Well.. today i went to Penn-tech. It was alright although, i think it was a waste of my time. I met with one of my future professors. He's really nice but weird. like off the wall enthusiastic and just weird. He basicly set up my first semester for me. I am gonna take a test so i can test-out of Keyboarding and its applications so i dont have to waste 200 bucks on that course, when i know i can test out of it. So far it's looking like my first semester will be principles of management, intro to info technology, english comp I, business math, my fitness elective, and college reading and reasoning. Not too bad. it seams. I might bump up macro-economics.. but not sure yet because that will be 19 credits in 1 semester. The professor i talked to said if i want mgt115 with him then i'll have class from 8am-9:15.... but i dunno if i wanna get up that early, although all my classes are right next to my dorm, well the one i want. It should be an interesting year next year. SOOOOO EXCITED!!!! My dad went with me... a nice fun father and daughter day. I got done at 10:30, and i hsould have gone back to school, but im a senior.. and have only missed 2 days,.. so i said im not going. we went out to lunch at ruby tuesdays, which was funny because randi russel, and doug were there, and i saw then at pct earlier. it was funny.. guess you had to be there. For lunch i had the salad bar, and brocolli and chedder cheese soup. i was stuffed eventhough i didnt eat all my soup and not a very big salad.

On the way home me and dad were listening to music and we were singing but different words then the actual songs said. we were laughing soooo hard. I don't think i've had a good day w/ dad like that ever. haha.. ohh goodness.

right now mom and dad are at don's funeral, and im watching axe man. he's so annoying. I caught him picking his nose and asked if he could feel his brain, and he didnt understand why i said that. He denied he was picking his nose.

I can't wait for the ashlee simpson show tonight! cuz i think it shows her getting boooood. I think that is the funniest thing cuz shes like "im such a good singer, and my career will be strong" when she cant see, and her career is based on her last name. What a pathedic loser. Even im not THAT pathedic. ah well.

I still need help w/ this page. How do i put pics on here? havn't figured that one out yet. I thought i was good at web pages, honestly. I used to know html codes pretty good. I guess since i havnt worked on my old ones for a long time that i just forgot how to do it except, spaces, and bolding.. hm. Oh well. im out


PEACEEEE

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Sooo.. my journal is boring. I NEED HELP. For someone who thought they were good at websites.. i suck at this stuff.. haha someone help :(

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Wow i havnt written in this, or any of my journal's for a long time. Today we had a snow day. I got to sleep in. I loved it.

Everythign with me has been going pretty well actually. Yesterday we got out of school early because of a snow storm that was heading our way, but didnt come until we would get out of school on a normal day. But it was good because the gang and i went out to lunch at charlies, and then went bowling. I love bowling with the gang, its probably the funnest times i will ever remember in high school. Speaking of high school, im counting down the days :) I only have a quarter and 1 week left til seniors get out. Im getting to excited. When they finally put the senior countdown up i will be soo extatic.

Schools going well though, i have a b+ in english, which i was dissapointed in, and who knows in Business Law, and a 98 in gym! The office has been busy lately. The other day i put in 4 hours in. Whcih is good.

I decided to volunteer once a month at bingo. This way maybe i can get my silver cord for graduation for 100 hours of community service. I dunno, plus i like watching all the weird ppl at bingo. All the smokers, drunks, oh and transexuals. It's white trailor trash is what it is, but it's fun to just sit there and look at all the different kinds of people that go to bingo.

I should go clean.. but i am not ambitious today. I also have to write a paper sometime today.. eeek. Oh well.. Hopefully thje snow will keep up and Bradley will ride snowmobile up here and give me a break..... if ya know what i mean

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i want: to live happy
i have: a wonderful life, even when i don't realize it
i wish: I could make everything go back to normal
i hate: feeling vounerable
i miss: my grandma
i fear: of dying too young
i hear: the news
i search: for pictures
i wonder: how my new classes are going to be
i regret: a lot of things
i love: Everything that means something to me in my life
i ache: well my head , back, and the cramp area (uterus)
i always: want to make him happy
i am not: pessimistic
i dance: all the time
i sing: all the time
i cry: about my grampa, and when i am emotional around the time my . starts..
i am not always: thinking
i write: a lot
i win: when i put my mind to it
i lose: too many things..
i confuse: very easily
i need: to pee
i should: really go to bed

