Well.. the very day i came back from chalet.. which was on a Sunday night.. i met up with.. problems.. sheesh.. so much so that only up till this noon, then i was able to write up my blog.. one of my problem started on the nite i got back from chalet. i was preparing to slp at.. ard... 3am after i went out for a quick supper. i bathed and online a while.. that's when i suddenly received a call from my gal friend. She called, with a weak sad tone.. i knew she was crying again.. she burst into tears as i repeatedly heard over the fone "i had enuff" in chinese.. i wasnt very shocked.. as a matter a fact, i was quite angry.. she asked me "dun u think i shld die?" that really made me quite mad.. i started talking in a serious unfriendly tone.. i told her be4 to cherish life and enjoy what it has to offer.. this time mentioning death wasnt pleasing to my ear at all.. i was angry... she cont. to cry and told me of her problems with her boyfriend.. Apparently the bf will spotcheck her hp.. i was like "har?? spotcheck???" i got quite amused at what the bf do.. i think his a very possessive bf.. next seh told me he would delete her sms that were from guys.. that really made me quite piss off.. even thu i am a guy, i noe when not to cross the line with personal possessions.. that guy has a serious problem.. my fren snatch her hp back and the guy got angry.. duh... he even scolded her "fuck u" when she ask if he was angry.. His pretty luck that i aint my friend biological brother.. i would have made him eat dust.. i seriously hate guys to scold their gf with vulgarities.. its just not right.. She seemed to be wondering ard her neighbourhood.. i was worried abt her safety.. it was like 4am!! i offerred to accompany her.. she accepted.. i got mou to accompany me cos i was god damn tired and fear i would slp while driving.. when i exited my house carpark.. she sms and asl "where are u?" i immediately knew my offer was redundant. i called her and ask.. she said she was talking to him on msn. DUH....DUh... nvm.. i dun blame her.. i went back and online again.. This time i felt really sick and tired.. i went to slp ard 6am. I still had to rush to paint lao da's hse the next day... Monday was quite an ok day, Mentioned on my previous entries..

Then came Tuesday noon, i woke up ard 3pm++ i saw a feel smses, i replied all of them and saw one number which i didn't recognised... i ask whom the person was and found out it was one of my poly friends. She asked how was i doing and stuff... Out of courtesy i ask how she was doing, and i found out that she was depress over BGR prob, i guess she broke up with her boyfriend.. and was feeling down. i knew wad she was feeling so i told her not to be depress and let time heal.. i tried consoling her for a while be4 she said "can i ask u something?".. i was curious to noe what she had to ask, thus i replied "sure"... the next sms really shocked me to the bones... "could u be my bf?" immediately i was awaken from my semi conscious state... she asked if i was willing to be, i didnt noe wad to do and i was seriously scare she may do silly things to herself. i replied i dun mind helping u get pass ur depression period.. she post the same qn again..."how are u able to help? u willing to be my boyfriend?" i felt that she was feeling very sad and lonely and needed a person beside her.. i didnt noe wad to do, so i consulted a fren over the fone who knew her.. i learnt from him he noes she has some probs with her bf and things like that.. while i was consulting my friend, she sms me saying her fren told her that i was quite a gd bf and that she tot she would consider being with me.. i was totally feeling weird and very very apprehensive..immediately i asked my fren wad has he been telling her.. grrrr.... the top priority on my mind was my fren's safety and health.. she isnt the bubbly person i noe, her mind was kind of unsound.. i told her my feelings abt it and wad was my intention.. i said "i am willing to be there for u, but the intention is to help u get pass this depression period, whether love blossoms, let time tell.." she replied saying thanks and how much better she felt.. i knew she felt a lil bit more at ease.. that evening i went to meet up with bird and ask him to help me analyse the situation... i quickly book alvin for supper to discuss it with me also.. while at lot 1. i was feeling so stressed up cos i aint sure wad was gg on.. argh.. i had 2 consecutive sticks.. si bei stress... the girl and i smsed here and there till i told her to have a gd rest becos she didnt slp much.. for the whole time i was frowning cos its the 1st time i am handling such a case.. very unique..that nite i met up with mabel to pass her back her shorts.. took the same train with her as i was meeting my father at yishun... kinda suan her a lil here and there.. she dropped of at woodlands i headed to yishun.. went there to cool off with a cup of coke.. sat at kfc and tot abt the whole situation... Finally i got the car and went to meet alvin at toh guan.. Hm.. he gave me some pretty gd advise he helped me realise the whole situation.. haha i could always count on him for advise... his old with wisdom.. hahaha... tt nite i got home.. feeling quite tired.. called moude and told him abt it.. and some other stuff.. watched the match between arsenal and roxemburg.. 5-1 thrashing.. went to bed...

