wow, you guys must be really fucking dumb to actually use this. Seriously, this doesn't even compare to melo. Melo is the best journal site ever.

I mean whatever happened to the points that were so promised to us. Yeah thats a lie, this site just seems to be one big joke, with the dumb thugs and sixteen year olds that think they're phylosiphers. OOO... you're so cool. Just keep telling yourself that.

You think melo is just a bunch of gays and punkers??? well its not. And at least they're nice and not stupid rap loving thugs. I would rather talk to people who listen to good music, and here theres only a few I've seen, and even they are questionable.

Please people move on with your lives.

I'm done, hopefully you've realized how dumb this is, and how great melo is.

And you still haven't gotten the points for the forums we were promised at the end of august. And I still have the most points, hahahaha.

yeah.

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I think I'm going crazy. I can't stop thinking. This book has got me all worked up and I can't stop. I can't stop thinking. I can't sleep. I can't do anything I normally would. I can't even play guitar. I won't let me. And I have to get POEMS AND RHYMES FROM AROUND THE WORLD. and find out whats on page 27. I have to. If it is a real book. It has to be.

I now have a need to have that kind of power. What would it be like if you had the power of life and death. The power to kill someone just by thinking about a poem. Ahhhh.. this is driving me insane. Even while watching a movie tonight, everytime something slow happened I though, why aren't I reading my book? What if I had the choice to kill my mother. My stepfather. Would I? After the hell they put me through? And if I did would I regret it? Would I then be forced to live with my dad? Could I just get there money and live in an apartment until I could work? So many questions, so many unanswered. I shouldn't even be thinking like this but I can't help it.

What if I read it to a teacher? A campus aide. Derek. How would that inpact my life? Would I be sad? Would I regret what I did? Is it possible. I hate thinking like this, and yet if I don't find the answers, If I don't ever see this page 27 I might go insane.

If its real, I have the power to free me of my misery. Just the thought of it makes me smile. But if my hopes are up and then it turns out its just a story which it is, but as I read it seems to become truth. It just makes so much sense. I can't do this to myself. I'm driving myself crazy. Normal people are going to be afraid to talk to me if they heard me like this... Make it stop.

But its so real. What if there was such a thing? What if the media got ahold of it? Would there be silence forever? The same people hunting down people for marajuana would be hunting down people for talking. no media. no noises. no music.

How could we live without them? Maybe in a hundred years they'll be saying How could we live with them? Thinking. Maybe without the constant distraction of something else, people will be more of themselves. Have their own minds. You never know what could happen. I can't help but wonder.

This book is seriously driving me insane. Don't read it. See how crazy its making me. This book has changed my perspective. I have a paradigm shift like never before. I can't handle it. I asked my mom if she had life insurance, and she was going crazy. She thought I was either going to kill her or myself or something.

She does.

I need help, someone please talk to me, and convince me that I'm going crazy, that this all isn't right, isn't true. That I'm wrong.Tell me please, before I start thinking I can fly.

Tell me I've gone nuts or show me page 27.

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okay so this guy is hilarious go to his site for a good laugh, oh man, he is funny.
http://maddox.xmission.com/c.cgi?u=ugly_cars thats where you click.

so I'm finally back and I feel so behind, Leave for three weeks and everythings screwed up so now I'm not the highest for posts anymore I decided to stop trying because in order to become the top poster again I would have to become like Exiled and post worthless nothings, I also believe the that whole MOTM thing is pretty dumb, Dave created this site, why doesn't he just chose who he likes the best. He has that authority so he should use it.

I like the way that nutang is remodled but I think that the points thing should be reevaluated, its impossible and takes forever to get points and to therefore make a goal, so whats the point in even having points, why were they put up if they are useless right now. I think thats one thing I like better about melo.

Washington was fun. I miss jon I haven't seen or talked to him in two weeks. Oh yeah, I met Rooney at the airport they were on my plane! I think that is the coolest thing ever and I got all of there autographs on their cd that I happened to have in my backpack... man they are definately the most gorgeous guys I have ever seen in my entire life. yep. Indie rock hair, tight jeans, one of them had the sexiest shoes in the universe. Must I say more.. they rock.

