90210. . . the new gossip girl?
Intense and exhilirating
The trailers seemed pretty hot, with shenae grimes leading :]

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Labour Day: The Day Before SChool: The Day i Saw [you] Again

it's been a year since i saw you again; a year since i fell in love with you
i've been praying to God, hating myself, thinking about you, and simply wanting to see you for the second time

Today was the second time
Words can't explain how happy, how delighted i am of seeing you
though i still don't have your name, i don't know who you are, don't know which part of vancouver you live in, i know you still exist
I wrote the note on facebook about you yesterday, about how i regret not saying a word on that plane ride, and to my privilege, you appear infront of my eyes the next day

thank you:
i've dreamt of this day since i first met you, but i never accounted for my dreams to come true


ps, i'm writing this the next day with a clear head
my mind was not working correctly while publishing this entry, sorry for grammar, english, and other mistakes.

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She's been really upset lately
and it's shown
There's so much that has happened in her family and i don't know what to say
i mean, i know that divorce is not a solution in her family, her brother would be scared as hell, the hardest thing is, it's not possible to talk to her family together because none of them are ever home. She's been skipping dinner, crying, she just hasn't been her happy self because of these problems. It's clear that her dad is cheating on her mom, and her mom is really wanting to get out of this problem. I've been saying that divorce isn't a bad thing, cus i mean, i've been through it, i know that people exaggerate everythign about a divorce, but no matter what i say she's not going to understand it till she goes through it. The idea of a "broken family" is just so strong in people's minds. if only there were some movie director that would base their movie on divorce, and how important it COULD BE for a family in this case. The dependence of media for information is just so strong.

Will she get the courage to allow the divorce? Which parent will she live with?
I don't know how to help her. Any suggestions?


I went to the amusement park yesterday with a bunch of friends. Got drenched at 5.45 pm from a ride, which was not the brightest thing i chose to do yesterday knowing the wind came from the cold front.

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Came back from Seattle and Portland from the weekend
just shopping, more shopping, and driving
I am so tired from all the walking/sitting, i don't know which i fear more

I fell infatuated approximately. . . 6 times? while passing by, looking around. . and seeing faces that i could never forget. i don't think [you] can even be considered a pronoun to the imaginative numbers of hots in the states.
The Hyatt i stayed in first night was delighting. . but Red Lion? yeah, i bit crappy. didn't bother taking pictures through my disgust.

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It's been raining for the past few days in Vancouver, so gloomy and depressing
but i did sneak a photo back from hong kong which might cheer things up a bit.


I'm going sing K on thursday. hopefully it doesnt rain cus i'm walking around a lot, still don't know what to wear. and again, sorry for missing out on saturday(pauline&&jasmine), but you know i'm in USA to get your presents right? (if i can find anything)

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I went biking with joanne today
for about. . . an hour or two, had some great laughs as usual
but the UNusual thing about today. . is that we haven't biked in a while
it feels like forever since i last talked to her, so much to catch up on

for a while since her birthday its as if there are so many minor problems after that big fight for a week. . . time mends any damages i guess


i found out yesterday morning in the mail that i got a scholarship for University from the government. AH god, yeah ti's not that much 250, but wow. the top 10% of each grade gets it, except for in grade 12 which you get 500, but i never EVER expected i would. i mean, yeah i did my volunteer hours,b ut i'm sure everybody else did also. as for my grades. .. they really weren't as high as it could be ... i dont' understand.
nevertheless i am grateful to also have a reference for U


and fck, i saw two hotties on the bus today
and god was i satisfied. i saw them frequently glimpsing and i was just thinking ah alam, gotta keep my cool, need to stay hot. and at the corner of my eye, for the whole 20 minute bus ride, they were talking loud enough for me to hear and get impressed. . . feel a bit shallow but w/e heheh

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