what is greatest to thine heart?
be it the sun setting swiftly o'er yonder,
or the crisp sweet scent of a newly bloomed rose waking to share it's tale.
Nay i say neither of these things are true beauty,
for beauty i have seen in you.
by: karen marie

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Breaking Karen Marie
by:karen marie

in this life that seems so hallow,
i am filled with endless sorrow,
taking all this horrible strife,
makes me want to end my life,
hanging on is hard to do,
after things you put me through,
treating me like im not enough,
making me seem way to tough,
weakining my very soul,
burning into my heart a hole,
as i lay here crying "no",
you slap me around like a cheap ho,
and i dont know what else to say,
how could you even treat me that way?
i know this is the end of me,
i shall sleep eternally,
now you all know the story,
of breaking me, Karen Marie.

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My Fantasy

By: Karen Marie

I wish that I could climb inside myself,
Far beyond the reach of mortal hands
to the place where none have ventured,
Not I not you, No, never.
There inside amoungst my deepest soul,
my fantasies and dreams only I should know.
Running through the dark clouds where my joy and memories should lurk.
Grant me courage to pass through these clouds,
back to the days where i could soar.
The days when pain was never more.
There with tears of joy you wait for me,
with out streched arms, Sweet Reverie.
but, alas i know our reunion shall be cut short.
For you and i can never be,
I realize now you are but a fantasy.
I give you one last parting kiss,
let go of your sweet warmth and turn to leave.
Looking back i see you fade away with tears in your eyes once more,
though not tears of joy, tears of sorrow and loss.
A sullen sword stabs my heart as i climb back down from the beauty.
The memories are fading, like you,
as i leave my fantasy.

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I'm so upset.
Everyone keeps telling me that I am soooo hard to get ahold of, and that I am not even paying attention to them anymore.
Well guess what kids, I have only gotten two phonecalls since summer started.
Yes i can see how eager you all are to get ahold of me.
Like Katie for example, You had the nerve to tell me I should have come to the sleepover thingy, when the night before I had talked to you and you didn't say a word.
"I have plans at ten" You said, it was like you didn't want me there.
.......
I guess I dont mean all that, it's just that, well with this whole Discipleship thing
has got me all messed up. I almost cried at church tonight, it seems like everyone is forming a huge fellowship, but i am completely left out. It almost makes me not want to go to church anymore. Everyone is changing, but i am staying the same.
Lora's not as hyper, Katie cut her freakin hair, Kevin got his braces off! Will's dad got in a motorcycle crash,
And nobody is talking to me anymore. They are slowly, very slowly pushing me out of their lives.
....Don't feel much like talking anymore...later

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? GENERAL;
001. name; Karen Dumont
002. Alias;Akina Elektra
003. gender; Female
004. birthday & Age; July 25, 1989; 14(goin on 15)
005. Nationality; White(French, Hungarian, German, and Irish)
006. Location; federal way, washington
007. School; Todd Beamer High
008. Grade; Sophmore Power!!
009. Astrological Sign; Leo
010. Birth Place; Boston, Massachusetts

? PHYSICAL APPEARANCE;
011. Height; 5'41/2"
012. Weight; 115 tons lol j/k i meant pounds
013. Eye Color; Hazelly orangey
014. Hair Color; blonde with brown and black
015. Hair Length; longish
016. Piercings; ears
017. Tattoos; None yet
018. Make-Up; Black eyeliner, eye shadow at times, and red lip gloss that shows up purple
019. Shoe Size; 71/2 to 9
020. Body Type; huh whats that?

? FAV0RITES;
021. Color; Black
022. Movie; Lord of the Rings
023. Number; 7
024. Scent; Sandalwood
025. Actor/Actress; hmm,Johnny D. (makes a great pirate), Nicole Kidman (my acting idol)
026. Animal; Frog
027. Show; Degrassi (deals with real things)
028. Thing In Your Room;My Bible
029. Singer/Rapper; Couldnt pick just one
030. Band; evanescence and linkin park and blink 182 and alot more....

? 0F ALL Y0UR FRIENDS, WH0 IS THE...;
031. Loudest; Hester

032. Most Shy; Shauna
033. Most Serious; Kevin
034. Funniest; Dave
035. Coolest; Me of course lol j/k they're all cool
036. Prettiest;hmmm...that would be my loralie
037. Dorkiest; lol Kevin!! Danananananananana danananananananana DORKMAN!!
038. Slowest; Jordan lol
039. Flirtiest; Aaron
040. Most Stubborn; Katybeth

? 0F ALL Y0UR FRIENDS WH0 IS THE M0ST LIKELY T0...;
041. Succeed; Evan
042. Get Married First; Karen cuz shes getting married in December!!
043. Become Famous; Jordan
044. Be America's Most Wanted; Dave
045. Be President; Sarah
046. Become a Basketball Star; Kevin or Dave (some a u tallies lol)
047. Become Homeless; Edgar lol
048. Become an Import Model; Katie
049. Work The Corner; Not a freind but Jessica and Yekaterina lol
050. Become a Dentist; Christie

? L0VE LIFE;
051. Boo stats, Who; nope, no one.
052. If single, whose your current crush; Aaron
053. Ever been broken-hearted, by who; Umm yes, by a lot of people
054. Have you ever said those 3 little words; Yes
055. Do you think you have ever been in love; Yes
056. If so, whose your first love; Edgar, still love him (but now its like a step brother cousin lol)
057. What's the farthest you've gone; LOL lets not go there (stud belt searches lol)
058. Virgin until you're married, or until you feel it's right; Until marrige
059. Are you a virgin; yes
060. What is your definition of love; Love, is like, magic

? THE LAST TIME Y0U...;
061. Ate; who knows
062. Drank; *shrugs*
063. Took a shower; like five minutes ago (hairs still wet)
064. Seen your friends; Tuesday
065. Seen your boo/crush; umm last thursday or wednesday
066. Cried; ?? dont cry much
067. Thought of suicide; umm a week or so ago
068. Listened to the radio; This morning
069. Watched a movie; watched Return of the King 30 minutes ago
070. Went out of town; Dunno

? WH0 WAS THE LAST PERSON WH0 MADE Y0U...;
071. Cry; my family
072. Smile; God
073. Laugh; Dave and Sarah P.
074. Happy; God
075. Sad; Sarah D.
076. Annoyed; Sarah D.
077. Horny; no one
078. Confused; Sarah D. (who in their right mind would pass up a cruise?)
079. Feel special; Sandy J.
080. Pee in your pants, or almost; ummm no one lol

? HAVE Y0U EVER..;
081. Drank alcoholic beverages; Yes
082. Smoked, if so what; Yes, pot
083. Ate pet food; Yes
084. Smacked a stranger's booty; lol Yes
085. Sniffed a dog's ass; Nope *Ewww*
086. Peed in public; no
087. Licked a body part; lol yes
088. Met someone famous; Yes
089. Ate snails; Nope
090. Walked on the freeway; Yes

? RAND0M;
091. How many stories does your house have; Tri-level
092. Do you like mustard; Yes
093. Do you know how to use a condom; Yes
094. How many Nutangs do you have/use; Uno
095. Do you hear the ice cream truck; Nope *ice cream? Where?*
096. What color is your under garments; lol umm black
097. Do you need to take a poo; Nope *Weird Questions!*
098. Where's your computer located; In the Den
099. Do you like Usher: Hahahahahaha! please we all no thats a Hell NO
100. Do you shop at Sanrio: Nope

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