Well father just let us open one gift each... and I got the FFX Auron statue from Chris! Goes nicely with Tidus ^^ Besides that Christmas Eve hasn't been all that good for me =

I think I may have gotten Karla a lil upset at me for joking around... I wanna talk with her but she's packing for Georgia and won't be back for awhile... I just hate making her upset 'cause she means so much to me and gah... don't wanna talk 'bout that now.

Cj told me that she accidentally broke the strap on the BAM Element hat, but not to worry since her bro got her it anyways... so the gift I got her gets tossed aside. Real nice... but hey what would anyone else do? I mean why not just toss it aside if you have another? iono... maybe I'm trippin' over nothing'... I still feel... a lil upset though =

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Time to reflect...

Damn sooooooooo much freakin' stuff happened to me this year @_@ I prolly won't remember all it... but I guess I should start with the most obvious...

-New M-E-

Not only did I change alot physically by dropping +20lbs. How I love the feeling of being fit ^^ But my appearence has gone from just wearing whatever was around too actually caring how I look when I go out! I also changed alot... uh... "mentally" too >.> Like my whole attitude on pretty much everything has changed õ_ô Church, feelings, family, school, friends, and alot of other things I can't think of! I'm very happy with the way I am, but I know I can be better and that's what I strive to be... better then I am currently.

-Best Friendz Ever-

Alot of what has changed me over the year are my real friends. I thought I knew what real friends were... but when I came across Linh, Karla, Aly, Dawn, Angel, Cj, and Carmie I learned what true friends were ^_^ Oh yeah and my boy toys Jia and Joe XP I love you guys! I'm not really close to any guys 'cept them ^^¿ I'll try and write a more "in-depth report" of how each and everyone of 'em have affected me ^_~ once I have time to >.>

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'Cause everyone at church was so cool and nice today ^_^ Got that pumpkin log dessert from Mrs. Guy ^.^ mmm it's soooooo good! Made two 'cause she knows I like it so much ^^ Originally one for myself and the other for the family but now I gotta share ;_; Prolly better 'cause that's less calories for me >.> Gave my Christmas gift to Cj and she loved it! Got her the BAM Element hat and Something Corporate patch ^^ Then this evening she gave me the sweetest Christmas card! Very thoughtful of her and I think I'm going to bed...

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Was bored so I felt like postin' my X-mas list >.> I actually wrote this up awhile back...


-Xmas List-

More hats (i'm lookin' for a new Flip hat >.>)
Beanies! (my head and ears are soooooooo cold)
Shirtsss (size small or medium... small fits nicely on me while medium is a lil loose. funny shirts, nice shirts, dress shirts, warm shirts, long sleeve shirts.)
Necklace (since I NEVER got mine back from Denise... I did give it to her though ^^¿ )
Studded belt (my waist is 32in... what?)
2004 Anime Calender OR a J-band Calender that I'm into
Cologne (juss for kicks)
An Asian girlfriend X'D

I can wish can't I?

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Well got nothin' better to do right now since no one is on AIM and everyone that I've called no one is picking up so I'll jsut mess with my blog for now ^^¿ And I'll put lyrics in my Current Lyrics as soon as I can figure out how I can space it all O_o

UHG! I feel so... MEH! right now ¬¬ like I just waisted the entire day on nothin' -_- *shoots self* Well actually I did get a few things done ^_^ Like the new Nutang skin and... and... I'm 'bout to start workin' on my Christmas cards ^^¿ Feel like making Christmas cards with my mom >.> Which is rather strange O_o I haven't made cards with my mom in a LONG time @_@ She offered to and iono... I feel like doing something with her...

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*yawnz* Good morning to all that are reading this ^_^ Okie time to catch up...

-Wedding/Church-

Well last night was the wedding between Gary and Ennet O.o must say it was actually a nice lil ceremony ^^ Nothing big like Bo and Kim's but still very nice. Saw a few familiar faces... most of which I didn't talk to :þ Talked to Jowel (umm... not sure how to spell it >.>) for a bit. I was a lil freaked that she said anything to me 'cause I haven't talked to her since... last year's camp O_O AND DAVO WAS THERE ^.^ of course he was since it's his mom's wedding BUT DAVO WAS THERE ^.^ Only he can say, "It's my Pilifino friend, Jonathan!" Gave him a hug of course ^^¿

And church was cool ^_^ Church is sooooo much better when you have good friends ^^ Even if they're all girls XD ferreal they are! Beginning of this year you'd see me with Michael, Matt, Josh, and Jack. Now on Sunday mornings you'll see me with Cj, Sherry, Sarah, and Jennifer O_o¿ (should ask carmie how to do the cool smilie...) My how things have changed for me over this year... almost over too O_O I'll save that for another entry though >.> Oh yeah church! Got my Flip hat back which makes me happy ^^ Cj told me alot of people tried jacking it and they were like, "Hey it says Flip and you're not Filipino!" X'D Only downer 'bout church that night were the Jr High ¬¬ Damn! They are HELLA immature -_-¿ They act like girls has cooties (that how you spell it?) or somethin'...

-Today-

I'll be going to the mall in a few mins to pick up a few more Xmas gifts ^_^ Update later tonight hopefully...

Well it's tonight and yet again I goto the mall with money... and leave broke õ_ô (did i do it right?) But it's all for Xmas gifts so if it makes 'em happy I'll be really happy ^_^ hehe got Cj a few things and a Curley poster for Chris... I was walking around with this huge Curley poster all morning... and there were people my age all around the mall >.> Must've been a mall day for a few schools since Amanda's (my sis) had it too ¬¬ So I felt like a real 'tard walkin' 'round with it. Tracked down my mom and got the keys so I could stick it in there -.- And for once there was no conversation with any behind the counter girls O.o But I did talk to the guy at Hot Topic ^^¿ He thought my "Looking for a Japanese Girlfriend" shirt was pretty cool. Besides that nothin' else happened today...

By the way... Carmie, they always talk to me first in the stores! I'm just shopping and they start the conversation X'D

-Song of the Day-

Superman by Goldfinger

So here I am
doing everything I can
holding on to what I am
pretending I'm a superman
I'm trying to keep
the ground on my feet
it seems the world's
falling down around me
the nights are all long
I'm singing this song
to try and make the answers
more than maybe

and I'm so confused
about what to do
sometimes I want
to throw it all away

so here I am
growing older all the time
looking older all the time
feeling younger in my mind

I'm trying to sleep
I lost count of the sheep
my mind is racing faster
every minute
what could I do more
yeah I'm really not sure
I know I'm running circles
but I can't quit

and I'm so confused
about what to do
sometimes I want to
throw it all away
controlling everything in site

I'm feeling weak
I don't feel right
you're telling me
I have to change
telling me to act my age
but if all that I can do
is just sit and watch time go
then I'll have to say good bye
life's too short to watch it fly
watch it fly

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