I hate the days when I wake up feeling like crap.

I go through part of the morning feeling a little less like crap, then back to crap again.

Then I have a high point where I'm actually happy.

Only which to have that plunge back into unhappiness.

The high only makes the fall that much worse because then I think about how happy I was and it makes me even more upset because I'm not still feeling the happiness I had felt.

Rollar coasters are spiffy, awesome and spectacular.

Emotional rollar coasters? Not so much.

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It's going to be okay.


... for some reason, I have a feeling I'm trying to convince myself that more than anyone else.

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My headache has dulled out some. It's bareable again.

I still don't have an appetite. Although, thinking about the dinner that we'll be having either tonight or tomorrow night makes me kind of hungry.

I'm not paranoid too much anymore. At least not about what I was. Though there's still some there that probably won't ever go away.

I wish it would.

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I have a headache. Well, I always do, but lately it's been worse than normal.

I'm hardly ever hungry anymore.

I've been feeling sick to my stomach at random times for seemingly no reason.

Why am I so paranoid?

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Alright, this is a list of things I'd like to accomplish before I hit 25. Don't ask me why I'm doing this; I'm just very bored.

~ go back to school.
~ buy a new car {yes, I'm talking brand new, off the lot}
~ completely redo my wardrobe {keeping a few things, of course}
~ get a passport
~ get at least one dog, if not more
~ celebrate my first one year anniversary with my boyfriend {and keep going to celebrate many more; I've never made it a year with someone}
~ get lasik
~ win a jackpot {in a casino or otherwise}
~ go to Hawaii
~ see a tornado, in person
~ learn how to snowboard
~ spend an entire week just relaxing on the beach {with one or more friends, of course}
~ spend an entire day just riding roller coasters {if I happen to break a world record, then so be it}
~ go to New York to visit my family
~ get at least 3 more tattoos; I won't be even close to ending there, but I want at least that many more before I turn 25
~ visit Forks, WA
~ go see the Criss Angel Cirque Du Soleil Show

Okay, I've been sitting here for the last 15 minutes trying to think of something else I want to do and nothing is coming to mind.

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I hate being female sometimes.

The sudden, random mood swings are not fun.

The depression only worsens the bad feelings.

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