sometimes i really wonder, how come i always kanna as the mc when im so silly on stage. giving presentation is one thing, being mc kinda scary because everyone expects you to entertain them and be funny but i end up being too serious lol...

anyway, gonna become the mc for my unit's deepavali and hari raya celebration tomorrow, desperately doing some research on the festivals so as not to make a fool of myself and clearly not to unintentionally insult anyone's culture. work on my script kinda slow cos for every 3 lines i write, i probably have to find evidence in 4-5 other websites before i can trust it.

well, at least i get to skip spring cleaning tom kekeke, just when my area has been highlighted as major eyesore.. but it's not always my fault!!

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Mayonaise... by smashing pumpkins.. the only band that can make me cry



everything is so bittersweet

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there's this appointment i go for every year with my dad. I guess if it were totally up to me, i'd make an excuse not to go. To be honest the only reason i go is because i want to see my grandmother, and feel quite guity for not visiting her.

my dad is as weird as me. he never calls or finds out about me, which i wouldn't really care if he did, but somehow, i know he does and just doesn't show it or bothers to. If you're his friend, you'd probably think he's a pretty good friend and guy, volunteering in the red cross and stuff. but then again, just like me, as much as we try or know how to help people, we can't seem to help ourselves, or want to for that matter. And after these dinners, i just feel so strange, just want to be alone... and just listen to my music..

sometimes i really wonder if since my life is kinda complicated enough, do i really need someone else to complicate other matters? How will it affect me to say that i want to put a girl i like into a position to be part of my family mess?

i am and always will be, a weird kid.

if you don't understand what i just wrote, its ok. just don't ask me about it.

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Its so weird, i have so many female pictures around my desk but everyone just seems to come over and point at the same one and ask whether that is my girlfriend... in cahoots, all of them are...

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Went out with wynny yesterday to chill and stuff. Been a while since we last catch up also, with him being so busy in camp and stuff. Was after my camp visiting week where i went to different camps in singapore (not geng, official ok!), including hendon and really see the pride in the commandos.

i digress. Showed me his new car, pretty cool with the fluffy dice thingies, definately a must if i have one as well, played in the arcade a little... two almost grown ups roughing it out on mario kart.... but just so awesome...we even bought cards lol... u can take your own photos and add them in as well!! anyway thanks for the dinner wynn.




i was telling him about how these korean gameshows rock and he kinda reminded me we used to have this japanese gameshow where contestants are supposed to slug it out in a castle... brought back good memories.. managed to find it on youtube, and voila!! Still cracks me up nonetheless



their ideas are amazing

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You know how previously i wrote that this month was full of weddings? Slight correction....

It's a month of many birthdays, weddings, and funerals... kinda like the hugh grant show huh...

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