Yup, I think I'm in love.
First of I'm in love with my bike. It may be a pick of junk but I love riding around on it. Sure it only has one gear which makes it slow and hill chanllenged. And sure its kinda bent, mismatched, loose, and has no brakes. But I love that bike. I might suck at riding but I love it. Why? Thats the best part, I have no idea. Its better then having to ride in the car with my mom. Its just hecka fun. You should try it yourself. BMX is totally freaking awesome.
Secondly, I'm in love with running. I love to run, which is why I'm on the X-Country team. Do my friends think I'm crazy and give me a hard time about it sometimes? Yes, but I don't care. When I run its like I get in this zone. In this zone I can do anything. Running is a mental and emotional releave. I went on my first X-Country run this morning and I loved it. It helped me wake up, cleared my mind, and preped me for the rest of my day. I get lost in running and loose all sense of time. Running with a friend is even funner, if thats even possible. Running is one of the most enjoyable things I do.
The third thing I've been in love with for awhile now. And thats my bass guitar. I love music. I love listening, playing, singing, humming, and writing music. Somtimes when I'm playing bass at home I get so passionate and into the song that I break loose and just completely rock out, even if its a slow worship song, its completely awesome. I'm trying to learn to play accoustic guitar alittle, but I'd never trade the bass for it. I don't know why I love playing the bass so much. But I do know that its one of the ways I worship God, though worship songs I play that is. I love just sitting around and playing with my friends. I also love coming up with new little tunes or learning new songs. Music is a very powerful thing and it effects us whether we think it does or not, ethier possitively or negatively.
A fourth thing that I love to do it to draw. I love coming it with new characters and new ways to draw them. I think it helps me express how I feel or something like that. Whatever, all I know is that I really love drawing and making art.

These, besides God, my family, friends, and people in general, are the things I love the most. Why I don't know, but I love these things. They are the talents that God has given me, and I want to use them to glorify him.
God, I'm thinking of you. I love you.

Later all,
~Kevin~

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Ok, so like the title says, today was veeery interesting.
I started the day out at like...8:30 by getting up and running around to get ready. By 9 I was at celebration park with the Cross Country Team for a training run. First run I've got to go to and it was GREAT! It felt awesome and it really kicked off my day.
So then I got home and finished up to black berry bush chopping that I needed to finish. Then I moved a butt load of wood from one pile down to another one. Then I called that girl that I used to talk about on here all the time. You know, *****, I don't think she would want me to say her name. Anyway I went to see Harry Potter with her with the money that I had earned. Movie was great, and it was even better because I haven't been able to see her very much sense school got out. Felt kinda weird going to a movie with her. But it was kool, we went to christianbook store and the good will afterwards with my mom. Then we went and got some Burger King then droped her off at home.
So yeah, today had its good points and its 'meh' points. It was a good day I'll have to admit. Guess it just leaves me felling really neutral right now, kinda thoughtful.
Good stuff. Now I just need to find out what I'm doing tommorrow till the youth group goings bowling that night. I'm obvously going to work for money...maybe I'll go for a ride or something, I dunno, I'll figure it out.

Later!
~Kevin~

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22 days without posting. What a loser. *shakes his finger at himself*

Anyway, it was kinda funny, second day into summer break and I'm layed up for 2 days with a fever of 102.5. Just peachy. Ever had the that sensation when you close your eyes that your eyes are burning cuz your eyelids are so hot? It feel very interesting. I also forgot about going to the shooting range with a bunch of my friends, which sucked cuz I never get to go shooting. I also found out that Firestone tires won't hire me because I'm under 18 which also really sucks. Plus, I've missed every singal cross country practice so far. Not sure if its that great of a idea to be in it anymore or not. So far this summer looks like it'll be really boring. So far ethier all my friends that I want to hang with are busy, gone, or under parental restrictions of some sort.

Today was awesome because of three things so far and one thing thats about to happen. First, The youth worship team had practice today and it went awesome, even though me and Allen where the only instrements. Secondly, I think my mom is finally going to get Cable internet. Which means No more slow internet. And my friends will finally be able to get a hold of me to talk or chill. And thirdly, I found out that everyone who signed up for discipleship made it in, which means me. I believe strongly that my relationship with God will benefit greating from this course. Next, Katie and her dad might be coming tonight to church, and that would awesome cuz I get to play bass tonight. I really hope they come. I've been trying to get a hold of them put no one answers the phone.