at 12pm this noon, i was practically waking up every 30 mins cos i expected an sms from her. She tot of meeting up today.. i was afraid i missed her sms and she would start thinking silly again.. to my relieve.. she told me her ex ask for a patch up... *phew!!!* i told her to think abt the consequences of her decisions and told her it was very very alright on my side. she said sorry but i think it shouldnt be the case.. i knew it my heart she just needed to "fa xie" and fill in tt emptiness in her. i could understand her feelings.. she felt apologetic and tot that i may feel she is playing with my feelings.. haha but seriously, i was kinda glad all these is over and i think she is back with her boyfriend.. Birdie told me ytd, there was a limit on how far a fren shld go to help another friend and this time i may have stepped a lil beyond the boundaries..

Well.. my conscious are clear and i did wad i felt was right to do, to help a friend.. hehe.. guess all there turmoil is over.. its time to go bath and prepare to to ChinaBlack!! weeE!! it was a late min arrangement thing.. chiong ah!! its the last time i am gg clubbing for this holz.. i cant help feeling sad cos i know its approaching graduation... sigh.. haha my turn to feel empty.. see u later peeps.! join me now if ur reading this be4 12am.. hahaha

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Guess its time to write about wad WE did during the chalet be4 i forget everything.. even thu i have the vids on how chan caught jw on cam while bathing.. oh damn. wad did i just said? hahaha...

