u r like a bug...
an annoying bug that cannot be shooed...
i feel u crawling underneath my skin..
i feel u breeding in my brain...

everywhere i see...
there is ur silhoutte in my mind...
everywhere i go...
there is ur voice in my mind...

could it be the loneliness now..
or the real missing-you-darling part..
that supplies the nutrients for ur survival..
the bug in my mind..

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after a tiring flight last night, i have finally reached my aunt's place at 12am...

ellicott city is 5 minutes drive away from her place... and it's beautiful~~ it's like entering the oldern times of America.. hope to walk the town soon..

till then... how do you talk with your relatives that you haven't seen in ten years?? and staying with them??

ideas are welcome...

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after the rain last night, coolness has now surround us... ahh.... what a beautiful day.. a beautiful day for jazz music... a good book... a slow walk by the lake holding hands with the one you love...

so i do have jazz music playing... and the good book can wait... but someone that i love... is so far away... and now even more as we decided to just be friends... it is hard to reverse... it's hard to let go when it is so precious...

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i don't have much trouble sleeping in any condition...
so i always wonder why it's so hard for others to sleep on hot nights....

now i know why....
i almost had the idea of sleeping in a bath tub filled with cold water...
that's how bad the heat was last night~~

furthermore, the heat dried my hair in 20 minutes time....

this is madness....

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FRIDAY
i started to get cough.. it's not too bad but it's irritating~~~ throat's itchy.. it will be very dry thru the night... i can't breath in cold air~~ ARGH.. but one happy thing was that both ceramic pieces of mine were displayed in a ceramic exhibition~~ all the student's pieces were in it too... not that i'm the only one.. but i'm still happy~~

SATURDAY
went to the beltrami county fair with friends.. saw swines, horses, sheeps, goats, cows, rabbits and chicken~~ and yet i ate sinfully delicious chicken rice with chili sauce... yummy~~ i ate 3 drumsticks alrite?? so the fair wasn't that exciting.. but it was different... didn't play any rides coz it was raining...

SUNDAY
the weather was killing~~~ i went crazy with mua housemate and started to plan on a recipe book... she loves to cook so that's how the idea came about.. we delegated our own friends different positions i.e. marketing, translation, photo contributor, makeup etc with funny imaginery company title..

after that, we had delicious dinner... we had rice cooked with coconut milk, stew beef with chili, sambal, egg, cucumber.... the malaysia's nasi lemak~~ lovely~~~ miss the early mornings before college that i have nasi lemak for breakfast~~~ so it is fattening and could increase chances of heart attack, blah blah blah... it's good food~~ once in a lifetime~~~

and tonite, the county received severe thunderstorm warning... i hope everything will be fine...

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at this moment, a friend of mine is on her way back home... tears were shed on the previous night and in the airport today... emotions were mixed up... she met someone just recently and now she had to leave... i can't imagine how painful that will be... but these are the lessons we learn as we grow up... be strong, sim yin...

we knew each other from social work divison... she was the vice president and i was just the newbie... i saw her as someone who knows what she wants and does it... kinda admired her.. :P and now in bemidji, few of us hang out together almost everyday... it was fun times... i don't know how different it will be without her in our lives now...

you will be missed dearly and we want u back here soon~~

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