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Sailing Saturday. 2.28.04 5:03 pm It's not far down to paradise At least it's not for me And if the wind is right you can sail away And find tranquility The canvas can do miracles Just you wait and see Believe me It's not far to never never land No reason to pretend And if the wind is right you can find the joy Of innocence again The canvas can do miracles Just you wait and see Believe me Sailing Takes me away To where I've always heard it could be Just a dream and the wind to carry me And soon I will be free Fantasy It gets the best of me When I'm sailing All caught up in the reverie Every word is a symphony Won't you believe me It's not far back to sanity At least it's not for me And when the wind is right you can sail away And find serenity The canvas can do miracles Just you wait and see Believe me --by Christopher Cross I love that song. It's one of my favorites. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Andy Saturday. 2.28.04 2:08 am I was starting to write a whole lot about this kid named Andy. He is a senior at Seaside High, and I met him last Monday at the NCBI workshop. But I decided, if I did start to write about him, I would never finish. He is a remarkable person who I want everyone to get to know. He's been through a lot in his life, and is also gay. But like that should stop anything right? Right. So if you ever meet him, I want you to get to know him. He has a brilliant mind, and is a great person. Tell him I said so. Your Icon is..... by d3athofs3asons Your Name Your Age Your B-day Your Icon Is.... Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0! Comment! (0) | Recommend! chicka chicka Friday. 2.27.04 9:08 pm To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. --Ralph Waldo Emerson Everytime I read this quote I cry, the first time i read it, i started to bawl. It's kind of sad. I saw it up in the back of Mr. Wright's room, and I started to cry, and people were looking at me funny. I felt kind of dumb. sigh. Mr. Fletcher- [Speaks to Devin] If you were to choose the sex of your child, what would it be and why? Devin- a girl Mr. Flecther- Why? Devin- Because I am a girl, and I know how hey think... and I wouldn't have to teach her how to pee. Comment! (0) | Recommend! whatever. Thursday. 2.26.04 3:29 pm So todays been kind of....i dont know. boring? hm.. School got cancelled because theres no power there from the storm yesterday. So that was a good thing. I think I'm going to take up Taiko lessons again. (Taiko is a japanese drum) Theres some place in Watsonvile that teaches it. Eh, who knows. Happy Deathday! Your name: MorosePhoenix You will die on: Monday, December 10, 2012 You will die of: Deleted from the Matrix Username: Created by Quill Comment! (0) | Recommend! friends Wednesday. 2.25.04 9:49 am It's been a while since I've actually called anyone my "friend". Everyone I know has turned into my many acquaintances. I've noticed a lot about each of them, that I never noticed beforehand. I’m only going to list the 3 I’ve noticed most. Friend #1: I've known this "friend" since 6th grade, for 5 years, 1/3 of my life. I must’ve been really foolish, or simpleminded or something, but I never before noticed everything wrong with this friendship. First of all, I was the only one whoever called her- to see what’s up, if she’s better from her cold, see if she needs a ride to soccer, or to hang out next weekend. I always invited her to my happenings, such as Great America, parties and get togethers between family friends. Not once in any of those 5 years have I received a phone call back from her. Apparently, she hates using the phone. But I’ll hear her yell at the Christian, the Jew, the Mormon and the beach bums when they don’t pick up the phone when she calls them for a “party, because we can” party. She forgets the Asian has feelings too. But really, the only time she ever feels like she wants to be my “best friend” is when the C, the J, the M and the B.B.s aren’t around. Or it’s raining, or it’s either of our birthdays. She likes to ridicule me in front of all of my other "friends". Poking fun at me is one of her favorite pastimes. She especially liked to make fun when I went out w. Zach, because 1.) it's kira's brother, and 2.) its me. She went as far as making fun of me, in front of not only my friends, him and myself-- but my sister. I know for a fact if I tried to pull that shit off with her, I would've been booted off the communication list. She's hurt me the most, whether she knows it or not. Friend #2: This friend first started out as a crush. You will understand once you find out I had weight training with him-- and it wasn't Zach. At first, he was the perfect guy I had ever imagined for myself -- tall, dark hair, smart. He is crazy smart- he introduced me to the world of philosophy, and psychology, as well as he opened my mind and broadened my horizons. So we became friends- and pretty good ones at that. Sometime in December, he fell sick, I gained a boyfriend, and shortly afterwards, he got a girlfriend. I'm happy for him, he got a girlfriend who is attractive, smart, Christian- and lives in Idaho. Within the same hour I meet her, I come to find she’s the devil in a Christian disguise. She hates me, not because I'm his friend, but because I am his friend who also happens to be a girl. The last time I had a real good conversation with him, she later IMs me telling me that I talk to my "friend" too much, and it's like I'm stalking her. Since then, she's had him put me on block. What The Hell. It was him who told me, "Jamie, don't give into other people's beliefs, it shows the weakness inside you." The only reason I am on block is because he didn't want to make her mad, because "they plan on being together for a long time." Even if they are going to be together for a long time, he should learn to stick up for himself. I wish I could talk to him, without her on my ass, so I could give him the same advice he gave me so long ago. Friend #3: I’ve known this friend for a year and a half or so. He confuses me crazy. He’s everyone’s friend- but you know why? He isn’t too great at standing up to other people. He seems to have this incessant need to please people around him. Well, maybe not please, but keep them satisfied so they’ll shut up. For example, he’ll be talking shit about (John) while on the phone with me, but in person, he’ll act like (John) is his best friend- so not to stir up drama. A while back, there was a rant about him in someone else’s journal located on a different server. I feel very much the same, in reference to how the writer spoke. Although I didn’t do as much for him as she did, I also would’ve appreciated an occasional phone call. I made these descriptions pretty damned obvious; hoping that they will read this, and change what they feel is necessary. I’ll probably add more throughout time when I’m bored or I find it essential. This all sounded better last night when I wrote it, but when I clicked submit, it got erased, so I shut the computer down because I was pissed. Last night, I had like 6 people each with longer descriptions, but like I said, I’ll add more throughout time. Comment! (0) | Recommend! my personality Tuesday. 2.24.04 7:17 pm i got this from chibijan. seems pretty accurate, but it took hella long to finish. 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