Saturday. 8.20.05 7:16 pm
Well today was the my 16th birthday party on my Dad's side of the family...I'm sad that my dad couldn't make it because of work but it was ok...I've never felt so much love from either side of my family before, it felt really good...The gifts I got were actually quite surprising...I can't believe that my Dad's side of the family took time to analyze what I liked and were able to take me seriously as a up and coming musician...I got a bunch of stuff for my guitars like picks, pick holders, tuners, just simple stuff, but I was happy to know that they actually took the time to look into my interests and got me gifts related to my interests...But how did they know that Hot Topic was my favorite store??? lol I didn't tell them that...Must've been a lucky guess...But the thing is, my Mom's side of the family doesn't really know me at all...They know I like music, but they've never really taken the time to dive into my interests, ya know??? They know I'm trying to be a musician, but they can't take me seriously...They think this interest in being a musician is going to fade away completely...Like for example today, I asked one of my aunts on my Mom's side of the family if I could buy her electric keyboard from her for my band since her family doesn't use it AT ALL...All she did was laugh...I was willing to pay in payments or on the spot, but she still couldn't take me seriously...My Mom's side of the family is totally different from my Dad's...But whatever...The food at my party was awesome!!! We had a lot of fried chicken, egg rolls, LOTS OF RICE, and A LOT of curry...So...So...GOOD!!! ^______________^ So to sum everything up...This day was AWESOME!!! I can't wait for my Mom's side of the party tomorrow...Even if they don't reall know me, there's never a dull moment...Well...I'm still stuffed from lunch (which was about 5 hours ago, lol) So I'm gonna go take a nap...Bye everyone!!!
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Friday. 8.19.05 3:56 pm
It's only 4 more days until my birthday...Turning 16...Most people can't wait until they hit this age...But for some reason...I just wanna get younger...I miss how simple the world use to be when i was younger...When being naive wasnt as bad as it is now...The older I get the more responsibilities my parents drop on me...Its bad enough that I watch their kids mroe than they do and have to act as the parent figure for my siblings, but now there's more pressure being put on me to be succesful...To be a better role model for my siblings...I try my best, but its mainly my mom and her side of the family trying to pressure me moe and more...My dad and his side of the family know that I do what I can to make everyone happy...But under all this pressure, I just wanna snap and yell to my mom and her whole side of the family "QUIT FUCKING NAGGING AT ME!!! I DO WHAT I CAN TO MAKE SURE THESE KIDS ARE TAKEN CARE OF!!! WHY DON'T YOU GUYS VOLUNTEER TO FUCKING WATCH THEM INSTEAD OF DROPPING YOURK IDS ON ME!!!I HAVE TO WATCH MY KIDS AS IT IS, I DON'T NEED MORE STRESS FROM YOUR SHITHEADS TOO!!!" The list of things I can yell out just goes on and on...My dad's side of the family though...They're very simpathetic to my stress so whenever I see them (about 3 times a year) they tend to spoil me...They're spoiling me tomorrow for my bday and I'm very grateful for that...I just wish I could be younger again at times, when things were more simple for me...My cousin was plucking grey hairs outta my head for about 5 minutes the other day and he found about 10 in one section of my head...That's not natural at my age...But there are a few people I can confide in to soothe my stress...Well...I'm gonna quit bitching about parts of my stress...I just don't wanna be older, but at the same time I want to be...Bye bye everyone...
*Asterisk*
P.S.
I'm very thankful for my good friend Marcel for going out of her way and wanting to take me out to dinner for my bday...^______^ It'll be a good day off for me...Plus we'll get to catch up on time lost...Can't wait...^______________^ Comment! (2) | Recommend!
Monday. 8.15.05 6:36 pm
Okay here are the lyrics (in Japanese) for 813's first song and along with it will be the english translation...Enjoy!!!
*A Brief Moment*
-1st verse-
Genwaku ni aru toki
seimei wa ore wo tooru.
Kinou wo oboete mite iru.
Doushite kono shiya wa keshite senmei denai ka?
-Bridge-
Anata no omoide no nigitte iru.
-Hook-
Eikyuu ni jizoku suru
kono kura yami no naka de,
hikari wa boku no mae ni arwarete
Soshite ore wa anata no mite
Shikashi chotto no aitada.
-2nd verse-
Anata wa aiwareta
to haiya saru.
Watashi ni shika kono kioku wo nokoshite iru.
Hisashiimukashi ni nokoshite iru.
Kesshite modoru tame...
-Bridge-
-Hook-
-Closing Hook-
Boku ni ashishigekukayou...
Hikari ni tassuru made
Kono genwaku de susumu aida ni
Anata wa boku wo renrentoshite miru
Oretachi ga...Mata au made...
-English Translation-
-1st verse-
In nothing but a daze
Life passes me
Trying to remember yesterday
Why is this vision never clear?
-Bridge-
Holding on to the momento I have of you...
-Hook-
In this darkness
That lasts forever
A light appears before me
And I see you
But only for a brief moment...
-2nd Verse-
As easily as you appear
You leave
Leaving me only with this memory
Leaving me so long ago
Never to return...
-Bridge-
-Hook-
-Closing Hook-
Haunting me...
Until I reach the light
You watch me caringly
As I progress through this daze...
Until we meet again...
Lyrics (English) by: Asterisk
Japanese Translation done by: Mr. Haru (jeniko's brother)
Music By: 813 (Still to be written)
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Monday. 8.15.05 4:03 pm
As the subject says...This is my new NuTang account, the former one being just Asterisk...I had to change it because someone got into my NuTang and started posting up comments and blogs to myself which were just degrading...But yeah, I'll be posting up lyrics for my band (813 for those who don't know) soon!!! = ) Comment! (2) | Recommend!
