how are you feeling
what are your reasons
do you feel love or a lack there of...oh

love is a bond without reason
a cry for connection
a light in your eyes
love is a reason for living
a reason for trying
a reason for life

forgive the feeling
get all of your reasons
life is love or the lack there of...oh

love is a bond without reason
a cry for connection
a light in your eyes
love is a reason for living
a reason for trying
a reason to cry

love is a bond without reason
a cry for connection
a light in your eyes
love is a reason for living
a reason for dying

Love is everything
Love is everything
Love is everything

How are you feeling (Love is everything)
What are your reasons (Love is everything)
how are you feeling (Love is everything)
Love is everything!

Love is everything
Love is everything!
oh...love you move me
oh...love you move me!
love...move me
love...move me
Love is everything!

Everything - The Juliana Theory

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listening to: build my world - jc chasez
mood: meh, i'm fine

i got my exam grades today! weeeeee!

my exam grade for accounting was 94.5% - my class grade at this point is a 94%
my exam grade for economics was 91.7% - my class grade at this point is a 92.3%
i think those are pretty good, good enough. especially since the class averages on those exams were both in the 70s.. ooh i forgot i was going to find out.. 10 of the 84 students got 90-100 on the econ exam, i'm one of those 10.. thats... the top 12%. that's pretty good i guess. he gave us the breakdown of his 3 classes of how many people got what grades, i like when they do that, i like that kind of stats stuff, it's cool.

i really need to get a new way to sit in my chair, cuz my knee has been killing me today, and i know its most likely because of how i sit in my chair.. how i'm sitting now, with one leg folded under me. bad bad bad for the knees!!

i'm just gonna hang out here doing nothing for the next half hour before its off to dinner and then i dunno.. random crap with teresa. i know she's planning on cleaning up this place some and fixing the lights and all that happy crap, and we gotta go get the game.. should be good fun :-P

i really just suddenly got a hankering for some barbeque chicken.. maybe i'm psychic (i such at typing that word correctly spelled) and we'll have bbq rootbeer chicken or something.. that stuff is pretty good.. i know, totally random, i'm just weird

i need to vacuum my floor again

i lost a lot of my dishes... i have a bunch of cups and i dont know where on earth they are.. i dont know where i would have put them, but they're so missing.

now i really want some bbq chicken... maybe my parents will come down this weekend and i get some at smokey bones.. yummy.

i still need to get someone to watch labyrinth with me. i'd watch it alone, but there's a couple people that i keep telling they need to see it cuz they've never seen it before... i've mentioned it to teresa like twice this week. she needs to see it, damnit! everyone needs to! *evil laughter*

i'm not all that looking forward to tomorrow night.. there's gonna be way too many people here, even though i think i'm going to know at least like 80% of them.. still.. way too damn many people. i dont like too many people. i'll have to like take sporatic leaves to my room to get away from everyone or something. hey at least its at my place and i can do that.. as long as there aren't any people in here! too m any people can just be bad. and of course, it's great, marni is on duty tomorrow night.. and she's coming to hang out here, lol. that's just great. at least we wont have to worry about getting written up for being too loud. cuz she'll just be here to tell everyone to shut up. they're planning on watching super troopers.. thats probably going to be the time where i disappear.. i don't really know what the movie is about, but all i can think of is that its a real dumb movie that i never wanted to see. you can't necessarily trust teresa and charles' taste in movies...

the flower i was accidently killing perked up a little bit, thats good! i didn't want to kill the poor little gimpy thing.

okay i bored

buh byes

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got out of accounting early, yippy skippy. i've got like 20 minutes before i have to head back over to emerson for economics. he said we were gonna get out of that class early too i think.. maybe.. or maybe my mind is playing tricks on me. but we don't have econ on the 24th.. i don't really know why.. but i'm not gonna complain! i can take that time and go to wally world and get the new jc cd.. if it's still going to come out then :-D and if the 24th is tuesday... but i'm thinking it is but i'm too lazy to go check.

i didn't end up going to ITA.. big surprise.. i slept till 12:45 instead. i like sleep! very much so i do!

i can't wait to get more details as to how the arresting went today... they're doing Jail Bail today and you can get someone arrested for $3. i heard from teresa that charles was going to get arrested but he ran away. i can soooo see that, i can't wait to get more details.

i don't really know what else to write, not much has happened since my last update last night... i slept.. i woke up.. i showered.. i went to class. WOOHOO! it's been fun. i even had some easy mac in there. yeah baby.

