 2!!! so i was happy. then 2nd flex all i did was talk talk talk. :D! ok now 6th, english. all we did b4 lunch was check a quiz. i did bad, but its all good. now lunch. when carrie and i walked in i noticed marc was wearing a letterman jacket. after a few minutes of me and carrie talking, i saw marc leave. soo carrie and i walked our normal circle (toward the locker bay) we stoped and carrie was talkin 2 michela, while me will and richard were standing outside of the little locker bay. all of a sudden sum1 tries to pick me up (one arm under my knees, another behind my back) i shrieked, but then realized it was marc! so i put my arm around his neck. (he was holding me like the old movies, u kno the guy picks up the girl sideways and her arm goes around the neck.) he smiled. he held me for a minute tops, prolly more like 30 seconds. then he put me down. i was told to usher marc will and richard away, but only marc followed. we walked a few circles, and when we passed carrie the second time she gave me a look like o0o0o0o! and i did it back. i dont think marc saw, but its all good if he did. then he said, "lets eat them!" so we followed them. we kept talking and they didnt realize we were behind them till i was shoved into carrie. then we all went to english cause the bell rang. on the way there marc was walking closer and closer 2 me.i thought he was gonna try 2 hold my hand, so i went closer. but when i realized that he wasnt gonna do that i bumped into him on purpose, and said boom. he said: ow! jokingly. when we were outside of my room i talked w/ him for a while. then he put up 1 finger, but i thought he was leaving. he said like 3 words to spikey, and then came back. he said "indescent exposure young lady" and poked me in the stomach that u could c a little of. then i said, "ur the only 1 who notices" then he poked me again. we talked a little longer, and then he had 2 go. the 1st thing he did when he said he had 2 go was open his arms to give me a hug. i went into a hug. my cheek was on his shoulder, and i was sooo happy. it was a GREAT hug, u kno one where u get the warm fuzzy feeling? i was so happy afterwards. carrie said we looked so spethial and he offered her a hug, but she didnt take it (she ROX MY SOX!!! i wuv u sno bunni!!!!) later, b4 debate, carrie and i did the i am evil homer dance :D! ok well thats all that matters. ttyl (COMMENT!!!) lol
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yesterday i wouldve said "i still like marc, but i got a feeling that he doesnt like me in that way and im cool w/ it." today lets c...well i didnt expect ANYTHING today. and well jus c... 2nd pd i ponered la mesa, which is setting the table in spanish. i got 36/37 so i did well. then the pep rally. i was ok in the begining, but once step team came on and every1 was behind us was screaming bloody murder. my little headache grew, and i thought my head was gonna explode. so in 6th i felt SO sick. well lunch now. i still didnt feel 2 well, so we walked. about our 3rd circle, marc came out and walked a circle w/ me and carrie. we talked about stuff, but nothin i really remember. then carrie and all but mitch stoped and chated 2 michela. i was confusled, but when marc looked like he was gonna walk i said i was 2.we walked 2 circles, and mitch was jus silent as marc and i talked. i didnt get a hug, but i got to talk 4 a while. im happy. but other than that i was quiet and feeling sick. sooo yea. thats all....ttyl
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so...lets start from the begining. 2 hr delay. walkin 2 school was fun...all slippery. i usually fall, but today steph did. she was like "look out its slippery" then she fell on her ass. hilarious! then when i got into the school marc was at the bottom of the hall. steph waved from in front of me, and then i waved. he waved 2wice. lol. then billy made a face at me, and i made it back. i was tryin not 2 laugh. after i tossed my coat into my locker, i went back down there. i mingled, until i got into the conversations. one of the grls asked if he talked 2 rose...but i was clueless (maybe thats the grl he likes instead of me? his choice) they were all sophmores, and all were atleast 3 inches taller than me. i said "i feel short. ur all taller than me" marc stood like an inch in front of me and said "we're not taller than u" and he was going onto is tiptoes. even i was laughin. i talked to not just him, but whenever i saw him look over at me id smile at him. hed smile back. even spikey came over, and she didnt give me a dirty look...hmmm that could b good or bad. she has a higher pitched voice than i expected. o well. she didnt stay long. well when i was sorta losing the conversations (marc and another grl were talkin about an algebra midterm)and there wasnt to long till the warning bell, so i told 1 of them i was gonna go find carrie and left. when i got to the pit they were like "there she is!" carrie asked "where were u?" i said "talkin 2 marc" she said "OoOoOoO" well not to long after the bell rang. spanish was...spanish. boring. no flex, so off 2 6th, english. outside of the room buttercup (jared F) said he could freak us out. he went over and stage kissed glen!! we were cracking up...then glen said "NO jared!!! i told u! only at night! not in public!" and he stage slapped him. jared spun and fell into the wall. carrie and i fell down we were laughin so hard. anywho in class we read more romeo and juliet. lunch was empty, the bulk class (will jared ect) were in A lunch. i was laughin the whole lunch (all ive eaten today r brownies) and glen was teasing megan about the staged kiss thing. after lunch marc came over (leavin who he was talkin 2 like he always seems 2 now) and was nervous about his algebra 2 midterm. i said "do u need a hug?" he said (after a teeny tiny bit of hesitation) "yea" so i gave him a hug. when we separated it was almost like december, cause his hand was still in the small of my back. then a min later megan came and said sumthing like "the grl or grls or w/e u asked me about are 'taken'" so i think he likes sum1 else besides me. i didnt get another hug afterward. more romeo and juliet...romeo is a wussy. ok now debate. i was still kinda hyper. ppl went up and talked, but i barely listened. brett was talkin 2 me...alot more than usual. well then carrie and i talked the rest of the class. and thats...it
