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...Wait it out...
Sunday. 2.22.04 2:22 am
Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

And I, in time, will come around
I always do for you

Suppose I said
You're my saving grace?


Not Myself - John Mayer

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...You're the air that fills my lungs...
Sunday. 2.22.04 2:12 am

You're the one that provides in times of need
You're the air that fills my lungs so I can breathe
You're the one that keeps my road sanctified
With every turn you'll always be my guide

One look through my cloudy mirror
Objects appear to be so much clearer
One look through your eyes, everything seems to
Be much closer

You're the one that fills my ear with words of praise
You're the string that ties me down to this place
It seems that I'm walking blind down this road
So lead me, lead me, be my guide

One look through my cloudy mirror
Objects appear to be so much clearer
One look through your eyes, everything seems to
Be much closer

Lead me, and be my guide, see me through
This dark and lonely road
If I could bend one turn in time
I'd bend it back to you

One look through my cloudy mirror
Objects appear to be so much clearer
One look through your eyes, everything seems to
Be much closer

Lead me, and be my guide, see me through
This dark and lonely road
If I could bend one turn in time
I'd bend it back to you

Guidance - Outspoken

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...I was a promise now I'm broken...
Sunday. 2.22.04 2:04 am

Nobody ever told me how so completely out of control we can make our lives
I'm just beginning, I was winning when I faced you at the starting line

Now I'm falling back again, I'm down
I should be running forward now
I'm spinning farther and farther and farther out

Though I never put out you always gave back,I'm gonna give back what you gave to me
I was a promise now I'm broken cause you took me for everything

Now I'm falling back again, I'm down
I should be running forward now
I'm spinning farther and farther and farther
Out of control

But nothing ever changes how, not the way I feel right now
I feel tired, of feeling tired, heaven help me
Tell me why

Now I'm falling back again, I'm down
I should be running forward now
I'm spinning farther and farther and farther
And farther out of control
I'm spinning out of control
I'm spinning out of control

Farther - Outspoken

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...your world is waiting...
Friday. 2.20.04 3:14 am
fabulous song

You want what you deserve
But it's right in front of you
You want something better
Than any other
You don't even bother
To figure what it is
That you think you deserve
You'll find it all one day
But not this way
Open your eyes
Your heart will follow
Open your eyes
See what you've been missing
Open your eyes
And find the answer
I can't take anymore
Have you ever asked yourself
What am I looking for
You're indecisive
You are just another
Caught up in all of this
Plastic glamorous world
You'll never see
Who you could be
Open your eyes
Your heart will follow
Open your eyes
See what you've been missing
Open your eyes
And find the answer
Your world is waiting, anticipating
But your time is fading
If you never open your eyes
If only you could see
That there's something you can do
To make this better
Open your eyes
Your heart will follow
Open your eyes
See what you've been missing
Open your eyes
And find the answer
Your world is waiting, anticipating
But your time is fading
If you never open your eyes


Open Your Eyes - Hoobastank

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...fried chicken ass...
Friday. 2.20.04 3:07 am
listening to: open your eyes - hoobastank
mood: hyper

i feel like a dipshit.. i should be in bed 2 hours ago. i fucking suck.

i posted some quizes and shit over at my LJ. i didn't wanna fugly this one up. VAMOS!

good shit

i'm like waaaaaay into music tonight.. i don't want to go to bed cuz i just wanna sit here and do nothing and listen to music aaaaaaaall night long.

linkin park is bringing korn and snoop dogg on their projekt revolution tour this summer.. what dumbasses... *sigh* i'd still go see em though. depends on the $$ though. but i loved seeing them live.. just.. ugh.. *drool* chester is such a sexy bitch. he makes my gizzards quivver. i shall refrain from any more details though, you don't need to know what just the thought of the man does to me, lol.

i so wanna go see him again now, lol. whose with me?? :-D too bad i'm gonna be poor as fuck...

i wonder what flavor jelly bean this is.. no idea.. its tastey though.

i still gotta look into this seeing Trapt thing... they fucking rock, i wanna see them.. thats very soon though.. i dunno, we'll see. nina's a maybe, teresa's a maybe.. erin's seen em twice, maybe she'll go! *shrugs* $20 is awful steep ;)

i wanna see bbmak in concert again... they're probably never going to be heard from again though *shrugs* damn boybands...

nina- bsb reunion tour in... 20 years or so... you're with me, right?

mmmmmmm rootbeer jelly beans are the fucking best! these people rock my socks.

i don't wanna go to bed. rebel! totally waste the time i spent sleeping this morning and not going to the rad little ITA meeting... i'm such a dumbass sometimes.

the mall was fun tonight. i got some perty purple and silver flutterby earings from claires and some chips and shampoo from target. that target sucks did you know that? it like sucks major monkey balls... ugh.. it tooks us like 20 fucking minutes just to find some plastic cups and they had like 3 kinds! it was rediculous! fuckers. so yeah and we ended up getting a shitload of stuff from target too.. and we'd parked down on the bottom level by jc penney.. so it was an adventure getting back to the car. teresa was like.. we can carry it all through the mall and i'm just like heeeeeell no.. its too damn far away, we're taking the car to the parking lot adn finding the damn car, i aint carrying that much shit. so we did.. and it was all good.. once i showed teresa that you can't open an elevator without pushing the button. she's special sometimes. just a little slow ;)

i gotta remember to tell my mom i need a $300 housing deposit for like the second week of march. fuckers. last year it was $100. they're money hungry bastards. and i gotta figure out sometime who the hell i'm living with... i'm gonna end up with 3 people i don't know in the ass crack of gateway and it's gonna suck. *pouts* no fun. sad sad thoughts. danielle needs to transfer so i can live with teresa, jess and liz *is pathetic* *is sad*

okay its after 3 now.. i gotta get up in 7 hours. i need to go nuh nites. i don't wanna though... *sigh* but i need to. i will go try to be good.. even though i'm not sleepy. i should never have been drinking a dunkaccino at 11... *looks innocent*

think they'd get mad if i blared my music? it's only 3:05...

one more song! (i'm so gonna be picky and it's gonna take 10 minutes.. and then end up 3 more songs..)

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...the fire's burning out...
Friday. 2.20.04 2:30 am
listening to: i can tell - bbmak
mood: dumb

i was just sitting here and i just kind of had a weird feeling come over me. i don't know what it was, or why it happened, or how to describe it... it wasn't like a physical feeling.. it was just there... i don't know. it felt deep and meaningful or something but i don't know what it was about. is that just weird? it kinda just felt like a bunch of emotions just turned on for a second and then was gone again. i don't know.. whatever.. just smile and nod, ok?

i'm trying to download the fefe dobson cd.. i really like her. i dunno, kazaa is stupid, i always get songs that don't exist. it took me for freekin ever to get the three days grace cd, i'm still short two songs.. it's taken hours and a bunch of songs that were just nothing..

yeah.. it figures.. i've got good versions of her first two singles and a crappy version of her next one... i might just have to end up buying the cd, i dunno. i saw it today at target for $10.. i can do $10. i gotta go buy jc's cd though... i should go find out if it's still coming out. if it isn't i'll get the fefe dobson cd.. or hell, maybe i'll be in a good mood and buy both ;)

i need to go to bed.. i gotta get up in less than 8 hours! :-o

ooh.. JC on tv:
2/23 5pm MTV TRL
2/26 11pm OXYGEN Ellen Degeneres Show
2/27 - Sharon Osbourne Show

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