I register for school tomorrow, hopefully Trish will meet me there or something, even though its wrong to not be who you are and such sometimes I wish that Trish would just get my mom to believe that shes a christian even if she isn't so that I can hang out with her. It can't be that hard I mean come on, I got my mom to believe that Phantom Planet, and Ben folds five and a whole bunch of other bands are christian... even Common Rider.

whoa its 4:15 in the morning and I have to get up at 7:30 I need to hit the sack.

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I don't really feel like writing all about it as of now, but lets just say that it was incredible and now I'm with Jon. Its so great, and he is so sweet, its hard to believe how sweet he is sometimes.

In the last entry I wrote about Derek writing some assholish stuff... and people called me childish, the whole point was to be chiildish, because thats what he kept calling us so, We said. "How's this for childish?" on the top of his page. I know it was the wrong thing to do but I don't really care anymore, especially when it comes to him.

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So this guy Derek is like my mortal enemy now, we used to be really good friends too. So he wrote this terrible email to Trisha about how she was bitter and all this bad stuff because her brother died.. thats the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard, and that just crossed the line.. saying anything about someone deceased in a mean way isn't nice, but that... that was just wrong.

so because we used to be really good friends, I happened to have his password to almost everything he uses. So we went onto his melo and destroyed it, we changed all the colors and made it look like a watermelon and erased most of the codes he had, also we added in a few things into his entries that he still hasn't seen.

Ex: there was this one entry that was titled, (Trisha=cunt) and we changed it to, (Derek=cunt) and on one of the entires he quoted a really good song and so we changed it too the Barney song, that he hasn't seen either.. and he always called us childish and so really huge on his site we wrote, "How's this for childish?"

I know we shouldn't have but it was just to hard to resist. And we also went on his Aol account and had some fun with his emails and emailed himself a letter from "his conscience" it just made him mad and us glad, it was so much fun.

He's so mad that he comes to me and says, "Do you want to die?" and I was like, not really, and he threatened me and told me he was going to put a virus on my computer, which he swears he's done, but he hasn't. I even checked, I have a thing that tells me about any user activity on my computer besides me... its pretty cool, so yeah, another empty promise.

He said that he doesn't know what to do for Trish, but he threatened to break into her house and take her Strat and all her Cds, which he won't do... because hes a puss.

Even if he tired to, her dad would kick his mormon ass and so would she (although shes never been in a fight) she would win anyways because Dereks too scared to hit her, he's probably still "in love with her". Well he screwed that up for himself.

I can't wait to do that again, only next time I have some fool proof plans that will work better, for us anyways, the only thing is now. We don't have access to his site anymore, so if anyone knows how to break a password from melo, please tell me how. It would be so awesome he really is the biggest jerk in the world, even his friends agree with me, and thats not supposed to happen.

If you want to see his site after some reconstrustion you can visit him by clicking here If you have a melo, tell him how patheic he really is. Thanks.

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I'm tired of her only thinking of herself.
I'm tired of always being the one to say "lets go somewhere do something"
I'm tired of getting answered with "because"
I'm tired of not being able to know anything about her.
I'm tired of caring.
I'm tired of her having no reason to pursue a relationship with me, if she doesn't want to be friends, why doesn't she fucking say so.
I'm tired of not getting any g-spots except by karma whores
I'm tired of not being able to get to 1500 karma
I'm tired of my computer kicking me offline 30 or 40 times, especially whenever Andrew gets on and is talking to me.
I'm tired of Erik being so goddamn whipped by me, I think I could ask him to drive an hour out here for a hug and he would do it.
I'm tired of being so selfless cold and composed
I'm tired of liking Andrew so much it hurts
I'm tired of not being able to kiss him

This made my night, I can sleep now because of this....

amails02: love you so much it hurts
amails02: sleep well
life less lived4: I know the feeling
life less lived4: goodnight

Auto response from amails02: Sleeping and dreaming of those I love...
Yes you.

I'm sure it wasn't to me.. Trisha was on too.. oh but I can hope.

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