Well I better go, worship practice starts in about 5 minutes!
Later all,
~Kevin~

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Well, while everyone is out at Red Robbins, I'm sitting at home annoyed with my mom. Oh well, shes kool, she bugs the crap out of me sometimes, but shes a awesome mom. This play has put allot of stress on everyone, and everyone(well at least me) at alittle snappy. Now that opening night is out of the way it should get better. When the play is all over everyone will be alot more relaxed.

But, I don't think its only the play, I think that everyone is starting to get kinda annoyed with everyone. I dunno, maybe its just me, or maybe everyone is just annoyed by me. But no one seems as close as we used to be. We're falling apart.
I know alot of it is my fault, I've been getting to people lately, heck, I've been getting to myself lately(then agian, thats usual). I'm scaring myself. I apperantly have always been kinda 'moody', which I don't understand nor enjoy. But lately I've seemed to be worse. I'm not as social as I used to be. I've been getting quiter and quiter.

I don't know what I have to do to fix myself. I seem like I'm always hurting people, always annoying people, always depressed, thinking, or somethings wrong. I guess I'll just have to control my emotions. Not let my temper get to me. And start working on myself image again.

Another bad habit I've seemed to form is played around with people and slamming them. People wind up taking me serously and getting hurt. So I'm going to try and fix that. I tend to do it most when I'm upset, I wind up taking it out on people...with is horrible and I beat myself for.

Obviously I have alot of problems to work out. And hopefully I can get them all taken care of and be able to be a good friend again. I want to be there for my friends (the ones I haven't run off yet) the way I should and that way I want to be. I'm going to break out of my box again, get my self respect back, be the kool christain guy I was at the beggining of the year. All of this, with God's help. One baby step at a time.

Well, this is just some stuff thats floating around in my head, alot of stuff that I've been thinking about.
Hopefully I haven't bored you or run you off with my endless ramblings.

I love ya all,
~Kevin~

P.S. Hopefully it won't be another month till I update again...sorry about that.

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Lol, this is sad. I'm sitting over here at Zack's house, and all I can think about is *****. I was out BMXing with Zack and Josh, and all I could think about was *****, that and not breaking anything(bike or body). Josh said the name ***** once or twice, and I've been thinking about her ever sence. Almost every freaking girl I saw made me think about her. I mean my goodness, I'll probably dream about her tonight, then again, that would proabaly the best dream I've had in along time.

So yeah, I'm over at Zack's house, with Josh, listening to Muse's Hysteria and thinking of you. May your dreams be sweet and your sleep soft and reguvintating. May a thousand angels guard you as you sleep. I hope that you have a perfect saturday. And a even better Sunday. I hope that I can talk to you before school on Monday, unless that would make your weekend in anyway less perfect.

I'll be here till about noon saturday, then I'll go home and help my dad with some stuff, mow the grass,and work on my car.

Sorry everyone else whos reading this, if you think its too lovey or cute or whatever else you might think. But this is what, or who, is on my mind right now. So I love you all. I'll post again soon....hopefully.

P.S. I GOT MY BMX!!!...and a banged up shin and knee. SO AWEOME!

Take it easy,
Kevin

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OH YEAH! LOOK AT ME! I finally have more then one page on my NuTang....o.o;;;
I'm probably the last of all my friends to accomplish that. But hey, I'm a slow writer, and I have a very small brian. So I usually don't have much to say, or the time to say it in. I'm hardly ever home, and when I'm am, I'm busy. I'm either doing homework, working around the house, playing guitar, staring at a random object(very Kevin essential), or working on my car(now THAT will take up some time!). With reminds me, I HAVE A CAR! Its a piece of crap...BUT I have a CAR! ME! KEVIN! O.O

Anyway...I'm being extremely random, as if you haven't noticed. That tends to happen when I'm hyper. Which happens when I'm happy. WHICh IS GETTING MORE COMMON! ^0^

Well, I think I ran out of stream, no more stuff in my head. Its getting kinda late, so I'll probably NOT go to bed....for another hour atleast. Unless my parents find me, then its another story. I'll probably go eat something, draw, or play a game, pray and read the Bible, then...MAYBE go to bed. I SHOULD RE READ ALL MY SONIC COMICS! O.O

........Anyways! I'll stop now, and let you all get on with your life.
Later!

P.S. Thought I'd leave you with a joke. 2 muffins are baking in the oven. One turns to the other and says, "Man, its getting hot in here." The other turns back and says, "AH! A TALKING MUFFIN!"

One more. What is big and green, and if it falls out of a tree will kill you........A pool table. o.o

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