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Well... this week is not going good. I've been so busy it's not even funny. I was super stressed. I had finals, on top of FBLA, on top of cheerleading and ski club. but to make everything worse, my poppy (grampa) got really really sick. I got home from FBLA tuesday night at around 11, and my mom told me that my grandpa was really sick and no one knows what's wrong with him, and that hes just too weak to do anything. Now, if you knew my poppy, this would really be shocking. Hes an 87 year old man, who really isn't considered retired. He chops his own wood for the woodstove, and brings it into the house. He keeps up his own garden, bowls, and plays golf during their seasons, except for this year because he had a hip replacement, so he couldnt keep his garden up, and well.. he chopped off his finger with a table saw, which kept him from finishing his last two golf things (games?) but other then all of that, he has been active. It's just so hard to hear that he can't move, and there is no reason behind it. I don't know if its serious, or just a viral infection, but he has lost so much weight. I finally went to see him today. and i was strong and didnt cry. Which was good because i have cried a lot in the past week. I might have dried out... then again maybe not. but i just pray to god that he gets better.. I love him to death. He's the only grandpa i've ever really known. I used to get off the bus at his house. And when my gramma was around, it was the best. She'd always make home made bread for me since that is my favorite food. Shed have it ready so i could have a slice right after i got off the bus. hehe. We had these booty things we'd have to wear over our socks because the carpet was dirty from all the guys walking in w/ their boots on. * My grandpa has a construction company and used to have a store.. well i think my uncle now owns it, but they still meet there* well anyway, after she died, i still went to gramps house, but it wasnt the same, even though it was great to be w/ poppy, i missed grams soo much. She was on cruches, because she had somthing wrong, but i cant remember.. Well even though grampa couldnt make home made bread, he always went to woody's and bought their fresh bread for me. It was great to see that if he couldnt make things the way they used to be, that he did what he could. man. I reemember me and liz (my sister) used to run head first into his tummy cuz it was as hard as a rock and wed just bounce off.. fun times. He used to pick us up and put us on the couch and tell us to get along. I miss the olden days. When life was simple. He's still as stubborn as he has always been though. He wont go to the hospital. He said by the time they figure out whats wrong with him, that hell be almost better. Which i hope is true, that he will get better. but for now, its kind of a coin toss. :( i just wanna cry sometimes..... oh wait i did.. but anyway
Today after i went to go see him, i went to brads. we just hung out. Finally..
my match for tomorrow got cancelled.. yippy. Maybe brad will come pick me up and take me on the mt. tomorrow:)
I got pictures of lil baby root. God hes so big. 9 1/2 months. He got his first haircut this week, and is sooo freaking adorable. I wish i babysat him more often, hes a bundle of joy, and giggles sooo much.. esp when i go to change him and he has a BIG surprise.. hes sneaky like that.
well.. i think im gonna go.. bye

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Oh im so freaking tired. I woke up this morning so grumpy because i did not get enough sleep night. Last night was ski club. I'm getting better, and i went down the slopes like, 7 or 8 times, thats the most ive gone down in one trip, when it was the shortest trip ive ever made to denton. It was a good time though. Me and Brad cuddled the whole way home and talked a lot. Then when we got back to the school we went to his car and talked some more...... and thats all im gonna say about that. I really do love him. I hope everyting honestly stays this good for next year. We are going camping this summer!!!!!!:) yay I got my senior project back from Skipper. WOO I passed EVERYTHING!!!! im so happy. Now all i have to worry about is finals. But, Im not too worried. Next semester i only have 2 hard classes. Business Law and English (English isnt hard, but compaired to my other classes it is.) The only thing that sucks about next semesters schedule is that Business Law is first period and English is last period so i wont be able to sleep in or leave early often which pretty much sucks. I am watching Johnny Depps E true hollywood story. Ah hes so hot Tomorrow night i have no clue whats going on. Maybe going to bingo or bowling. "The gang" hasnt decided. but i hope we do somthing because i honestly dont want to stay home alone.. Okay well.. my sleeping aid pills are setting in so im gonna do some other stuff then go to bed.

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