There is A LOT going on today.
I took Doc to the vet. That's Scotts cat for those that don't know. He was so well behaved! Only what I thought would only take an hour ended up taking me two and a half so I'm REALLY behind with work. I think my boss was upset with how long I took.

Oh well.

But yeah, so I'm SUPER behind with work....and then after work I have to go get the keys to the apartment and drop some paint stuff off. and then I'll probably go home to change. and then to Scott's house where his dad is taking us out to sushi. (oh man, can't wait!) and then go get our bed frame and coffee tables. Find SOME time to see my parents before they leave for Florida for a week and do the first coats of paint in the living room and bedroom. and have time to go pick up scott's birthday gift.

Phew.

I have to do all of this with four hours of sleep.
Wish me luck.

I told all my co-workers that I'd work during lunch to get caught up....but who am I fooling? I'm too excited to concentrate!
It sucks. today is the busiest I've been ALL week and its the worst possible day for this......

I'm so ready for a nap. =/

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The move in date has been moved up!!!
So instead of moving in on the 19th we have this golden opportunity to move in THIS FRIDAY!
AND....moving in this Friday will cost us less!
WOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!


I actually have to stay at my 'rents house next week though. They will be out of town and so I have to stay home to watch the kitties.
Its not a bad thing though. I wont be home by myself EVERY night. and we'll be at the apartment quite a bit painting and moving some stuff in there slowly and we'll move the couches and table and mattress in last.

YAY FOR BEING INDEPENDENT AND BROKE!!!!!
haha

Yesterday my mother told me that my dad's blood pressure was DANGEROUSLY high when he went to the doctors.....apparently he has medicine for it but he's got so many different meds to take we think he's been neglecting this one. So my dad is like a ticking time bomb for a stroke. =( I'm rather worried about this.

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So I've been packing a lot recently and yesterday I finally finished going through my closet!!! While doing so I came across a box titled "Notes". Intrigued, I opened the box and started reading some of them. These notes all come from my high school days and MAN! I was a depressed "woe is me", "I'll never get a boyfriend", "my life sucks" kind of person.

I didn't realize it. I mean I know that the most difficult times I had in high school only amount to two times. Aside from that all of my high school memories were great ones. But half of the notes I read from my box last night were about really trivial things and people were writing encouragement and I don't even remember why I needed it. It DID bring to light all of the family issues I had back then. Now that I think about it....that ALONE could explain whatever depression I was feeling back then.

Anyway....I'm glad I am not like that now. I think I'm pretty much completely out of whatever funk I'd been in for the last year or so and I can honestly say that I'm genuinely an all around happy person (with the exception of the fact that my best friend moved across country)

I've come to terms with Ashley moving though. We've gone months barely talking with one another when she's away at school and we always kick back into gear as soon as we see each other as if no time has gone by. and I know that if I need her she'd be there for me even if she had to be there via telephone or internet and the same goes for her. So while I will still miss her...I haven't lost my best friend. IF she really is a best friend then the distance wont make a lick of difference. I was just being dramatic.

anywho, let me switch gears and say that I AM SO EXCITED TO MOVE OUT IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS!!!! It seems unreal. Most of my stuff is in boxes and everything is falling into place. I couldn't ask for a better person to move out with and it just feels like.....it just feels perfect. What more can a girl ask for?

well.....more money.....but who doesn't want that???

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Damn damn damn!!!!
I wrote this whole blog and was about to publish it and then my computer went spazoid and it lost everything I had typed. Beautiful.

I don't feel like writing it all again.

Besides....I have to make a box grabbing run.

thaitanic and I move out in TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!
I'm so excited.

and I think I offended my friend with my last blog. It wasn't intentional.
Its not like I don't have fun with other friends besides the two I mentioned previously.
But you have to understand.....they've been there for me for over ten years. and we've done more things together....so yeah....naturally....I'll have had more fun with them. I mean I'm sorry if this offends you....but Shrug.

Righto....hopping in the shower now!

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So today is Friday and it is the day that my best friend flies across country to live with her boyfriend for the summer. Her boyfriend is in the Air Force and he's stationed out in Arizona. And I know that times have been tough for her with him being so far away...But like...I hate that she's going. I wont tell her this...I will be a good friend and say "That's awesome!!!!" and "I'm so happy for you" and "this will be sooo good for you guys!" and I DO think this...but I'm also kind of devastated.

Throughout all of middle and high school I had two best friends. Ashley and Kirsten. and I was super close to both of them though they weren't really close to each other. But yeah....I have never had more fun with a friend than I had with those two people. There have been SO many memories shared and they've both helped me through so much.

Now....in my senior year, Kirsten met this boy online. His name was Grant and he lived in California. They fell in love with the help of the web cams and telephones. She went up to visit him a few times and he came to visit too. After our graduation she told me she got accepted into a community college over there and is leaving in a few weeks to live with him and attend school.
I held myself together and convinced myself that we'd be able to be best friends still despite the distance. So I'd message her on facebook/Myspace all the time and tell her all about what was going on in my life and ask her tons of questions. I'd spend at least an hour whenever I could to write to her. My responses in return usually consisted of stuff like: "that's awesome that you went to Ocean city. I'm super busy. Love you!"

and that's how are relationship was for about a year. As most of you can guess her relationship with this guy didn't last and so she was moving back to Maryland. YAY! I was so excited!!!! that is...until she got back. Things had changed. and to this day, I barely talk to her. I can't even say that we're honestly still friends....we're more like acquaintances that see each other every blue moon in group settings. And its sad.

Now...back to Ashley. She leaves today to live with her boyfriend for the summer. and I know its only for the summer....but then as soon as she moves back she goes back to school (her senior year at college) and I RARELY see her during this time because she's busy with classes and homework. Then after she graduates, she's MOVING out to Arizona permanently until he gets re-stationed somewhere closer to Maryland--but not IN Maryland because he refuses to live there.

So I just feel like this is it. The end. It feels like the Kirsten story all over again.
and I'm devastated. What's worse is that she chose to make time for her friends that she lived with and saw every day when at college and then bailed out on me.

.....but I'm okay.

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Nutang, meet Mason. Mason....meet Nutang.



....lets see if that works...
That would be a no...

hmmmm



lets try now

YES!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay so here he is with me and although he looks like he was having a fit he was loving it ten seconds before the picture. He just got fussy because he pooped.


Last night I was super excited when I found the shorts I had from last summer but became instantly pissed off when they didn't fit. I'm such a fat ass. Literally....my ass is just too freaking large. At least I don't have a flat booty.....

What sucks is I barely eat. I have lunch at work and then Dinner and sometimes I even skip dinner and I'm barely losing anything. I mean....I know that's not healthy and I'm not doing it on purpose but it just happens sometimes.....yet I've only lost five-ish pounds.
I was feeling so good about myself until I tried on those shorts. damn it.

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