Well...My past week has been werid....and now I'm all confused and crap (Again!) I've been with Rob a lot lately, and dude, it's weird. It seems like more and more that we're a couple when we go out....::sigh:: It also doesn't help that he tells EVERYONE that I'm his girlfriend (WTF?!?!) and like yea...to most people it probably seems like we're going out, but whatever. We went to get his badge yesterday for his work (He's a campus police officer) and after spending some time with his mom, we went back out to Kennesaw and got him a Cappuccino machine, and we bought some sweet ass coffee to make (Dude, my car SMELLED like it for awhile....I doubt it does now tho). We then went to Taco Mac and had a good time eating and talking and making fun of people (Not in the harsh way that people do, just repeating the stupid stuff they do) Damnit....hehe....he keeps on showering me with compliments. It's kinda weird....but as I always do, I say thank you and move on. But he's doing it SO much more then normal....It kinda worries me. Oh! The reason why...Drumroll please...he told me that he declined his membership with the Gay, Lesbian, Straight Alliance (GLSA) because he was "Sick of the drama" This was like Wednesday. When I finally saw him on Friday, he looked at me and said that he was keeping his options open (GRRRR!!!) and that if he fell in love with a girl fine, and if he fell in love with a boi, well, that's fine too! DAMNIT!!! Why couldn't he have decided that like 3 months ago. But whatever, because I have a totally wonderful guy. But Rob IS my standin boyfriend, he tells it to everyone so I can say it and not feel bad. (I consider him my other boyfriend personally, but hey, whatever.....hehehe....

SO, let's talk about the love of my life, who I miss SOOOOOO much. He's sick (My poor baby!) In fact, he was so sick that yesterday he went to the ER. But I think he's ok now (I Haven't heard from him since like 5 yesterday, so I'm assuming the drugs they gave him knocked him out) But that also means that I won't be seeing him today (That was the highlight of my week folks, I don't know what I'm going to do with out that) But he IS going to be in town for Valentine's day....but I hate to admit I was looking forward to spending Valentine's day with Rob. and i was going to see both of them, but Rob was like "Oh NO your not....he's your boyfriend, I'm your friend, there's NO way I'm going to spend time with you when your boyfriend WILL be here" But it'sn NOT just about couples, it's about the people you care about, not just significant others (and if he'd think about it, he'd realize that he's TECHNICALLY my boyfriend too) but I know that his mind's made up, and there's nothing I can do to change it. But we'll spend the day before valentine's day together whether he likes it or not. but I think I'm done ranting and raving for now. More later, as always.

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Soooo....today was cool but not cool....Two of my classes were cancelled....my first class (art) and my chours class. In two of my other classes, we watched movies (mishima, a life in four chapters for World lit...it's werid, R rated people and 6 billion and beyond for science) and we just reviewed in Stat for our test on Wednesday. I figured out that I'm doing everything right for Stat too....and I wasn't in class on Wednesday! So I know I'm going to do good....I also got an 8 on my Science quiz, which was good considering I didn't study for it at all....Yea B!

and I SOOO totally missed Robert today. After yesterday, I'm all just like discombobulated and stuff...I just can't get my mind off of him...at all....I was totally sad today about not being able to see him. I think I'm really attatched to this one already, not that it's a bad thing. I mean, it's a mutual thing. Those kisses tho.....damn...he just makes me feel so loved, and so beautiful....and I sooo want one of those kisses right now....I dunno if I can stand it!!!! grrr! I miss him so much that it's like...damn...words keep escaping me....it's like I have it and then it's gone....but I just feel complete with him. Its like there's a void there, and when he's around it is filled...when I talk to him I'm happy, and full. I dunno what it is though....but whatever it is, it's keeping me where I need to be, and it just feels right.
But yea quizzes!


Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^


Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!)
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You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


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WOW!! Good job! You know as much about Middle Earth
as I do!! Finally, someone who knows Middle
Earth! Most people think they know everything
there is to know about Middle earth just by
watching the movies! HAH!! well keep up the
good work! ( I wouldn't be surprised if you are
learning elvish!! ) RATE MY QUIZ!!


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Shiver me timbers you know loads about pirate
vocabulary matey so Splice the Mainbrace and
celebrate!yoho!{please vote}


pirate vocabulary
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So, today was a great day! I saw Robert, AND it was my mommy's b-day. I defnitely skipped church today (I will say I slept in, AND I had a ton of schoolwork to do) We went to Golden Corral for breakfast (Me, Mom, and two of her friends). I got my hair trimmed at my aunt's house, because she couldn't do it last night (We had dinner over there, and they did sewing, I did Statistics homework BOO!) But hey, it's better then Algebra....whoo hoo betterness in Math! But back to the heart of this entry...

