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| Sunday. 2.27.05 5:56 am still feeling quite shitty i move on with life in a very boring manner, but so waht? who gives a fuck? still being pissed at the same old person JIMMY, everyone has decided taht hes a dickless son of a whore..... sigh ... how sad... and today was quite sad not only for me but for a coupla friends too ... they both got dumped... but its life... what has been done in life cannot be undone... maybe that means i will still feel shit for the rest of my life cos of what happend... only way to end it is death? still considering that... should i? of course u'd say no... but why not? what is there left for me to live for and having to put up with this done up thing unable of being undone again? if im to blame neone for this...it'll be jimmy... screw him... moving along now....... life is quite fragile.... things can happen very unexpectedly, who knows if i'll be run over by a car tomoz? that'll be nice..... why am i so emotional these days?!......... im eating all the things i dont like to eat, like choco and icecream...... is this really a good way of avoiding depression? ive tried crying.... obviously didnt do nething for me......... but oh weos... as i said... no one gives a damn......... if i had a choice, i'd rather be an angel....an invisible one, then i could help ppl but remain anonymous...... but then i wouldnt ever meet u? what would life be like then? better? or not as good? weo for a fact i know i wouldnt be depressed cos i wouldnt come across that dickless son of a whore......... but how about the others that i do care about now a days?..... life is torture for me.... what should i do... plz someone can u gimme advice?
ATTENTION: in search for a guardian angel, who is willing to always stay by me and stop that bitch getting near me >< Comment! (1) | Recommend! | Categories: year 10 [t] Monday. 2.21.05 2:19 am how boring can life get?!.....god damnit.....its gay, boring....full of boredom....and im sick which helps not at all...so i took up a dare in which i'll do tomoz...i will go to school with my hair tied up in half piggytails.......i already look as if im 11 now im so going to look as if im 5 or something.....not great at all.. but its all about dares.... so whats fun?? cos im bored as........................... just like that traffic light there flashing in the middle waiting for things to happen..... seeing as there is nothing to do.....
now i know what that yeti asked.... quite wrong as a matter of fact.... who da f*** goes asking ppl how to masturbate?!  <---- wah da f***?! Comment! (0) | Recommend! | Categories: year 10 [t] ~BaGgInG a CeRtAiN sOmEoNe~ Friday. 2.18.05 3:09 am someone i am bagging....gay he is.......bloody retarded too......we know he only has a mum who he lives with.........such a bitch in class....he cant sing but likes to listen to his own voice...what a retard!!...so he sings to himself....whislt we go on with life......then he gets pms.....and makes us all shuttup and we listen to his irritating voice..... quite disturbing...... but what can we do? nothing...nothing at all....cos all he would do is keep us in after school and make us write out millions of lines.... that biatch..... i hate him for life..... we all know that he lives with his mum....has no gf therefore no wife either.......... his bloody nerdy glasses makes him look like a nerd.... his dad didnt want him........i feel mean bagging this certain person..... but i cant help it........ cos thats how bad he is..... sigh... its really sad of guys to suffer from pms.... thats naturally wrong...WRONG!
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neways....... today is friday and im tired and kinda sick.... i hope i havent given it to neone...or i'll bash myself >< hmm.....good morning, shitty school day, good arvo..... thats life! Comment! (0) | Recommend! | Categories: year 10 [t] BORED--->PISSED--->HAPPY = EMOTIONAL! Tuesday. 2.15.05 2:35 am its tuesday night and i have stax of hw....and i cant b bothered doing any of it... so i listen to music and chat....oh weo... first time i block someone in ages.... hmm.... neways... moving along... all of a sudden, i feel quite like shit.... i dont really know why... damn that person..... all their fault...... wont say nemore... bloody pissed.... >< ...... 
for ppl who always get really unexpected and random things happen to them, please learn from this:
earth is where all shit happens, so dont be surprised what comes around the corner! Comment! (0) | Recommend! | Categories: year 10 [t] I LOST ANOTHA BLOODY BET AGAINST JAMES! Friday. 2.11.05 11:23 pm soo, we entered the classroom.....no one sits in the front row so i thought the rest of the room would be taken up so james can sit in the front....but no, everyone had to come late so he had a chance to sit elsewhere....DAMNIT.....i lose the bet....AGAIN...so now i choose to do either option 1 or option 2....still to think about it....the rest of them are simply gay
so...another 2 days til valentines day....anyone wanna b my valentines?? (hint hint sylvia) LOL...james, get away from her...shes all mine...and u too dom....MUAHAHAH......jk jk lah.....u two can fight over her whilst i enjoy the show....kikikikikiki....neways.....if anyone is after a hug, or a kiss if u really want  plz feel free to ask me... and sylvia....be expected to receive a valentines gift from dom of course and ME!!! Comment! (2) | Recommend! | Categories: year 10 [t], bets and dares [t] BeA FeLL iNtO Da BiN!~~~MoRe DaReZ Friday. 2.11.05 3:18 am SECONDHAND DOM FOR SALE!! Thursday. 2.10.05 5:29 am so we were in music class....doing our work QUIETLY [cough], oliver and bill decide to change contents of the student bulletin due to boredom in class.... here is THE highlight of the changes:
SECONDHAND DOM FOR SALE:
white, in good condition, no manual, C.D. and penis, $130, price not negotiatable, if interested, please contact Sylvia Tiet in yr 11.
LOUIS G
Anyways, so thats today.......mike....ur wrecking urself by sending ppl the chat log u do notice right?? Comment! (1) | Recommend! | Categories: year 10 [t], random [t] Tuesday. 2.8.05 2:45 am soo, yesterday, mike hugged james on the train....for some reason, alot of ppl were there....COINCIDENTALLY.......so most of them saw what happened...for those unfortuante ones who werent there...heres a very brief description of what happend....james was sitting on the train expecting something to happen but didnt know what.....and randomly out of the blues, mike gives james a great big hug........then james pushes him away and starts to bash him...but becoz he didnt not like the hug, but at the same time didnt want ppl to know that he likes hugs, only ended up giving mike a lil punch....which even i could do better....
JAMES!!! if u bloody read this thing, i bought u those lollypopz and u told me to get that stupid 24 from mc and u end up not being there....u retard make me carry that whole kg of thang map in my bag u loser....if u dont get ur ass on the train tomoz...im going to keep those lollypopz and that will be the end of the dare dude!! im so
so yes...thats life so far...and tomoz is chink new yr!! [ÐÂÄê¿ìÀÖ ÍòÊÂÈçÒâ]  Comment! (0) | Recommend! | Categories: year 10 [t], bets and dares [t] |