life isn't simple, that's just the facts. and you don't know what is right to do or what is wrong. you don't know what's going to happen in the future. you have no idea how actions and choices you make now will affect your future. and you're not supposed to know. and i'm just trying to be content. i don't have a fucking clue what my future holds in store for me, not the faintest idea. i'm just trying to do what makes sense for right now. i am looking into the future, and trying to find out what i'm going to want or need.. and i'm working on that. i don't want my future to suck. and i don't want to have any regrets. but you never know... it's all about opportunity costs! (oooh econ is sexy). i don't know, i just don't know. i know how i feel and i know who i care about and i'm trying... i'm just trying... i don't know what's going to happen, and i wish that i knew everything would be okay, but i don't. i don't have a fucking clue. i don't think a couple months is a long time though... and in the grand scheme of things, neither is a couple years... but it seems like forever right now, doesn't it? i wish i knew what to say. i wish i knew what to do. i wish i knew how to make things okay for everyone. i just gotta say don't give up. don't give up on anything. don't give up on yourself, don't give up on others, don't give up on me, don't give up on your hopes and dreams, just don't give up. make the best with what you got, do what seems right and just try to be happy. cuz that's what life is about.. you gotta make the best of it... it's about love and happiness and being good to others. and i'm just trying to do my best.

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listening to: you always say goodnight, goodnight - juliana theory
mood: creative

so i didnt go to bed at 1.. or at 1:30... or even at 2:30... as you can see i got lost on my way to bed... but at least its prettier now!! :-D i like it, it didn't take all that long and it looks better than it did. thats as good as its going to get tonight.

the picture i found when i googled for stuff, the lyrics are from To Be With You by Hoobastank. i was going to use a picture of a unicorn and i was trying to think of something to write on it and the line i thought in my head had a certain sound to it and then i was thinking some lines from some song that i knew that i knew and i was thinking it was hoobastank so i looked it up and i was like.. yeeees... so i used it and a couple other lines from the song. it's a really good song. i think that the colors and the look of the layout mesh with the sound and tone of the song. so go listen to it, or let me know and i'll send you a copy if you want.

originally i wanted to use a picture of a couple for this song.. but i saw this one and i liked it and i thought it worked.

okay i need to go to bed now... now i really don't know if im going to go to ITA because i might just sleep instead! woohoo! go sleep!

nighty nights

*muah*

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To everything, turn, turn, turn.
There is a season, turn, turn, turn.
And a time to every purpose under heaven.
A time to be born, a time to die.
A time to plant, a time to reap.
A time to kill, a time to heal.
A time to laugh, a time to weep.

To everything, turn, turn, turn.
There is a season, turn, turn, turn.
And a time to every purpose under heaven.
A time to build up, a time to break down.
A time to dance, a time to mourn.
A time to cast away stones.
A time to gather stones together.

To everything, turn, turn, turn.
There is a season, turn, turn, turn.
And a time to every purpose under heaven.
A time of love, a time of hate.
A time of war, a time of peace.
A time you may embrace.
A time to refrain from embracing.

To everything, turn, turn, turn.
There is a season, turn, turn, turn.
And a time to every purpose under heaven.
A time to gain, a time to lose.
A time to rend, a time to sow.
A time for love, a time for hate.
A time for peace, I swear it's not too late.

Turn Turn Turn - Byrds

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listening to: Turn Turn Turn - The Byrds
mood: sweepy

i'm soooo glad that the hell part of this week is over!! so glad!

tonight was just great, i didn't have anything to do for tomorrow! and i even did homework anyway! i had some finance to do and i did it and it was no problem at all, i kinda wanted to do it. cuz it was just a whole bunch of monotonous math problems and i'm so all over that, it's good stuff. so that was easy as hell to do and now i'm all good for homework and crap till sunday.

today has just been a better day in general i guess. i mean.. well.. it started out pretty damn bad! so i didn't get to sleep till 5:30 am.. i was supposed to get up at 10 for my 11:00 class.. buuuut i slept through it and i got up at 12:40, glanced at my stats notes and headed downstairs for my stats exam. i told liz and danielle i was going to need a miracle. maybe i got it, cuz it took 15 minutes and it seemed pretty damn easy. i must say i was very happy about that. so then i headed back up here, showered and then worked on the stats lab. i think i got that worked out alright.. it's passed in its all good. i ended up doing most of it myself, but i really don't mind. i mean, when i look at it like compare how much i did and how much they did and we're all going to get the same grade, that doesn't seem that fair, but i really dont mind. i'd rather just do it myself anyway. we'll see how we do on that.. i dunno.. a B maybe? blah.