1st Day
Met up with ce huang, junhao and to my surprise, marco too.. Got my dad to pick us up at the small road at the condo opp lot1.. hm.. I felt the car was a lil weird when i drove.. Took the KJE den enter SLE.. Finally into TPE.. on the way the car started to give out a weird rumbling sound.. "Sian... Not again.." i tot.. so i had to drive like 60kmph to keep the sound in.. non-irritable level.. haha.. Reached Aloha Loyang 5 mins be4 5pm. Book in with the reception and started to made our way to the Sea View Terrace.. ok.. so we had some difficulty finding the terrace, but oh boy.. was it BIG! 4 rooms, 5 toilet, 1 medium size living room, medium size kitchen, center porch, lovely dining area etc... omg.. its big.. haha.. we quickly book the room we wanted, the 2nd storey corner room... Chiong Ah!! i changed into some comfortable wear and went down to verify the utensils given etc. 4 of us got into action.. "1 Pot, 10 spoons, 10 forks....."etc.. hahah DONE! marco was kinda tired becos he had a chalet at the very same area. hahaha.. he went up to slp, leaving the 3 of us to play Big 2.. Slowly we waited for our fellow buddies to arrive.. Chan and Mou arrived tgt with chan's parents, i expected to see chan's new sunny but it was still the mazda 3.2.3... guess the stupid nissan co. was still slow in processing the paper work involved.. helped them unload their stuff.. striaght away moude went to work on the stereos.. BOOM BOOM BOOM!! the stereos were up and running.. kicking ass! haha.. Linkin Park.. Nasty Girl.. Woah.. damn shiok.. the only chalet which i've exp. LOUD music.. Ce Huang was kinda the party pooper.. say music too loud.. he hor.. kaoz.. gong zi really is gong zi.. a bit of noise he buay tahan.. hahaha!! well, elvin and qiyang came next.. elvin got his own van.. wow wow.. he bought for.. 38k? but at his age.. his lucky to own a vehicle.. i could very well afford a bike but.. my mother.. sigh.. nvm i am side tracking.. haha.. The thing is.. i dunno why.. elvin and qiyang's room the door got STUCK! hahah.. key also no use. gt to ask ppl bang the door open.. hahah.. wad can i say.. their sway.. as always.. Finally decided to go down town east for a quick dinner, meet hui at BK.. after eating we went to get BeeR!! Baron!! holey cow! i'm set at getting myself damn red tt nite. haha... Got back to the chalet and started blasting music.. some played cards.. some chit chatted.. haha.. finally jia xin came tgt with lyly, eunice and erene.. oh Chan Howe!!!! hahaha i shouted.. wahahahha.. he noes y i was doing that.. i showed them to their rooms and they quickly settled in... Somehow i have a memory lapse during that period of time, but i rmb playing a card game with a big group consisting of all the gals and majority of the guys. haha.. loser drinks! kaoz.. they mixed vodka with F&N orange?? yucks.. i was kinda Yah Yah becos i haven't lost one game.. oh man, just as i said it, they poured an extra strong cup fo vodka.. den i kena!!! hahaha nvm, free drink.. lap ah! it didnt really take effect cos i was like downing my second can of baron liaoz.. haha.. I know i was talking kinda loud but i wasnt drunk to go touch ppl backside.. hor birdie hor.. HAHAHA!! ok, side tracking.. hahah.. nicholas finally came with his mitsubishi lancer *his very own car!!* tgt with xiaowei, meifeng, mabel and qinwei.. After awhile, a lil tipsy, i went into the room where nicholas and the gals were to chit chat with them.. haha i think mf put on a lil weight.. must be the bf feed and feed.. started asking about nicholas car and such.. for the past few years we weren't on very friendly terms.. just HIs and BYEs, i decided to bury the hachet and talked to him more, make him feel we're friends again? haha i hope..
Me and the guys ton till the morning.. eating tidbits and drinking.. we made some very very funny video clips at 6am!! rmb wad were those my follow AmenZ? hahaha... tt peace sign thingy.. hahaha.. buay tahan.. Chan and Jw started acting like a DJ using hui's laptop and the stereo.. hahah.. waited for 7am?? to play soccer!!! omg.. No slp, Soccer at 7am, Cool Breeze...Brain Dead! hahaha.. slowly a few of our frenz joined in, we played a match.. Me Jun Ce one team, Fat Bird Chan one team.. Chiong ah... We agreed on playing race to 3 goals.. wahaha.. WE WON!! Chan.. i ran pass u tt day! hahaha.. it was all fun.. Hehe.. boys being boys.. we decided to go dip in the pool, becos we're feeling at hot and sweaty.. HEHE.. sorry peeps in there... the water's a lil salty.. hahah... swam a bit and got back to bath.. i tot i would be slping straight away but i still mingle with the rest who either just got up or thsoe haven't slp yet. Started talking and fading away bit by bit.. I must mention one thing.. for the whole chalet, the AmenZ were saying this chant "Viera..OhhHh~..Viera...OhhHH~!!" and... "The..Laser", hahah anyone wanna noe the reason y.. ask anyone one of the AmenZ.. hahaha.. i think we kinda irritated aalot of ppl.. we were pratcically chanting it in at 8am? after siwmming and soccer. hahaha i think that woke some ppl up.. like xiaowei and mabel, haha at least got them to join us and talk. Suanning was definitely part of the conversation.. Oh tt jw.. laid on the sofa.. happily fading away liaoz.. haha.. i was like 1 table apart from him but i spoke out.. "ooohhh jw..." hahha he jerk up and look out for me. hahahaha damn funnie!!! he tot i was abt to do something to him.. Kekeke... Chan and I decided to go to one of the gals room to lay down on the floor to slp cos out room kinda stinko! dunnoe which doh doh place their shoes in the room.. duh... the gals were kind enuff to wake up at... 10am? or was it 11? and let us have the bed..

