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I should really be going to bed, but I'm not tired. Well, I'm tired, but I somehow doubt that if I lay down now, I still won't fall asleep for a bit. I hate whenever I have to work on my normal day off. I'm so used to staying up later whenever I don't have to work the next day. So when I do have to work on my day off, I'm still not going to bed until later, but then I'm only getting a few hours of sleep for the full work day ahead of me.

Ugh.

Whatever. I need the money. And its not like I have anything else planned. Nor was it a sudden thing. I knew ahead of time that I'd be working tomorrow. Oh well. Life isn't always fair and you just have to live through it. I was going to put you just have to suffer through it, but its sort of a waste of time to suffer.

I'm going to read some. Then I'll go to bed.

I guess I just needed to get that off my chest. I needed to rant. Rant about nothing particularly important. But the rant is over.

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Since the holidays are pretty much over {and the falling snowflakes were getting on my nerves} I changed my background to something that suits me better.

My username is Blackfire, and since I don't think they actually have 'black' fire, regular fire will do. This is also the same background I have on my myspace page.


I've always been fascinated by fire. My dad was a firefighter for the greater part of his life, and I think that's what got me so into it. The tattoo design that I have drawn up to memorialize him is the fireman's cross {the cross with the things in it from the Fire Department he volunteered for in New York} with a sweet ass flame design behind it. Its going to cover most of my shoulder blade. I can't wait till I actually have it, but due to its size and detail, it'll cost quite a bit.

Anywho, I mentioned in another entry under another name that I got this candle from Jean and Steve. Well, this candle looks like just an ordinary, round candle. And it is, however, the scent is absolutely amazing. Its Jasmine and Pear, which is a unique combination. But it smells wonderful. I haven't lit the candle yet {so according to my mom its not really a candle yet}, but it still gives off this aroma. I keep picking it up and sniffing it.

I think this candle is the reason my book-related dreams are occuring. Whenever I was reading Twilight and New Moon, this candle's scent would drift over. Everytime I smell it now, apparently its triggering the memory from whatever part of the book I was reading at the time. I don't mind, but I do believe I found the reason behind the dreams. And if its not the reason then I have no clue; maybe I'm just that weird.

Alright, I think I'm done. I'm going to finish my wings left over from last night's Buffalo Wild Wings dinner, and probably watch some TV or play some games on the net. I'll write again whenever.

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