So all I ever write about in here is emotional stuff. Okay, so?
I want to.

Three days ago I flicked a bug that was on my moniter. It died, and stuck to the moniter.
To this minute... it is still on my moniter.
May all you future moniter-landing bugs learn an important lesson from your friend here.

Flick or be flicked, is what I always say.

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me (10:08:31 PM): you're a problem solver. and I'm a problem.
x bigtimepie x (10:08:37 PM): indeed
x bigtimepie x (10:08:40 PM): i'm workin on it.
me (10:08:54 PM): I don't want to be solved though.
x bigtimepie x (10:09:08 PM): doesn't matter what you want
x bigtimepie x (10:09:10 PM): you're the problem

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it was only yesterday, and quite a few days before then, when I looked in the mirror, and loved myself. Everything about myself, every flaw. It was all a part of me, each charactaristic solidly glued together to make one whole, living, breathing human being.

And now... after this. I look at how paper-thin it all was. How transparent of a mask. But the truth is, I haven't changed. I just lied to myself until I believed what I thought was true.

A soluable mask.
Well. I just stood under a waterfall.

I'm back to me. The me I was the whole time. Too bad I liked the lies better, they felt stronger.

Whatever. It's only been like, five minutes...

I'll be over it eventually. I'm more angry than sad.

Let's just hope that for every down, there's an up.

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I'm at Jamie's grandparents' house.

We were listening to Andre Rieu. and now Jamie is playing Tchaikovsky something or another. Those melodic notes will never let me be bored. it's kindof nice spending a night with the girls, something I haven't done in seriously too long. I don't stay up late too often, but I guess it's different when you're with your friends.

I like friends, friends are good for you.

I can't wait to try out for symphony. Finally no more of this non-varsity crap. Everyone will know their music, and grow from there, rather than from here.

wellp. I've decided to stop worring about silly things. I guess.
What is the use?

Hi Jon.You are my one friend.
lol.
<3 comment?

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x bigtimepie x (10:36:50 PM): x.x
me (10:37:05 PM): dont make that face
me (10:37:06 PM): what is it?
x bigtimepie x (10:37:22 PM): you
me (10:37:32 PM): me?
x bigtimepie x (10:37:38 PM): yes
x bigtimepie x (10:37:39 PM): you
me (10:38:41 PM): why me
x bigtimepie x (10:39:15 PM): i dunno
x bigtimepie x (10:39:17 PM): I like you
me (10:39:28 PM): oh
x bigtimepie x (10:41:58 PM): heh

me (10:42:29 PM): you.
x bigtimepie x (10:42:37 PM): me?
me (10:42:41 PM): yep
x bigtimepie x (10:42:44 PM): why me
me (10:42:47 PM): cuz
me (10:42:50 PM): I like you too.

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would it be crazy if I said, after all this, that he doesn't seem right for me?

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