I still have the pink eye...but now it went to my other eye too! I have pink eye in both fucking eyes!!!

On top of that, I think I've got a small dose of the flu or something. I feel like shit already with the headaches and soreness the pink eye causes, but now, I've got headaches and soreness all over because of this damn flu. I've got a sore throat...and I'm just deathly afraid of giving ANY OF IT to Gregory. He doesn't need this shit...he's too little!!!

Brian said he left me some Nyquil last night, so I went to use it. He left me 7.5mL...which isn't even half of the normal dose a 12 year old and up is supposed to take (30mL)...he left me with a quarter of what would make me feel even remotely better...ugh...

Either way, now I'm at work...slaving away on the weekend and I'm just ornery and achey all over. Fucking sickness...grr...

OH, thanks to all those people that read my blog and then me never respond to anything. I'm just busy and I've been sick...and I'll just tell you flat out, I SUCK. I'll get back to ya'll one of these days.

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This totally sucks.

Yesterday, I felt like CRAP. I had my horrible bout of back pain on top of feeling like I was going to heave all day long. People kept asking me if I was pregnant, but I know that's not true because my boyfriend and I haven't been intimate for a LONG TIME...but anyway...TMI

I woke up this morning with my right eye being poofy and I had a bunch of discharge (it was clear...basically it felt like I had a watery eye) and I went to work. They told me to pretty much get away from them and go home because they didn't want me there because they thought I had pink eye. I went to the doctor as soon as I could and low and behold, I have pink eye.

Grr...

I really don't want to give pink eye to Gregory and this really sucks. I basically have to wash my hands compulsively if I want to hold him and if I really want to be safe, I should probably not even touch him for at least 24 hours.

THIS SUCKS!!!

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I have been feeling like über crap this morning. At about 12am, the excruciating back pain returned. I took my pills, but it never seemed to go away. Gregory was being fussy...Brian wouldn't get up (Gregory was fussy because he didn't want to sleep...and Brian wanted to sleep)...

GRR...I know why I have these back problems. It's because I'm so stressed out to the point that I want to explode...

Sometimes I wish that I would explode...then I wouldn't have to deal with things...ugh

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Last night, Brian and I got a little break. Brian's mom wanted to watch Gregory over the night, so we let her. It was a little nervewracking at first because I've never left him alone all night before with someone else and me not be there and it was scary.

I had my phone sitting next to my bed with the ring up full blast just waiting for a horrible phone call, but there was none. This morning, there has been a phone call either. I'm worried that I've not received a phone call to let me know that he was okay all night, but I guess I'll find out when I go pick him up here in the afternoon.

Talk about a restless night!

Brian and I took advantage of having no baby there to start the laundry and then we played World of Warcraft for a few hours. It was sort of relaxing...but at the same time, totally scary because Gregory wasn't there. I had to drink a few beers to settle my nerves.

BUT, that's about it...

Now, I'm at work...fun stuff. No casual week this week, so I'm wearing my work clothes again (boo...I feel so fat in these clothes). Brian, the lucky devil, gets to wear jeans or whatever he wants to work everyday and he works in an office setting. Irks me...but whatever. NO FAIR!!!

Anyway, I have lots to do...so I better get to it.

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We were playing with him on the bed and Brian gave him a HUGE kiss, and this is the face that Gregory made after Brian did that:



We laughed it off and thought maybe it was a fluke, so I kissed him and he didn't make that funny face. Brian kissed him again, and he made this face:



and then this one:



SO, now we know he does it on purpose. He kept doing it and we kept laughing (obviously, Gregory associated us laughing with him making that funny face).

Anyway, thought I would share because it cracked me up.

HAPPY EARLY EASTER FOLKS...will be in Colorado Springs all day tomorrow. Have a great day!

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You know...I was getting used to the 70 degree weather and blue skies and no clouds. A warm wind every now and then...maybe even a cold wind. BUT NOW, we've got rain...rain that is maybe going to turn into snow. It's supposed to be here today...even tomorrow. Supposed to be 50 on Sunday. In a way, I'm sort of happy that Gregory's not old enough to go Easter Egg hunting. Next year, when he is, the weather better be nice...or we're gonna do it in the house (haha)...okay, I'm thinking like people in Washington. Since it rained all the time, we got used to doing lots of stuff in the house.

