let me know when you're done being self-centered and have the time to be the friend you're supposed to be to me. i'm going through some shit and you don't even know it because you're too busy being selfish and you don't even realize it.

everyday it's the same story from you. i understand that your time is precious, but i've been waiting for just a tidbit of your time for over a month now and all the while i put my heartache and temporary mental instability on hold to ask YOU what's wrong and how YOUR day went and try to comfort YOU for the stress YOU go through... and all the while i'm at a breaking point and YOU are not there for ME.

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once i graduate and get my degree, i'm not letting anything hold me bak from doing the things I've been waiting and wanting to do for the past 2 + years With that said, new goals in life=

_become a yoga teacher
_join the peace corps & commit 2 years
_work in the fashion industry

I know these goals are random and all over the place, but these are things that I want and if an opportunity in any of the above comes around...I will take it.

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i never want to let myself be in a situation where i'm at a loss of control ever again. if anything, i'm glad i'm at an age where i can understand this and put this into perspective easily.

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things have been changing so much this year.
today it's one thing and the next, it's another.
the older that i get the more i just let things go and let a lot of things mean nothing.
i guess it's not just letting things mean nothing and moving on, but being rational rather than emotional about what happens.

i don't care about what people say about me or think about me, if they like me or not. the only thing i want is RESPECT. not the kind of respect where you praise me or whatever...the kind where you could say "that person make a mistake, but there must be a reason for it that i might not understand so i won't pass judgement on that". i can't elaborate on what i mean. i guess if you don't get it now, one day something is gonna happen and then you'll know what this is all about.

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a lil part of me is sad that i don't believe in the magic of "happily ever after" anymore.

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life isn't always 100%, 24/7 making the right choices.
mistakes, bad moments, poor judgement calls; they all happen at any given moment. all of which you may or may not be able to control.
another large chunk of life is accepting the things that you've done that you cannot change or undo.
when it comes down to it, there is no use in feeling regret in those things because where will it get you in the end?
i'd rather grow, and learn from it and about myself instead of moping around over it.
i'll let people [who mean nothing to me and don't know anything about me] make their judgements, but i know where my head's at, and what my ideals, values, and beliefs are. to know WHO I AM and WHAT I STAND FOR, that's all i need. i don't give a shit about what you think about me.

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