2nd Day 12pm...
Slpt abit in the gals room, i had no idea y but ard the noon i was slping at our original room.. i seriously went into coma.. hahaa.. too shag liaoz.. at ard 3++ they woke me up to sign the BBQ stuff becos apparently.. cehuang *half in charge of food* was out flying kite with bird, marco and the some gals.. haha they told me when i was semi conscious.. haha.. WA LIEW Eh... the person got the wrong chalet lah.. kaoz.. his not the original guy.. fine.. my slp was disrupted.. i waited for the correct delivery man to come.. he came, arranged the food and ce huang settle the billing stuff... i quickly grab some bee hoon and curry veg.. hungry again.. haha.. after eating i was..yet again... slpy.. bo bian.. went up to slp again.. at time was around.. 3-4pm? slpt till...7pm? hahaha.. went down.. gong gong like tt.. Oh.. Ms Ang came liaoz.. exchange HIs den i went to join my friends.. i saw DA SAO!! haha Ce Huang gf.. kinda stun when i saw her there.. Started BBQ-ing and eating... the Sec 5s came.. none were my friends.. hahaha somehow we had a meeting.. on how to divide out the cost, ms ang commented she rarely sees us having a meeting to settle things.. hahah Everything was settle, not all paid.. and i am up till now waiting to collect doubtful debts! haha.. we were urging for more beer and chips, walked to downtown east's Cheers, got 2 cans of Baron again and a vodka shot. haha i just had to try the banana flavour.. Meet up with shimin and eric dipo hutomo.. Timo left us to accompany his gf who was at down town east.. hehe.. Went back and saw lyly with ms ang talking while lyly bbq the left overs.. hahaha.. meifeng and qinwei left in the morning while i was slping and nicholas left damn early cos he had to go back to sch. so our group size kinda decreased.. we sit ard and ms ang start to speak to us abt life.. Hm.. i didnt noe y but i was the only one getting those "love" and "r/s" questions while the rest got questions on wad has made an impact in ur life? how do u rate urself as a fren? who do u see being ur fren? stuff like tt.. but somehow my name still get mention in the process.. haha i hope its a gd thing.. "ti... 10" haha i am sure chan noes wad i am referring to... Guess it became kinda cold, all of them went to chat in the living room, leaving me shimin and dipo to chat.. i sorta got to catch up with dipo whom i havent been talking for a long time.. haha.. chan came to join us and we start suaning shimin?? hahahah... den me and chan heard a familiar story told by md.. we turn our heads and started feeling interested.. we joined in! hahaha.. "viera!! ohhh~" hehe.. md was talking abt his love life and what were the ups and downs.. at ard 6am. Meijun and Yiling left.. so yet again chan and i decided to go back to our rooms to slp on the floor.. hahaha... *shivers... cold.. cold...* By the time i woke up, it was ald.. 12 or 1pm. most of the peeps had left.. leaving me timo chan and md.. we blast some music and ate carrot cake, ice cream, prata.. prata and carrot cake was bought by ms ang be4 she left... ice cream was left behind by elvin.. since their not here.. just whack ah! hahaha.. Basically we slack and bio char bo there were passing by, playing bball.. oh tt birdie.. he brought phoebe for cycling at pasir ris.. haha noti noti eh.. tt was the 1st time we saw phoebe... hahaha.. and i felt tt phoebe looked kinda like his mother!! HAAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!! i havent told anyone during that time.. hehe... well.. the time has come to end the chalet.. i felt a lil sad but we all had to go home... i drove home when my dad came.. drop timo off near his condo and i headed back.. boy was i tired.. That's the end of the chalet adventure i had. i am quite sure i left out certain funnie details, but i still have those videos to luff at.. hahah.. CheeRS! to my secondary school friends..

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Wow... i finally did something which i've been wanting to do a long time ago.. Paint Houses!! Lao Dao got a new hse and needed blangala to help him with the paints.. Chiong ah.. Even thu i was like 3 hours late, i redeem myself for single handed finishing the kitchen ceiling's second coating.. wahaha! hope it turns out gd.. During the whole period we were happily painting and chatting. Me doing silly singing and dancing ard.. Lighten up the tiring atmosphere.. Painting could be tiring after a while.. hahaha.. Finally the sky got too dark to cont. cos the lights weren't done up yet.. Lao Da's dinner treat!! Couldnt make up our mind so i just anyhow pom one place.. Fish & Co. !! yum yum.. we had the fish and chips while gab had the seasonal fish cajun, cheapest on the menu.. Dun wanna strain lao da's pocket, even thu i claim i would.. hehee... Finished out dinner, discuss abit on how the rich become richer.. hahaha.. Den i suggest we be bookies!! Lao Dao mention something "If you have 10k to spare, bet 1k on those confident matches at Sg pools.. maybe odds are 1.30, but the payback for 1k would be 300 bucks.. from there u will see the money.." kinda agree with him on this pt, cos we're able to see a substantial amount of cash coming in, if we had that kinda cash to spare..

