Durian does not belong in bubble tea.

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It amazes me how I'm able to go back to NuTang's Top 10 even though I don't really post as much as I did.

College is nice. I met a few people and I lost track of a lot of people from Orientation. Hopefully I see them during the semester.

Last week when I was in the process of getting my books in the book store I overheard a conversation. It wasn't my fault. It was one of those times where you couldn't ignore it because she's so d*mn friggin' loud. Anyway she was speaking to someone--possibly one of her parents-- and she was telling him that she doesn't like her classes and they aren't as fun as high school was. I can agree that some of the classes are not too interesting especially when they choose your classes and you are discouraged from changing them until after a month or so. But you know, we're still freshmen. It's not like we won't have a chance to pick classes. Maybe she's homesick or something? I don't know.

And that reminds me. For some reason I'm not homesick. Maybe it'll happen later on? Maybe it'll happen when I transfer and I realize that I truly am independent at the moment because right now I am still with family-- even though they don't include my parents, grandmas, kuya and dog and they're across the county.

You know, I'm still excited for this year to happen. I'm especially excited for the Outdoor Connection.

This past weekend they went whitewater rafting. I was going to go but then thought about it. You know, I'm still trying to settle in. So I guess I'll just pass up on it and go to the next event when all is good.

So instead of whitewater rafting and having the chance to meet more people, I cleaned the kitchen area. It was messy and had food scraps and whatnot. I felt very accomplished.

EDIT.

I just want to take this moment to say this:

Damn you high school for making me want to take notes on the information in my textbooks. I just read what I had to read, and now I have the urge to use post-it notes to label which pages are important and to write brief summaries of the passages, to write on index cards so I can explain the brief summaries in detail, and to re-write the explanations of the brief summaries on looseleaf paper so I can put this all in a binder that I will buy tomorrow from school.

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So I'm in California and I finished Orientation. I just I hope I'll see a lot of these people when school starts. I think there are about 700 freshmen here in the University of the Pacific. So it should be fun.

There's not much I want to say at the moment.

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I definitely know that I'm not going to finish my last post. So all you need to know is that the cruise was great and I wish we didn't lose the first day to Gloucester, New Jersey. Don't travel on U.S. Airways (or as the worker in Quality Inn in NJ said, Useless Airways).

So the news is that I'm leaving on Tuesday for California. It's so far, I know. And everyone's right.... it's like Long Island with palm trees. Being in Stockton does not help one bit. I know I'll be home sick. I'm going to miss a lot of people. The thing is that I tried to hang out with everyone and plans didn't go well. There have been a lot of people avoiding me and I'm not sure if it's something I did. People are not responding to my messages like they were during high school.

I shouldn't let this bother me but I am. Does this mean I'm being clingy? I mean for all I know, I probably won't ever see these people again especially if they don't talk to me. I don't want to not talk to anyone from high school. It's a shame to build a friendship and just lose it just because high school's over.

If you can't hang out or something, just say you can't. At least I know you're alive and well. Don't keep saying "Let's hang out."

Well I did my best to maintain these friendships but if they don't want to ...then whatever. I'll just move on with life and see them at the high school reunion.



I was just thinking about what I just wrote. I'll probably see everyone during winter break. Even if the summer plans didn't succeed, it'll never be too late... unless people decide not to come home for the holidays. ugh.






So about me. I haven't watched anime in a while. It's not that it's boring... I just don't know what to watch next. Lately I've been playing .hack//gu because there's nothing to do. I went down port with a couple of people lately. I think I want to go out east or the city at least once this summer.

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