So, Robert and I were planning on meeting today, and it almost didn't happen. But he wanted to see me SOOO bad that his step-mom took him to the movie theatre, AND picked him up from Borders afterwords (Hey, welcome to our sactuary, YEA Borders) But ::sigh:: he has the BEST kisses (I know no one wants to hear this, but TOO BAD!!!! Muah ha ha ha ha) They're the kisses that each one sends shivers up and down my back......damn....just thinking about it gives me shivers. Girls, I know you understand this one....you also know those kisses that say, I miss you every second I'm away from you....well, there's those too. It's SOOO awesome to feel loved. I mean, I've never truly felt this way about anyone, I might have said I did, but I really didn't...it's almost like we were destined to meet, because of everything that happened to the both of us. Not only that, I mean, we have a lot in common, so we always have something to talk about. We saw the Butterfly effect today, it's a deep movie, but very very good. We talked about the what-if's for about an hour. It's so nice to have a guy that will sit down and talk to you like that for hours on end. ::sigh:: He's still wonderful, and I can see myself with him for a LONG time, I mean like a really really long time. I'd be happy with that. Ironically, he belives the same thing...Damn, he's just SOOOOO perfect, but not completely perfect. But, if he was, then he'd be a dream, and I'd be VERY unhappy....but I'll write more later, my wrists are starting to hurt (the only bad thing about laptops).

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Ok, I'm beating Amanda with the shortest entry ever....I've done NOTHING this week besides school and work, so there's nothing to update.....Yea! I WIN!!!! But Tomorrow's will be LONG!

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So...I've had a wonderful few days, the Leroy white concert was GREAT!!!! I love just dancing with the music and just completely forgetting myself....It was almost like being back in YOU again....::sigh:: it was wonderful....and the church service today was great too....especially since Leroy did the special music. I think he had perfect timing to come back to ATL unity....I think I needed the pick-me-up spirituality that he always delivers. I'm planning on copying the CD's of my aunt's so that I can always have his music.....and YES, I WILL be sending him the money for them. This is a person you have to experience.

But anyways, I also got to see Robert today! YEA!!!!!! I spent almost four hours with him....I know that doesn't sound like a long time, but when you only see the person you care about like once a week, four hours is a long time...We sat there and talked and went to Borders (As always) But I love just being able to sit there for hours and talk to him, because it's great to just spend time with the person you care about. And I realized today how much I care about him....it's a whole lot. I mean, I wrote a poem for this guy for his birthday (Which he loved by the way) Hehe....Thank goodness. Because I worked HARD on that poem. And I remembered him telling me that he'd like a picture of me that he could put somewhere so he could look at it when he first woke up, so I gave him one. Isn't that cute? (Rhetorical question guys and girls) But yea, I just LOVED spending time with him today....(and oh damn those kisses....::sigh AND swoon::) But we're just great together. It's also nice to have someone who won't keep secrets from me. And he loves me for me still....which is SOOOO good. It's the little thing you know? Like telling me I'm beautiful, no matter what, hey, I'm a lot better at compliments then I used to be. But I'm going to go now....And Amanda, I hope you had a great weekend at Drum Corp!

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Ok....So, haven't written in more then a week, Yes, I know, I'm slacking....but I got busy. Let's see.....School is in full swing right now so I'm probably not going to be updating as often. Let's see....I'm planning on going to see Robert this weekend, so I can give him the poem that I just wrote. Yea! I'm really EXCITED to see his expression when he reads it. But anyways...My classes are going well, very well. I think I'm going to have a great semester. All A's hopefully. Oh! And Shubert Mass in G is totally AWESOME! WHOO HOO!!! It's SOOO pretty! But yea, That's really it. Besides Rob and me going to see Win a Date with Tad Hamilton....it's a good movie, and an even better date movie. But that's it, one of my shortest ever....which is why they invented quizzes don't ya know.


You're ELEGANT sexy! You have a tasteful style,
that not only draws attention to you, but gives
you respect. Your style is more graceful than
that of others.


What kind of sexy are you? [For girls only! With Pics! Finally Finished!]
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You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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You are most like Lita Makato, Sailor Jupiter, you
love cooking and fighting. boy's alway catch
your eye and you day dream alot about your old
boy friend.


Which Sailor Scout are you?
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Oh oh! We KNEW that one! Of COURSE I'm like Lita! C'mon! I'm the one who LOVES to cook, AND I have a temper to boot! On top of that, I'm the one who tries to protect her friends no matter what! ::smiles::


lord of the rings


!!**_WHAT_MOVIE_R_U_FROM_**!!with Pics
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And with this one, whoever was shocked by it needs their heads examined....but I still love you anyways! Man, I need to go see that movie again anways


You're a warrior unicorn. You are brave and loyal
and you'd sacrifice your life for love or
ideals. You are also unbearably vain and
arrogant. Get over yourself. Everyone looks hot
in jeweled armor.


What Kind of Unicorn are YOU? (no, really..its cool- with graphics!)
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Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

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What kind of dark person are you?
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You came from the sky. Your a daydreamer and prefer
to have a good look on situations.


Where did you come from?
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You're a Dreamer. You've only got 1 best friend,
YOU. You're to busy living in your own little
world that you forget there's more out there.
Just open your eyes for once and see what the
world has to offer.


What kind of group person are you?
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