Well tt's all for the nite, here comes the supper, haha.. arranged with alvin 2 days ago to have supper, i went home after dinner and kinda slpt at the balcony for a while be4 my dad comes back with the car.. Vroom, off i went to pick tt bugger form clementi.. Decided to go checkers cos its been a long time we've been there for supper.. 2 wks? lolz... Sat there for barely 10 mins and i spotted a familiar face.."Wee Yeeww Weet....Hor!!Dio Lia!!" hahaha.. its birdie!!! with phoebe!! hahaha.. asked them to join us.. I was busy talking away with alvin abt stuff that happen to me during the chalet and on the day i got back from chalet, gekko called and cried cats and dogs becos of the f tup bf she has etc.. Somehow..Some Where..Some Time.. i kinda gang up with phoebe to suan birdie!! hehehe.. not tt i ask her to do it but she somehow came with the same freq to suan him.. HAHAHA!!! sorry bird! joking nia.. Den Alvin popped a qn "Ni Men Zai Yi Qi Duo Jiu Le?" Phoebe replied "Erm.. Wo Men Hai Mei You Zai Yi Qi." I REPLIED "Oh.. means... Kuai Yao Le Lah?" Wahaha!!! Her next reply damn power.. "Erm, maybe tonight i will sms sengheng that we shouldn't meet anymore" WAHAHAH!!!! immediately alvin and i told her we were just joking.. We wun wanna ruin bird's love life, would we? kekeke.. They drank their hot chocolate and left, bird sent her home.. Alvin and i cont. to chat our time away, and bird came back.. hahaha.. so three of us started chatting about.. Pool and how to play better, play in a merrier attitude, wad were certain things to take note of.. this and that.. The usual gals were one of the topic..oh!! i rmb! i told birdie phoebe looked like him mother.. after some tot.. birdie agreed!! have yet to tell the AmenZ but i will when they online tmr.. Hope their reading this blog and luffing their arse off.. Talked till i got kinda hungry, argh... ordered Spagetthi.. sama sama with birdie.. Not bad.. maybe i was just hungry.. hahaha...

Its been a tiring day for me since i slpt only 6 hours the nite be4.. Hope i could find some time to draft out the fun time i had during my chalet.. ZuuUuUuuu

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*mp3 playing Ji Mo Bian Jie by Nicholas Teo* Woke up in an unusually bad mood... think maybe i woke up pretty late today.. 3+ coming to 4.. had a late lunch which was ta bao back long long ago.. Watched a bit of tv be4 meeting Werner below my blk.. he got pretty bored so came all the way form yishun to come play bball with me and nua at the bball court.. The moment i came out of the lift i saw somke soming out from his mouth.. hahah.. he was still puzzled y i ask him "ni chou yan ah?" Duh.. i saw the smoke.. hahaha.. Made my way there.. 1st person i saw there was Ah Hong.. den meet a familiar figure.. Wei Liang! long time no see him.. Now his werking at Mdm Wong.. woah.. quite sat sat leh.. Listen to him about stories on the werking scene there.. The once playful guy who got into a lot of trouble with the law last time have outgrown that image i have in him liaoz.. gd gd, my fren is doing well..Hahaha funnie comments he made when he found out i ... nth.. hahaha... Played only half a game and then it start to rain.. KNS...

Went to the kopitiam to nua for a while be4 making my way to miss ang's hse to pick up her IC and the Confirmation Letter... Saw the dad! lol.. reminds me of Mou!! My gang would noe y.. hahaha... Made my way home and started watching tv till now.. There was this "Man vs Beast" show on.. one jap guy compete eating hotdogs against this alaskan bear.. tt bear was damn cute.. with a terrific appetite.. aiyah.. how can a man beat a bear in eating? bo ko leng one.. true to my word.. the bear won, hands down. Still.. the Alaskan Bear was damn cute..