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well lets start at the begining...spanish (2nd). I had a speaking PALS...it was HARD, and i kno i failed. but i always fail speaking1s. then flex...5/1. thats not my fav flex...in fact, i hate it. not cause of 1st pd, but 5th pd.well, outside of 5th i saw marylins Evanstar (LOTR arwens necklace given 2 aragorn) and in the actual flex i was on laptop...i hate cognative tutor.anywho, that flex went quick...which is a 1st. then afterward i went outside w/ marylin and christian 2 get to our biology trailer.outside there were icicles on the trailer. i wrote on the wall w. 1 and asked marylin if she could read it. i was tryin 2 write HI but the icicle broke. i jumped and we were laughin really hard, then i gently tapped a HUGE 1 that was like 6 inches across, flat on the trailer, and it ALL fell perfectly straight. that scared her, but i kept laughin. when we were inside i told her i love her evanstar, and she said "u wanna wear it?" i said "SURE" so we switched necklaces 4 flex. i also let her listen 2 my cd player. at then end of flex i gave it back, i wouldnt even joke about stealing it. it was a good 1 though, it was the right size and proportions. then 6th period. we had a sub, and all we did was read romeo and juliet. Lunch was ok...kathy followed me around (AHHHHHH) but i didnt talk 2 her. i talked 2 marc after lunch, and when he was gonna leave i opened my arms 4 a hug, he smiled and gave me a hug. id been waiting 5 days 4 it...and i was happy. when he was turning 2 leave he still held onto me, and i said dont b to late! run! he laughed and went to class (the bell was ringing) kathy kept tryin to talk 2 me when i was talkin 2 him, but i didnt respond much. she needs 2 learn that u dont talk 2 a grl when shes talkin 2 the guy she likes. anywho...debate. the speech was nervwracking. it was a debate between me and carrie infront of every1. i wanted Affirmative, she wanted negative. we had 2 do a coin toss though. if we got it right we did the sides we wanted. if not, we did the other sides. i had no clue wut 2 call, sylvia said heads, so i did 2, and it was heads! i was sooooo happy. we did it..and i talked kinda fast. but it was done. i got more votes than carrie, but i thought i did worse. Brett (x senior crush) made fun of how i wrote the resolution on the board, it was kinda slanted...then he fake sneazzed "retard" that pissed of ms white, but didnt bother me. anywho, it was still a good day! ok well ttyl
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well..wut can i say...Marc said he owed me a hug b4 he left on tuesday...and i still havent gotten it. marcs in carries gym now...and she talked 2 him. she and michela were talkin 2 him, and michela said sumthing about if the necklace is turned around sum1s thinkin about u. carrie said "yea amanda told me that" he said "she did?" carrie said 2 b happy, he noticed when my name was said. and she also said he said he was tired of being so innocent, and that he wasnt quite sure who he likes at the moment. i dunno if this is good or bad... i cant tell. o well. i did c him 2day though...but i havent really gotten a hug in a while. well today between 1st and 3rd he waved at me. then after 3rd he came up behind me when carrie was gonna tell me about their convo in her gym. he knew we were talkin about him cause he said "speak of the devil" but he did talk 2 me and her for a few seconds...maybe a minute. he stood next to me the whole time.i was shivering, and i think he felt bad...but he didnt do anything about it. i dunno y i was shivvering though, it wasnt that cold...i jus was...but carrie was 2 so its all good. carrie thinks he noticed mine, but not hers. i dunno...o well thats it...ttyl
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i think im gettin depressing. today jus had not benifit of waking up...my saying 4 a day like this is "today was a total waste of makeup" nothing good happened. in spanish we made fortune teller-cootie catcher thingys 2 study with...i was the only 1 who could make them. the quiz was easy...the exact same thing as the homework. then flex...7th...boring...last day with the sophs. flex 2nd...they (ppl i was talkin 2) got me to tell my shitty soap opera life (divorce ect) 4 the whole 45 minutes. i think it got me depressed. and the dude i liked last yr talks 2 me...so does the senior x-crush. but that jus confusles me.y now? o well. english...romeo and juliet...lunch kathy followed me and carrie...after lunch i ran off away from kathy,and i talked 2 marc and half huged him...but i didnt get a hug. the rest of the day was boring...and i felt like id lived it b4. o well. ttyl (btw, i talked 2 him online 2 days ago..hr and a 1/2. im me 4 the convo) bye

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