oh i'm going to get my economics exam back tomorrow, oh joy.. i don't think i want to know how i did on it :) I got a 94 on my homework assignment, that was cool, we'll see about the exam though. i hope we get accounting back too, that way i can at least get all that bad crap over and done with at once and not have to wait till tuesday for more bad news :)

tomorrow evening teresa and i are going on a trip to ingleside to pick up the next dirty minds for her get together friday night. should be fun. seeing how difficult doing anything tonight was, i can imagine our excursion north will take a little while and will be fun :)

ya know, i gotta say.. i dont really think about the past all that much and like, stuff that happened is faded and gone and i just move on, and all the shit that happened with laura last semester, whatever, right now i'm happy how things turned out, so hell, i'm fine with it, whatever. i now have my own room which is awesome and i'm much closer with teresa than i ever have been and that's just awesome cuz she's a cool chick. i heart her. she's good people.

i got locked out of my room for the first time this year!! go me!! it's been all good cuz i always keep my keys in the door, well i dunno.. i'm thinking that when teresa and i headed upstairs to get some chips i left my door open cuz otherwise they would have been in the door, but if i didnt need them to come back in that explains why they were sitting on my desk. all i wanted to do was go get some more water for my roses and i went out with my cup and the door closed and i was like awww hell.. and i turned around and there was nothin in the lock! go me! so thank god kristin was here and still awake (this was about midnight) and she didn't even write me up! :-D I've still never been written up. go me, i'm a good kid ;)

i was so good, i didnt have any work to do and i was just glad to have all the stress gone that i cleaned today! i did 3 loads of laundry, did dishes and i cleaned my desk off. rock on! *gets weepy* i'm growing up! i'm a big girl now!

i wanna go to dunkin donuts. i want a dunkaccino.. i haven't had one of those in forever.. i think we should go there tomorrow.. to dunkies! woohoo! i'd also like some chicken fingers.

nina's been MIA today... i dunno if she's just busy or if she's mad at me again or something, i never know... so i'm just like.. whatever.. i'm here if you wanna talk to me...

i'm gonna go to sleep tonight and i'm gonna set my alarm for like 1pm even though i'm going to go to bed soon and its about 1am now.. and i'm just going to sleep! if i get up in enough time to go to ITA, then thats cool, but if i don't so be it. i just need sleep. and who knows if i'm gonna get enough sleep this weekend or not, so just screw it, i can sleep late tomorrow, so i'm going to.

i wanna make some easy mac... i shall restrain myself

i'm rocking out to ghetto mid 90s dance songs, you can't get any better than that. those songs they played at middle school socials.. oh hell yeah. these ghetto songs always make me think of laurie guilmette.. probably cuz she was a ho at 14.

*ponders the techno remix of the mario brothers theme song*
*giggles*
could you get more geekier than that??

i wanna play mario on the original nintendo! :-D

my dad asked if brian had "tattoos or holes in his face" today... i just wanted to laugh.. i think i may have... it was just funny. just trying to picture brian all punked out... i just can't see it, that'd be like brain meltdown or something. just weird. generally i'd say punking out anyone would be hot, but i just can't see it with brian... it's just not right.

i finally picked up the quarters off my floor!

i need to rearrange my room still. i really do wanna push the beds together. i like having the one down low, i was thinking about having them both down low, but thats just not going to happen. but i figure i can put em together and people can still sit on it, and i can put both sets of drawers under it plus maybe even my fridge too. i dunno.. maybe my dad will come down this weekend and he can help and we can rearrage :) well really i think we could rearrange without any help, like teresa and i could do it, but i think we'll need help lofting the bed up. but i gotta keep it the way it is for now anyway cuz teresa's friend justin is coming from home to visit this weekend and i said he could use the spare bed, cuz why make him sleep on lousy furniture when there's a spare bed, even though it will be kind of weird.

i think i feel like reading for a little while.. i've been reading the same book since the beginning of the semester, and i haven't read any of it since oh.. probably the second week back :) i think of that cuz i look at my happy potter books and want to read those, lol, so maybe i will after i finish girl, interrupted. it's a good book. nina said she didn't like it all that much because it was confusing, and i mean, yeah, it does jump around and that's kind of weird, but i don't think its confusing. it's just like random diary entries or something, ya know? it's fine. it's cool, its a good book, i like it. i don't like that lisa was blonde in the movie but she really wans't.. but yeah :) fun fun.

i shall be off. have wonderful days peoples!

<3 ya.

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