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Noodle
Age. 18
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Sexy
Location Merrimack - DO IT UP,
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Thursday... first post
Wednesday. 11.5.03 12:01am
Would you be happier never feeling what you felt or not being able to feel as well?

To love and lost or to have never loved?

To lust... and never love?

Broken heart.... or lonely heart?

Feel and hurt... or be numb?

Regret...? regret or... i dont know... have nothing to possibly regret...?

Have relationships in which case you always get the shit end of the stick, or not have anything?

Shake or smoke?

nevermind... i dont know why i bother sometimes... gadle why do i bother sometimes? Why am i so mad about this? Why am i even writing...

I dont know.

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What is this?
Wednesday. 11.5.03 7:11 pm
Is this like my 4th update today? wow... i had a lot of time on my hands.... no big tests tomorrow... no boyfriend to chill with... i wonder where that boyfriend was all day...

-.F I R S T.T H I N G S.F I R S T.-
[my name is]: Sarah the Great
[in the morning I am]: not happy that scott is pushing me out of bed
[all I need is]: ooohh... dont get sarah started. how about happiness
[love is]: shit
[I'm afraid of]: commitment, and feelings
[I dream about]: OOHHHH CANADA!

-.F A V O R I T E S.-
[color]: black. green. blue. hot pink woot woot
[number]: 13, 26... no thats not cuz of mr. r sullivan.
[subject]: psych
[clothing brand]: tilt. pants fit.
[shoe brand]: reefers
[sport to play]: field hockey, beiroot woot woot
[drink]: smirnoff twisted green apple... hmmmm good shit...
[animal]: hop. hop. hop
[holiday]: ha... umm... im not really a fan...
[favorite line from a movie]: ""THE GREATEST THING YOU WILL EVER LEARN IS TO LOVE, AND TO BE LOVED IN RETURN!!!!" nah, thats so not it, but i cant really think now
[band]: DMB
[singer]:hmmm.... Easy E lol
[song]: at the time, guster - window
[actor]: Kevin Spacey
[actress]: ah.... hmmm.... lara anderson... shes a riot
[movie]: American Beauty, Moulin Rouge
[tv show]: One tree Hill... hands down
-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-
[pictured your crush naked?] I SEEN IT MAN! ITS GOOD SHIT!
[actually seen your crush naked]: please read above
[had sex]: ... once
[made love]: go to hell
[been in love]: and burn there
[cried when someone died]: i have a heart.
[lied]: sarah mills never tells a lie
-.W H O.-
[makes you laugh the most]: this questions cant be answered with one person. happy christine britt???
[makes you smile]: there are just too many....
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: one word girls : YELLOW
[has a crush on you]: ha. who doent? hahaa
[easiest to talk to]: lara jane
-D O.Y O U.E V E R.-
[sit on the Internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you]: im not that sad
[save aol/aim conversations]: they log themselves, thank you dead aim
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: yeah
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: that i do. i hit them, or i cry.
-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-
[fallen for your best friend]: name dave burnz ring a bell?
[been rejected]: have i? hmmmm..... i dont think so, but i mean, i would be if i asked the wrong ppl
[rejected someone]: yes sir
[used someone]: hhahahahaa yeah
[been cheated on]: yes. would you like to join the club?
[done something you regret]: what dont i regret?
-.W H O.W A S.T H E.L A S T.P E R S O N.-
[you talked to on the phone]: James
[hugged]: andy
[you instant messaged]: gadle
[you laughed with]: kori, ma, kate, meg "im going to get arrested for sexual harrassment AND HOMICIDE!"
-.D O.Y O U / A R E.Y O U.-
[smoke cigarettes]: i quit right meg?
[obsessive]: sigh... ya.
[could you live without the computer?]: not going to lie... i couldnt
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: so many... too many
[what's your favorite food?]: canada... i mean what the fuck... imean... bow tie pasta! woot
[whats your favorite fruit?]: pineapple, real ones
[drink alcohol]: i would never!
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: i do... there are weird memories tho
[what hurts the most?]: my heart.
[trust others way too easily]: i do... although its hard to trust, i seem to still do it too fast
-.N U M B E R.-
[of times I have had my heart broken]: countless times... wait thats a lie i could count. i dont want to.
of hearts I have broken?]: ... i would say.... 3
[of continents I have lived in]: 1
[of drugs taken illegally]: are you kidding? ummmmm none? hahahaa
[of times I've had sex]: that is for me to know, and for you to know if youre special enough.
[of tight friends]: buddies! wootwoot!
[of cd's that I own]: like 200
[of scars on my body]: lots of em
[of things in my past that I regret]: impossible to count
-.P I C K.O N E.-
[marry perfect friend or perfect lover]: marry no one
[cats or dogs]: dogs
[1 pillow or 2]: 2, although with scott i just sleep on him
[with or without ice cubes]: without
[top or bottom]: ... for what bunk beds or are you talkin sex?
[winter/spring/summer/fall]: spring/summer/fall NOT WINTER
[night or day]: night
[gloves or mittens]: gloves with no fingers covered in mittens
[dressed or undressed]: whats the occasion?
[bunk or water bed]: bunk
[mtv or vh1]: mtv
[ocean or pool]: sex on the beach? wait thats not funny....
[showers or baths]: shower
[love or lust]: please...
[silver or gold]: silver or white gold
[diamonds or pearls]: diamonds
-.I F.Y O U.C O U L D.-
[Move anywhere]: hmmmm... im fine here, i would like to vacation warm tho
[Meet one famous person]:hmmm dane cook... im havin the babies
[Live with one person the rest of your life]: me
[Name one thing you love]: my friends
[Name one thing that embarrasses you]: my boobs
[Do you like school?]:at times
[Do you like to talk on the telephone?]: yeah, although i dont do it much anymore
[Do you like to dance?]: HELL YEAH I LIKE TO DANCE
[Do you sing in the shower?]: i talk in the shower, to the ppl in the shower next to me... or in it with me...
[Do you think cheerleading is a sport?]: to be honest, ill respect the espn ppl... not the weston high cheerleaders, or the merrimack ones at that
[What's on your ceiling?]: a lamp
[What's the hardest thing about growing up?]: growing up.