Finished my dinner and started reading the papers for today.. they talked about how sly got the same contract taufik pocketed after winning the competition.. HOLD ON... 1st qn, y is the prizes the same? this is a competition aint it? 2nd qn, if the prizes are the same, how does it define taufik the winner, a mere title? for goodness sake.. u cant depend on a title to do anything.. Seems like this whole thing is just a battle of the "face".. Who win who Seh Bin nia.. hahaha.. Well i cant said i didnt expected it, but it kinda gone too public.. Worse still, mediacorp wasnt transparent enuff to show the results.. i mean wad is there to hide in a fair competiton? i cant think of any possible reasons.. They are just not being fair..

Going to meet alvin later for a short supper session. He went to watch a concert with his ex gf.. hm.. certainly hopes he will enjoy the concert.. hahah but i anticipate heart aches.. lol..

Hm.. Tmr will be the start of a 2 nite chalet.. i wonder wad i will be doing there.. drinkin? playing mahjong? stoning? talking cock with the heaps of ppl gg there.. ROC (relac on corner), or just sit and listen.. Well wadeva it is.. i hope duing the time i am away from civilisation, nth much will be changed.. cos i sense something really bad will happen when i get back from chalet.. i hope my senses are just anyhow acting up.. i just dun feel at ease.. i'd better go pack my bag.. Leaving in a couple of mins time..

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Today exceptionally hard to wake up.. Still met mou at 1+ to go orchard for lunch.. Ended up at pasta mania, hahah exactly at the same spot where i ate last time.. Ate their so called value meal? had a seafood mania.. Wasnt particularly satisfied with the pasta today.. Met up with jac and gab at starbucks.. Bought my usual drink and started talking cock.. kena suan by both gab and mou.. hm.. they always click them well becos they could gang up and suan me.. found it a lil.. over the edge so just decided to smile and let them luff at me, hahaha.. Waited for alvin to finish his bd discussion then went to cine to play pool. Slowly walked there, that's where we departed with jac cos she had to meet her fren.. LOL.. she gg to become her frenz hair model again.. gd life man.. heard tt she got her curls back.. hahaha.. while walking we saw a.. unmod skyline.. which looks a lil weird.. hahah.. he shld have mod it..

Well they played techno at kpool today.. just the way i like it, loud and hard banging... cos we're just below the BMG speakers.. Today didnt play that well.. think cos i was bz drinking my Heineken after alvin left.. Didnt wanna bring it home so i savour it there.. its been a long time since i last drank beer.. kinda too bitter.. but Thanks Jac! DFS beer taste so much sweeter.. hahaha.. I rmb at one particular game gab and mou seems unusually rowdy... i was playing the game with alvin so i didnt qn.. Weird.. they keep clapping when alvin got in a shot and said "gd job" , "well done"... i noe it aint sacarism but i found it strange.. that game so stress.. hahah lost in the end to shi fu.. i sat outta the next game.. md ask me sit beside him.. he smiled cheekily.. gab receive a call and said something like "u dunno how to come here", i was puzzled.. whose coming.. nv have i tot to link the rowdiness with the person coming .. haha.. den i turn and saw wp.. stun dio, but realised she was giving gab his bday prezzie, which reminds me.. i still owe gab a present! We exchanged hi and bye and then she went off... we cont to play till alvin had to leave to meet up with his frenz for his bday celebration.. play play play den gab tot it was time to go.. Off we left..

Me and md decided to head for checkers for dinner while gab went home... i order patty melt and ice coffee (standard) and md got a... steak with spagetthi and coke.. alvin and gang were there too.. talk cock a lil with ken abt comp stuff. They left for ktv, alvin asked us to go along, btu a guess a number of factors resulted in a rejection of his offer. a lil paiseh cos its his bday celebration but i aint there.. hahaha ur class one i also a lil paiseh to join lahz.. cant sing well.. OH OH! i hope ken start his aaron kwok compilations again.. wahaha!! After dinner, decided to stay a lil longer to talk abt stuff.. Life precious moments.. We shared problems and jokes... particularly the one on... md noe wad i am talking abt... we wanted to beat ppl after talking abt it.. HAHAH... too energetic i guess kekek.. Took a bus back home.. zZzZzZ stand all the way.. While on the way home.. seen some pretty nice cars ard.. lexus SC430.. M3...saw a Honda Civic Ek, dunnoe wad no. thu.. nice cars..

