Di nako.

Yoko na sayo.

What's the point of continuing to like someone (as in damn "like" someone... as in i-can-kill-for-u "like")... what's the friggin point?

If he doesn't like me back the way i do? Ayt? Well, fukk that. I'm giving up on you. Hope happy na ka. No. Hope you'll always be happy.

:'( I'm giving up so much for u. I dunno why i'm like this bah oi. Tungod tngali kay gimingaw ug maayu sa pinas. Didto n lng ko sa pinas beh. That hot nursing guy is waiting for me pah... lmfao

Mahurt lang ko if ima continue with this. I've tried and i'm still trying... so hard to forget the feeling. Iba ka kc eh. Sheyt u. Sheyt sheyt sheyt... If only wa tka na know. If only walay "other"...

Sheyt. Sagpaa gud ko. Anyone! In-ani ba ko sa pinas??! Dili db!??! Had i ever been like this?!?! Gawd. See what you're doin to me. Fukk that.

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Okay it's not love. Love is too deep a word. Damn.

I am soo smitten with this guy! WAaaaaaAAAaaAhhhHHhH!!!

He's so different from my other types! (My friends say my type is the rakista type aka the rocker. Ahem.)

But this guy? He's ghetto! A rapper! A hip-hopper! So different from me! Waaahahahahhaa!!!!

And today i'm in heaven coz we made physical contact.......... [details suppressed]


*sigh* I so want him.

Guess what the catch is?

He "loves" [his own words] somebody else. Ouch. Triple ouch. As if i've been stabbed in the behind Ouch.



Ima go kill the girl now.

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WHAT HAPPENED TO ME!!??!?! HOW COULD I HAVE NEGLECTED NUTANG?!?!?1 HOW MANY DAYS HAVE PASSED SINCE I HAVEN'T POSTED AN ENTRY?!?!?!?! IS THIS WHAT A NUTANG-HOLIC SUPPOSED TO BE!?!?? O_O

I'M SO SORRY, NUTANG!

A LOT OF THINGS HAVE JUST BEEN HAPPENING TO ME! WHEW! BAD AND GOOD AND I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR BLOGGING...HUHUHUHUHUHU I'M SORRY...I'LL TRY TO BLOG LIKE USUAL.

BUT I DUNNO. I JUST DUNNO.

WANTCHU TO KNOW STILL LOVE U. HAHA

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One of the most terrible lunches i ever had in my lifetime. Here's how it went:

I had nowhere to go and i decided that i would sit beside my newfound "friends"...same race...so more comfy atmosphere, right? So there i was, going towards them with my fries in hand. And said "Hi! Ok lang tumabi sa inyo?" Hi! Can i sit with you? And yes, they welcomed me and said hi..and we talked and i was getting comfy at that time. And then 2 other people came and joined us...

And then out of the blue, this person said "Oi...tinanong pala ni ******(another new person) if official members na ba raw sila ng ********(group name)?" Hei, ***** asked if they were official members of our group?"

And this person-with-the-nega-vibes' face was all like contorted and she said, "No! No way! Our group's too big already!"

_{This person with the nega vibes: When we were introduced to their group, this person was the person i had been sensing negative vibrations from. I mean, when i met her, all i could feel was You're not welcome.}

And I felt like i could choke at that moment. I wished i could melt and all. I mean, my sis and i were introduced to them and we're new too... (By the way, my sis wasn't with me. So worse.) Not that we're so desperate to be "officially" part of their group, but did she have to be so frigging violent about it? (Ok, not violent...but Overacting...)? I mean, that was just MEAN. I'm new too. Does she have to underline the fact that she doesn't want other people joining their group? In front of me. Talk about tactless.

Yes. Now i do know that some (if she felt that way, why not the others?) don't want us to be part of their group. And fine, i don't wanna push myself to peple who don't even want my presence. All i want is friendship. And just some respect. That was just downright selfish and insensitive.

I don't know if i can trust people here anymore. Sometimes, people are such good actors/actresses. This lunch just shocked me. And it hurt. Really.

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"Give me chocolate or give me death!"

Ah, kids...such wise wise species... :)

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Today was a shitty day. Shitty shitty shitty.

And looks like someone told someone about someone. Damn.

And my English ♥ didn't even attempt to befriend me even though he knew I was pinoy too. Fukk. I wanna puke polvoron-mixed saliva at him. Shitface.

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