thats it? well i guess thats it...

hmmm... and... still no scott. cool scott.

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Philosophy:
Wednesday. 11.5.03 3:28 pm
This is post worthy:

First of all, we had class presentations today in philosophy, and my group ended up talking for a good 40 min... out of an hour and 15 min class... so tired of standing...

Well, anyway, i think my teacher thinks we're all bashing her job because i mean to be talkinga about Niczhes or whatever and Descartes and Socrates... and i was like "i just dont understand why people would waste their lives spending their career asking questions to things youre never going to get the answer to?"

so anyway were talking about this guy who was saying something like imagine that you could be hooked up to a tube that fed you pleasure 24/7 but its not real my teacher says " my old professor used to tell me to imagine having an orgasm over and over again for my entire life, it would just be like bam bam bam bam.. but it wouldnt be real" omg... quote OF the day... we all couldnt stop laughing... then sean was like "well, there are people that live their lives like that" dr cowart: "what?" sean: "HERION!" me :"OMG CAN WE LEAVE NOW??" class was like 5 min over... we all ended up leaving still discussing class... which was weird, it was like almost the whole class walking together discussing how there is no point in philosophy... amused i was.

and now... pizzin out agian

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Lalalala! HUMP DAY
Wednesday. 11.5.03 12:38 pm
its feeling like extreme update day for me... but seeing as how no one can see the first one, i figure id give a little sumin sumin out for everyone:

Today is November 5th. The 3rd Matrix comes out toady. Today is also Scotty and my 2 month. here is what this boy has to say about that:

aimlow401 (10:58:26 AM): lol yeah happy 2

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aimlow401 (10:58:49 AM): i love how girls keep track of all that stuff lol....well i guess someone better or no one would ever know

See heres the deal:

this is not a girls job. Its just not... and i dont get.... grrr i dont get it. Its important to me... and he makes fun of me and says shit like why does it matter, or time shouldnt be importatnt... who doesnt keep track? And honestly how hard is it to rememebr a date? I remember lara telling me that clayton got her something for every month. now, its not like im even asking for anything, but just the fact that he would remember would make me happy... fogetting... is just... sad. the other sad thing... is that he remembered the matrix was today... he remembers the date of his video games coming out... why cant he remember my date?

Nuff bitching there... heather is an old woman. do you know she asked me to do lunch in Boston with her? it doesnt get much older than that. i do want to heather... we need to find a good time... when i dont have a million and one papers to do... i might come up saturday with mr. harrigan. but i still love oild heather... so does laurhill
SO0UT0F1T: word
Peterthe50Rabbit: heater
SO0UT0F1T: shaw
SO0UT0F1T: heater lee shaw I
SO0UT0F1T: shes da bomb
Peterthe50Rabbit: damn straight
SO0UT0F1T: hot digidee damn

let me think... very uneventful few days... studied all day mon for test on tues, nap with scotty on tues from 12-4, then study with kate after dinner till 1030... then to ash, then to santigati to study with adam... or to get help from him rather, then back to ash, and sleep... another great night of sleep. Scotty dropped his 8am, so he never has to get up for an 8am again... sigh.... jealous here.

today today... stats test... i hope i did okay.... class at 2, and im thinkin im going to go all out and take a shower, and do my hair or some scary shit like that, you know... becaus its been a while again... i do suck


well, i need to go talk to james, so im out for now.

pizzout gangstas

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This ones for me: For two months... for whatever..
Wednesday. 11.5.03 9:44 am
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Mahahahhaa
Tuesday. 11.4.03 10:46 am
The 80's (& early 90's)
Highlight all the things that pertain to you.