Got back and caught the announcement of the winner of the very 1st Sg Idols.. tadah.. taufik as expected.. mother didnt like the decision.. i tot its just another "predictable" ending.. some have their views on the winner..half said taufik is the best, half said sly shld have won.. Everyone is entitled to their opinions, just hope tt this isnt another topic where ppl talk abt and start getting angry becos of clashes of opinions.. it will really be childish, but funnie.. My personal view was, the guy with the better voice shld have one, someone whom ppl can take as a role model becos his judge on talent and not the market value of the person... Taufik is the better singer.. ppl would look up to him becos he have gone such a long way, improving tremendously.. But on the down side, it all depended on how many ppl are willing to fork out the money to vote.. i pity those whu voted for sly.. spending money but didnt see their "idol" win.. cruel world.. i hope this spells the end of a saga.. y a saga.. cos ppl are mad abt these sorta things.. mediacorp has done well by doing this.. even thu its kinda like a copy of the American Idols, it involved alot of public participation.. Singaporeans like that.. not all lah but it gets the whole country talking abt it.. Gd move to have it mediacorp.. *cheers*

Hmz.. its late at nite again and i am having some tots... I looked out the window for a while and listened to a song called "Wo Zhen De Yi Wei" by Zhang Dong Liang... One part of the lyrics speak "i really tot so, that by loving u twice as much, the past will be rewinded" hahah its a direct translation from chinese. hahaha... well.. the rest of the songs are basically quite meaningful, a lil of wad i see myself as.. It came to a pt where i tot "shld ppl hang on to something becos they believe in themselves or just let it go.." this qn applies to every situation in life, Love, Money, Friends...etc. To me.. we shld just go with the flow.. BUT have a certain amt of hope in the most impossible of situations.. its to train ourslves to be flexible.. Hm.. i better shuddup now.. feel like i could go on till its dust.. Ending this entry now, gg off to do some thinking at the kopitiam.. hahaha.. Wan An Peeps..

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*eating mayo + chicken shreds sandwich* Well this particular sandwich brings back memories.. lol.. At least the recipe is so called "perfected".. Hm.. let's see.. what have i been doing on a whole freaking Monday.. okiez.. i finished breakfast with mum.. slpt for 20 mins be4 meeting Chan and Mou for lunch at Bangkit.. Went there cos they wanted to cut their hair.. duh.. Ok.. Waited for them till their done... i saw md's cut, ok looks decent and neat.. *finally*.. ah chan was.. hm.. i was like wtf.. did the gal cut for u or not.. lol.. i see no change to ah chan's hair.. hahaha... Took 190 from mfeng busstop there. woah the freaking busstop.. forever looks the same.. Dropped off at Lot 1 to do some cd-rw shopping with md be4 i made my way to the cc..

Well i basically nua there.. nua at kopitiam.. play bball.. chat with frenz.. chat with frenz frenz whom are very funnie pks.. hahahah... talk cock abt bball and life.. hmz.. went back to play more bball.. until 8 den get home.. feeling sick liaoz.. SIAN! must be all those sweat.. had no choice but to cancel supper with alvin.. seriously cmi tt time.. Wait till 9 to go meet miss ang to get back marco's guitar den pass it to hui .. wa liew.. shag shag.. however miracly at 11 i was fine.. maybe it was the dinner at 10 that did the job.. Burned some files in the cd-rw md lend me.. need to do some backup as i am gg to reformat the comp liaoz.. gone with the wind i say! .. : /

Right now i am back to the 2am waiting for the 3am time to pass me by.. *mp3's playing Ji Mo Bian Yuan* Found out that this singer, Zhang Dong Liang is not bad.. hahaha.. shld listen to his songs.. Oh oh! alvin intro me to usher's song.. confessions part 1 and 2.. very very meaning.. dun see me getting into the same situation as wad the lyrics says thu.. hahaha... Hm.. noticed my mp3 player is kinda.. like.. over-worked.. crack screen, loose tuner.. i wonder how am i to use it now.. shessh.. quite sad that this mp3 player didnt last.. Will try to open up and fix it later.. grrr..

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