So.....I think I have a bladder infection. This blows.
It really sucks because for the most part....the only way to get rid of it is with antibiotics...and I used all the extra ones I saved up the last time this happened.
I was doing so well though...Let me explain.....me and my body don't see eye to eye sometimes....My body hates me. plain and simple. But I don't know what I did to set it off this time. I was SUPPOSE to go see a specialist or something a year ago....but when I set up the appointment I couldn't find the stupid place so I skipped out. I just wish I had some antibiotics...

I have no desire to call my doctor to go up there, miss work, and pay $20 to piss in a cup and have them tell me what I already know. Can't they just take my word for it and write me a prescription?! (obviously not)
So......I wont.

I'm just going to Google over the counter junks and drink a shit ton of cranberry juice. Oh joy.

What's difficult is being able to tell the difference between pain from infection....or pain from being a woman because my body hates me so much so that I get both at the same time(!)

on a less ...well...on a note that perhaps isn't TMI for you all...
I have a job interview today at Kmart for a part time job this afternoon. Wish me luck! Its pretty much a done deal...I use to work there and they were really sad to see me leave for bigger and better things. and its awesome because they'll be able to be really flexible with my hours.

anyway....I have work to start....
Have a good day everyone!

Edit:

I decided to just go to the Doctor because its worse than I originally thought and I just want it to go away. hmmf! >=(

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My brake light went out and possibly my blinker...
This means I have to spend the evening with my father so that we can see what kind of new bulbs I need and HOPEFULLY get out the money from my savings account so that when Sank and I find an apartment we'll have a sweet couch and love seat--BRAND NEW for only $600.

I gotta say...I was super bummed out yesterday when I found out we didn't get the apartment we applied for....because of me. =/ I don't understand how bad, horrible credit can be better than no credit. The lady said since i have no credit they can't tell how my bills are paid and if I pay them on time and junks but like....I get the impression that if I had horrible credit and paid my bills late all the time that we would have gotten the apartment maybe because at least I had SOME kind of credit score.
Ugh. Its stupid. and I've tried applying for credit cards and stuff a few times. but you're not suppose to keep doing it a lot because that makes your credit score go down. So I'll reiterate....how in the hell am I suppose to get credit established if I can't ever get accepted for a credit card or anything?!?
Its really stupid.

But I'm going to keep my chin up...We just weren't meant to live there is all....we'll find the perfect place and a good affordable price and its going to be great!
I just have to keep telling myself that.

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How in the holy fuck is someone suppose to establish credit when every single time they ever applied for a fucking credit card they are denied because they don't have credit?!?!?!?!
How does that make sense?

I got all excited and happy and stuff for nothing.
FUCK THAT!

Ughghghghghghgeo;rasdnl/ftrhje5

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!!!!!
I am so excited for the month of June to get here! =D

Also, I got a job interview on Wednesday to help make more money before the big life changing events that are going to happen in the next month.

Also, my brother proposed to his girlfriend so now I have a future sister in law AND a nephew AND another niece or nephew on the way!

Also, I've been losing weight yet haven't been to the gym much IF at all....so....awesome! Its pretty close to ten pounds that I've lost in the last month or two.

Also, I gotta say....this time last year I was sort of suicidal and depressed and hated myself but now I feel the complete opposite and its so great! Not trying to brag but in the event that someone feels hopeless and down and junks.... sometimes life surprises you and things can actually change in the greatest ways possible! ^_^

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So I accidentally skipped lunch today. I had full intentions of getting food but The Verizon store took forever and took up my whole hour. >=(
Right now I'm contemplating whether or not I want to stoop a little low and ask someone for some money to get something from the vending machine....Can I wait until dinner?.....maybe....But I'm getting more and more hungry by the minute.
I've got one quote to do...and I can't do anymore with it until I get costs back from my vendor...la da dee dee da.....
Maybe I'll draw something....I'll draw food!!!

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Despite the fact that I am insanely tired, I can't help but be super excited about a few things.
A. Buying the plane tickets for my vacation with Sank and his family
B. Taking a look at that town house and the possibilities of moving out so soon
C. Pho! I haven't had it in forever!!
D. I'm going to my friends Prom!

That is quite a funny situation because I have been out of High School for three years now so in order for me to be able to attend, I have to send them a copy of my drivers license. I feel kind of hard core. Though, I will be the oldest person there and I will not know anyone but then again, neither will my friend who I'm going with. She's been home schooled her entire high school career due to various illnesses and she's graduating this year so they're letting her go to Prom and what not.
I'm excited for her!

Ugh...but in any case, work keeps raining on my parade.
=/ better get back to the ol' grind!

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