1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word 'SYKE!
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Belair"

4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those lil Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock".
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales". (I still can! And Chip and Dale, and Talespin, and Bonkers...)
12. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.

14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen. H
15. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

16. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.
17. You played the game "MASH" (Mansion, Apartment,Shelter, House)
18. You wore Jordache jean jacket and you were proud of it.
19. L.A. Gear
20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
21. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
22. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF"
23. You wanted to be a Goonie.
24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing.
25. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off
26. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.

27. You took Lunch Pails to school.
28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
29. You still get the urge to! say "NOT" after every sentence.

30. You remember Hypercolor t-shirts.
31. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
32. You thought She-ra and He-Man should hook up.
33. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
34. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes.
35. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
36. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
37. You remember going to the skating rink before there were in-line skates.
38. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide.

39. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
40. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonalds.
41. You've gone through this nodding your head in agreement.
42. You remember Popples.
43. "Don't worry, be happy"

44. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks.
45. You wore socks scrunched down.
46. "Miss MARY MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
47. You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.
48. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
49. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!!"
50. You remember watching Rainbow Bright and My Little Pony Tales

51. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
52. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
53. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.

54. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on
"Saved By the Bell", the ORIGINAL class.
55. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THRU THE HEART. I STILL DO!
56. You just sang those words to yourself.(didn't you)

57. You remember watching Magic vs. Bird.
58. You cut your t-shirts in half and wore it with your homemade Levi
shorts
59. You remember when mullets were cool!
60. You had a mullet!
61. You still sing "We are the World"

This is all to amusing to me... how could you not love the 80's??? I DO! and i know a special g face who will most likely enjoy this too.


and now... thanks to Gemma... a long thing to waste more of my time:

last kiss: a goodbye kiss this morning from scotty... but the last memorable kiss would be last night... it was just so... nice.
last good cry: it wasnt good, it was bad bad crying madness when that girl was taunting me about having no boobs
last library book checked out: oh... god... let me think. It was an Ansel Adams book for photo
last movie seen: Matrix... watched it for philosophy
last cuss word uttered: FUCK!
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed: pop tart... im hungry
last crush: i plead the 5th on this mofo
last phone call: dakota
last TV show watched: Pats game last night! "you like the pats cuz i say you do" -hazell
last time showered: 4:50 yesterday
last shoes worn: DC shoes... have em on still
last cd played: Plea for peace 2
last item bought: My pictures from brooks, among other things
last thing downloaded: ummmm... my united states of america
last annoyance: bio. psych. school.
last disappointment: me.
last soda drank: diet pepsi
last thing written: scroll up or down on this mofo
last key used: o
last word spoken: you (as in bless you to chrissie)
last sleep: 1:30-7:30
last sexual fantasy: all day i dream about sex and all day i dream about sex lol
last weird encounter: ... omg last night at dinner when they were EVERYWHERE
last ice cream eaten: sigh... cant say i remmeber
last time wanting to die: psych
last time in love: fuck you and youre love questions
last time hugged: scotty yesterday
last time scolded: i dont recall... scott prollly
last time resentful:lalalalaaaa
last chair sat in: in sittin at my desk foo
last lipstick used: friday night. bright red man
last bra worn: this one... this brown sheer one.
last shirt worn: im wearing a long sleeved vneck black shirt from the gap... i bet someone in a sweat shop in turkey made it eh chrissie?
last time dancing: LAST NIGHT WITH D AND JACKIE!!!
last poster looked at: chrissies elvis poster... how could joy not... hes... looking at us
last show attended: dane cook at UNH


Three things that scare me:
1: Guys
2: Feeling
3: Failure

Three people who make me laugh:
1: Laurahill, Christine, Heather, Gadle
2: My girls at the Mack
3: Pretty much any phi kapp.... oh i know... Haze and Terf together at 4 am

Three Things I love:
1: Friends... my peeps not the show... although i do love the show
2: Tuesday TV night
3: music

Three Things I hate:
1: 8 ams
2: mac that tasts like mushrooms
3: lack of sleep

Three things I don't understand:
1: Life
2: Life
3: My Life

Three things on my desk:
1: my food that chrissies mom made me that im eatin
2: pictures from friday night
3: juice

Three things I'm doing right now:
1: listening to chrissies printer print
2: doin this survey
3: eating

Three things I want to do before I die:
1: Dont fail at life
2: Prove to myself that there are such things as nice guys
3: Trust

Three things I can do:
1: kick yo ass
2: eat
3: DO IT UP

Three ways to describe my personality:
1: bitchy
2: funny
3: accepting... most the time

Three things I can't do:
1: Trust
2: Love
3: Understand

who ends a survey like that? with things you cant do? whatever.... i was being done anyway... im going to... clean off my bed so i can... nap on it... maybe?


peace out
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