haha so i just posted but i want to do another. I am laughing to myself because i am listening to "Radio Hits of the 70's". Don't make music like they used to hehe.
I think i will make a list of likes:
*walks to no where
*swimming
*ice skating
*listening to music
*concerts
*reading
*talking on the phone
*listening to people
*people watching at the mall
*art muesums
*jazz/blues
*cooking
*heh eating
*light eyes and dark hair
*tall people
*taking millions of photo's
*sitting on my roof
*cuddling
*sitting by my fire
*reading to people
*listening to people read to me
*sleeping
*holding hands
*pointless drives
*letters
*postcards
*giving gifts
*the zoo
*sweaters
*gloves
*scarves
*funky socks
*retro actors
*B&w photography
*NYC
*DC
*Ellicot City
*San deigo
*air plane rides
*board games
*carnivals
*mint choc chip ice cream
*water is my fav drink
*i <3 towson
*I <3 my friends
*my cat is the coolest damn cat in the whole damn town
*scrap booking!!!!!!!!
*posters
*kisses
*shoes
*catching someone looking at me
*seeing old people still together holding hands
*seeing my parents slow dancing in kitchen while they make din din together
*Slow dancing even without music
*having control the the music i am listening to
*surprises
*flowers....all kinds of flowers
*relaxing
*writing things i know people won't read
*traveling
*really bad movies
*flip flops
*post-it's i have 3 on the wall 5 on my desk and more i can't see...



DISLIKES:
*being called mean names they include: stupid, b*tch, loser, whore, ugly, fat, huge, freckle face, giant, freak, ect.
*speeding through life
*being bored
*drama
*being held back
*beind afraid
*being alone
*gen. ed classes
*crying
*really dumb comedies
*being told what to do
*being told what i can't do
*being told how i feel
*not being listened to
*being lied to
*feeling bad
*the song i am listening to....it's really bad.
*mean ppl

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i am finding it really hard to do much of anything today. I couldn't even begin to tell someone what was said in women's studies class...i just zoned out and shut my eyes.
now i have a list of things i really need to do but i can't get myself to start.
i want nothing more then all of this to be over. is it may yet?
i am getting used to the idea that i will be getting my own place, it is exciting. I feel bad for Colleen though. She has been with Chris for 3 years and she asked him to live with us and he didn't answer he said he was thinking of living with one of his friends. I know how much that hurt her feelings wanting to live with someone and hearing that they aren't sure. It makes things feel odd, like you are both in 2 different places.

I saw a baby squriel(sp?) today, it made me sad because it will prob. be one of the last ones i see. I think fall could be the most beautiful sight on earth. The colors are mind blowing. I was standing on the bridge today looking at all the colors and the leaves were falling on the creek and making a blanket and it was just really pretty.
it reminded me of when i was younger in cali and when my friends and i used to walk through the woods and get "lost" lol. I wouldn't mind living in a place with woods i like nature, it's the best form of art.
i can't wait for the weekend....sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep i love it. plus i am just going to veg out and watch DVD's of my fav show because ya im a loser and i like that.
and then well i have to catch up on the hmwk thing....readings and such.
i have a feeling thanksgiving is going to be here before i know it......ew
i really don't enjoy this holiday. I always wanted the big family dinner with lots of people and food and talking and stuff.... It pretty must blows at my house. my mom my dad and me...last yr we went on some boat if they make me do that again i will stay home i don't think i have ever been so bored.

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I feel like everyday I am just on over load…. Like I can’t go two days without being stressed out of my freaking mind. I have a 5 page paper due on the 21st it has be about 3 lecture types things I go to that somehow relate to women’s studies….well I didn’t deicide I wanted to do this until last week because I was going to help with my school’s toy drive but it just isn’t working out at all.
The problem I have to have the paper done by the 21st and I have only been to one lecture I am going to one on Saturday but I am scared another one isn’t going to come around. I am really pissed though because I have a solid A in this course but they freaking paper is like 20% or something so if I mess it up I basically mess up all the hard work I have done so far. Pfft it sucks.
Then in newspaper I have to write some article that relates to Towson…..I am going to be a lazy bum and do a profile on a guy that lives on my floor because it is the easiest one to do.
Then I also have a bio exam and a physics exam before thanksgiving as well…. I predict many tears before I am done with this month.
PLUS I still have to do all my RA stuff like duty on the 17th and programs out the ying zang.
It is raining today it basicly rains every time I have a program because I have to walk all over campus to get funding paper work and money….
On the bright side I love having my own room because I can keep it really warm and not get yelled at by a roommate!!! It’s so warm in here I could be hanging out in a tank top. But am i? lol no I am in 3 layers still.
On the horizon….next year I am not being an RA my parents won’t let me. They also won’t let me live at home….not like I really would want to seeing as they turned my bedroom into their…game/workout room. So when I go home I am in the guest room. SO I am forced to get an apartment, Colleen and Casey want to get one too. SO last night we spent 2 hrs looking at 3 bedroom apartments in the area. I am thinking it is going to be a pretty penny to get one like close 500 a month with rent, utilities, internet, cable and such. Chris could move in with us and that would help out a lot....so who knows.
I do know Casey wants a bunny….and I know I will be VERY tempted to get a chinchilla….a white one….hehe they are expensive though too.
All I know is that I am going to need to get a good job this summer. I am going to do the KELLY temp thing and see how it goes. I mean I think it would be the best and easiest job for me to get the most money this summer.
Lol I am looking at next year because I am just too frustrated to look at the rest of today.

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People who vote are sexy. *wink*
even if you think it doens't matter because you are just one vote, you are wrong. This is your chance to help change your area for the better.
go out and vote, it doesn't take that much time, but it means more then you could ever know.

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I thought Myspace was meant to create friendships and keep in touch. But i don't think so anymore.
Myspace is evil. I think it has created some weird emotional connection. They are just websites, yet it hurts so much when you see people chance their status, or delete comments you wrote them.
Why does it matter??? I can’t get my head around it, and it sucks because I am one of the people that gets upset about myspace stuff.

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take a deep breath.
think about the good times.
smile when you are happy.
smile when you are sad.
do what is right for you not for others.
don't be afraid to say no.
don't be afraid to say yes.
focus on the now.
the future will work its self out.
love life.

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