whats up with the people having half there hair black and half blond?? then putting it up in a like ugly two sided mohawk?? or just having a crooked streak of blond thru you hair? i don't get it. maybe i'm just not cool enuff. i can understand (almost) the two sided mohawk thing, thats actually a little bit cool, would be cooler in diff colors but yeah to each his own, but the crooked streak starting at the temple and ending two inches before the hair line in the back, just tacky, and there are like six people here like that.

(if any work people are reading this (tim) don't tell everyone what im saying or do i don't care)

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lst night jessica started griping at my mom because my mom lets willow sleep with me but not jessica. jessi doesn't understand that willow has been to the hospital because of her, CPS (child protective services, DHS in some area's i believe acs in some areas also) has been called because of her, and her friends. willow has been hurt more in her care than ours. she is just watched more by us than by her. and her boyfriend was sent to Boys Ranch, (per jessica and others words) for abuse of his little sister (sexual abuse)

but she doesn't understand that.
we watch her more and we (in my eyes at least) love her more. Jessica hits willow (says she's playing but its awfully rough) when she doesn't give her kisses, or if she says please to many times.

I think jessica is jealous of willow in some ways because for 16 years jessica was the baby girl. and now she's not. but thats not all willow. some of it is her attitude, even if willow hadn't been born if jessi's attitude was the same then she still wouldn't be baby girl. she would just be the burden of a pregnant teenager that we are stuck with

I wish that it wasn't like that, i hate not liking her because she's my sister, but i can't help hating selfish, petty, mean people.

Loves
ambyr

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anyway, yesterday at work i was chatting with morpheus on gmail chat (he was sitting right next to me but its easier to talk without everyone hearing.) Anyway chatting away and all of a sudden a work chat box (the kind the Quality Assurance people use) Pops up and in big letters says Chatting are we????

i peed myself a little.

so i get morp to close all his stuff before anyone cann see its him, and close all my stuff even though they've already seen, and get ready for the inevitable either termination or write up.

then my friend in IT walks up. He did it as a joke. scared the living sh*t out of me. i was so relieved i peed a little more


haha just kidding i didn't really pee my self, scared me almost that bad though.

anyway i better go

loves
ambyr

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hey anyone have gmail and wanna chat while im at work?? im ambyrjayde if you wanna look me up, hehe just on for about 25 more minutes though

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i asked someone to take me off of there friends list so they were listed in my sdneirf any more, i kinda feel bad, but i didn't really ever talk to him/her and didn't read there blog and i don't think they read mine, so i guess its not really all that bad, anyway. sittin here bein bored

i have so much i want to write but can't for fear that someone could be peaking over my shoulder, (not literally or i wouldn't be typing) but like they could be jacked into the computre (would get in lots of trouble so i don't think that is happening either) or that there is some kind of key logger (btw im at work)

but i wanted to write some stuff and may well do that later when i get a computer. i wish so much that i could get one now, but i can't,

i think the car is going to be repo'd soon and that really sux, i don't know how im going to get to work if the car is repo'd. Hopefully GOD will provide.

gtg be back later think im being watched

never mind i was hallucinating. anyway i get another break in 50 minutes (so great) i hate sitting on these phones for such a long time. anyone who is reading this live in amarillo? work at sitel? related to me? hahaha on the last one

anyway i gotta go

oh btw found a book to read

its by tad williams called the dragonbone chair

Vynom

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i like lyndeeps idea, cause they have this coffe, milk stuff at chili's or applebees that always looked good to me so i'll go there and order it

thanks lyndeep

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i will be 21 in one month and 2 days, what should i do for my birthday??? im not sure i don't think i'll do anything. maybe by some hot damn or something alcholic just cause i can. yep.

any way in better news willow will be 2 so damn cute!!

loves
Vynom

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caramel covered day dreams
butter flavored death
slippery slopes of cyanide
almond scented breath
cold finger of excitement
numb lips of heated dread
goodbye everyone
the poisons in the bread......

who knows where the heart goes, when poisons are involved.....

also check out my last entry

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