Do do doooo...I'm waiting for my e-mail to delete some stuff. I got the nice notification that my box is close to exceeding its storage limit and I better delete some stuff before it's too late. SO, I'm in the process of deleting stuff and it's taking forever. It says that I have 7 minutes remaining...7 minutes of me not being able to use my e-mail to do anything...and I sort of need my e-mail.

I took Gregory to get his picture with the Easter Bunny last night...and, well...I decided against it. One, Gregory was sleeping. Two, they wanted $20 to get a small photo package with 2 pictures in it...YEAH FREAKIN' RIGHT! I decided to reprint some pictures that I got done at Kiddie Kandids and then Brian and I went out to eat dinner at the Village Tavern. I love the Village Tavern. We had yummy bruschetta (it's about the best around) and I had a good bacon-chicken burger type thing with pasta salad. Brian decided to get some porkchops. Then we both got some creme brulee (the world's best dessert!). I haven't had creme brulee in a long time, so it was so yummy. I wish I would have had 4 little dishes of creme brulee and just skipped the whole entree. Dinner would have been more satisfying that way, ya know...haha

Anyway, 4 more minutes left...4 minutes...*snore*

My mom's going to be out here in 2 weeks! WOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait. I haven't seen her since February (the end of it)...so I can't wait for her to see Greg and how big he has gotten :)

But, I should be going now...2 minutes left...2 minutes too long.

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I was driving to work yesterday and I was listening to the radio and they had mentioned something about the article below (it's a segment titled "Stupid Stories"):


Georgia Man Sentenced to Life in Prison for Raping Daughter in Cemetery

Saturday , March 31, 2007

ATLANTA —
A judge sentenced a man to life in prison for raping his own daughter in a cemetery.

The man, whose name is being withheld to protect the identity of the victim, was convicted of the March 10, 2006, incident on Friday. Just days after his daughter's 16th birthday, the man took her to a graveyard and told her to lie down.

"You're know you're old enough to date boys now," he told her. "I'm about to break you in."

He took out a condom and raped her, and he later brought her back to the cemetery and sodomized her, Fulton County prosecutor Kimberly Esmond Adams said.

The jury did not convict him on the sodomy charge. With prior convictions for drug and weapon charges, the man was sentenced to life in prison without the possibility of parole, plus 20 years, for rape and incest.

During the sentence hearing Friday, the daughter sobbed as she spoke to her father for the first time in a year: "I got so depressed that I wanted to kill myself. How could someone I trust to protect me and I knew all my life do something as evil and dirty as this?"

Superior Court Judge Jerry Baxter told the man he has no sympathy for him.

"You did this to your daughter twice once in the graveyard and then again in the courtroom," Baxter said.

I totally can't believe that...the fact that he said "I'm about to break you in" is just completely disgusting...

They were commenting on why they didn't just kill this guy but how he's just going to sit in jail and rot for the rest of his life. I'm sure he'll get what's coming to him in jail, but seriously...WHAT THE HELL?!?!

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I'm addicted to Dancing with the Stars! I hate dancing...and I don't particularly like watching dancing, but I'm watching this show...and I do it every Monday!

Oh well...

Nothing eventful happened today. I went to work...went outside and it was warmer (about 70 degrees)...went back to work...had a little training thingy with our new system that we're moving to...then I left work about 45 minutes after I was supposed to leave (thank heaven for overtime)...

Couldn't pick up Greg because traffic was horrendous, so I had Brian do it.

Now, I lounge around, at home...bored out of my mind.

Tomorrow, we're having an easter egg decorating contest at work. We'll see how that turns out...I want to do a flamingo or something, but I don't know how I'd get my egg to stand up like flamingos do...

I'll have to think about it...

OH, from a few entries ago, someone (I think it was Nuttz) asked what SIDS was. SIDS stands for Sudden Infant Death Syndrome and it's where babies will be sleeping and then they'll just suddenly die for no reason. They could be perfectly healthy babies...not sick or anything...and they'll go to bed and die. No one has found out what causes SIDS, so they can only assume that certain things can prevent SIDS (i.e. putting your baby on their back to sleep versus on their stomachs, not laying them on fleece/wool blankets, etc.)...but nothing is guaranteed to prevent SIDS.

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