wooh~ another news of my fren getting married. 1st 2 my cuzzie, now its my fren! ha... of cuz nt my fren hu's so young la... tadah, he's 30 liao! muahha...yeap yeap, James! tinkin of de times wen i was so crazily in love wif him, makes e wanna luff out loud. wahahah~ muz hav made de ppl by my side crazy too. lol... glad tt he's bk wif de previous one again. heh heh.. =) so many xi jiu wor~ suddenly so many ppl getting married, makes me so envious. *grin* wen's my turn?? *oops* im stil dreaming. LOL.

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heh heh..new blogskin..*smiles*

its June already..time past fast yeah. hmm. tml's a workin dae 4me again. oh no..monday blues. ha.. sian 1/2. im feelin much better after my 2daes MC liao. wednesday, totally numb+weak. jus laid on de bed, nua-ing. totally gt no energy to do anythg. dearie bought lunch 4me, accompanied me til bout 4 b4 he left hm, cos he wasnt feelin well too. *hugs*

i wasnt allowed to go out - order fr him. =( it was our monthly anni. made sth different tis time. he's been sajiao-ing tt ever since de first time i cooked for him on de 2nd dae we were togeda (at West Coast), i nv cooked for him anymore. so tis time rd, i did sth lo. Konyaku jelly~ sth tt i was crazy bout last time wen my mum first cooked it. hehe. every nite, she'll try different flavours n let us b de guinea pig. *grin* made de milo-flavour for him. (waiting for him to send me de pic)

well,basically jus nua-ing at hm til nite time..den zzz v early. blame de medicine! ha..lol..

Thursday, dearie bought lunch 4me again (he was late tho..ha). no appetite, but was forced to eat sth.. worse, i cant taste anythg at all. sigh. i cant taste spore's gd food! *sulks* after tt, i pestered dearie to bring me out. he said if my fever was gone, he wld bring me out. heh heh.. thr wasnt much of a fever le, except for flu+cough. yippe, so i can go out! hehe. jus a short one. dinner @ Bugis. =)

tok to babe over msn few daes bk, she's bk fr Shanghai wif her bf! hee, so happie for her, things gg good good for her! =) viv, how've u been? hope u'r doin good too kae! babe+viv+pigs, i miss ya! do tk care eh! =)

come Friday, was so sian cos hav to go bk work liao. ha.. sama sama lo.. den so sian can, de cheques so many again. i c liao also super duper low mood. grr~ jus waiting for knock off time man. :/ i headed to Spore Post to wait for dearie. bought him his fav Mango Tango. hehe.he was stuck in a jam. we wen over to Parkway to get lao da a bdae cake! =) den wen over to ECP to celebrate. so lucky, it din rained! de clouds look so dark wor. wasnt feelin tt well tt nite. totally no appetite. weird, im always sucha pig. but tt nite, reali din felt like eating.

left ard 11+ cos nex dae had to work, while dearie stayed over wif de guys. Saturday's work wasnt too bad (as usual). de cheques on saturday always can handle de..im so glad. =) i finished my stuff ard 1230 somemore.. but i couldnt leave. =( sigh. lagi worse, dey couldnt balance, so i stayed til abt 2..haiyo~ imagine 1.5 hr jus sit thr wait for dem to find their mistake. grr!

after work, wen hm to slp..continue my pig's lifestyle. met dearie at 9. sat at my condo thr tokin.. gg off, he piggy-backed me..hee.. had a late dinner at Kopitiam, den headed home. dearie's turn to b sick le. *sayang*

Sunday, laze ard on bed de whole morning. feels gd eh. but de tout tt i jus wasted half a dae kinda sian. nw muz treasure all my wk ends le. :p wen out wif my parents, to Parkway (again), cos mummy wanted me to look for my clothes for my cousin's wedding in 2 wks time. muz wear all white. bought 2 skirts fr Esprit cos mum couldnt decide which i shld get. lol. gt a Adidas shorts too.

ive decided to wear shorts n mit dearie on daes tt i feel like slackin. ha.. mum gt her clothes too. nice matching top+skirt. =) had my long long time nv drink teh-ping at yakun. lol. dearie came ard 5. walked a bit more, b4 we left for dinner cos dearie was hungry. hee.*my piggy*

din do much, jus enjoying each other's company. =) short day, but gr8 time. *smiles* oh, did i mention, my dearie wld b away for 2 wks.. *sob* he's enlisting tis Friday. sad, but happie for him, cos getting in early was sth dearie has always wished for. so yup, happie for him. =) go in early, come out early. *smiles* sadly, i doubt i can send him off, cos i cant tk any leave. =( hmm. so nw, tryin to spend as much time as i can wif him. 2 wks nt v long, but i'll miss him la. :p

miss his act cute eyes, miss his wink-wink eyes, miss his big big grin, miss his tight tight hug, miss his cold lame jokes, miss his loud loud laughter, n more more. (dearie, i miss de pickles ur mum always made for me too! hehe..) tout of hw m i gonna spend my time wen dearie isnt ard..hmm. cant b meeting my frens everyday also..ha.. time to go to de gym again! lol. dun wan to b fatter than dearie wen he comes out. lol. tinkin of takin back Exotic Dance class again. it cost quite a lot tho. n de location quite ooh lu. dey hav 2 locations nw. i wan to hav my time well-spent! heh. learn sth better than rotting at hm eh? =)

somehow, i do miss sch. seeing my frens excited over their timetables etc makes me wanna hav lessons too. geez. i stil aint sure whr i shld go. part of me stil wish to tk up de Shatec course. sadly, its jus a Diploma. tts wad holding me bk. sigh~ been my interest all de while, but sigh..

spore is all bout qualifications..sob! doubt my chances of getting to local uni is high, so nex option wil b SIM le, tho many of my frens discourage me to. SIM, den got to wait til nex April le. mm. meantime work den~ stil on de lookout for better jobs. shall stay strong wif de current one first! time to save money. grr~


miss u, dearie. *hugs*
Lots of Love,

jac

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im feelin so weak now. restless. today is like one of de worst dae tt happen to me. yest in de office, i was sneezing real bad. it affected my work concentration but i tried to do de best i can. for fear of dem saying i slackin or wad..after work, met dearie n gab for dinner @ Bugis V8. i couldnt eat anythg fried, so had pasta. felt reali unwell n dizzy, so headed home. these few daes ive been slpin early..like ard 10.. gd ger huh? lol..

today..i woke up feelin as if im dead. i couldnt wake up in actual fact. dad told me to c a doc, cos i was sneezing like 10 times in a row. ha..but stubborn me refuse to. i wen to work instead. i noe im sick, but it wasnt to de extent tt i couldnt do a single work. wen to work..sian..but stil smiled to pple. work was de same la. i was stil sneezing.. wifout knowing, i finished using 2 packets! was struggling cos my nose jus kp running..

to make matters worse, we had a meeting today n i was indirectly kena shoot. =( after tokin de major issues, my supervisor (who's leaving soon) said: "and also, if de posting are too much to b done, pls do cor for help. no one can b a hero at it". she din mention my name, but hello she was lookin at me, n de fact is im de only one doin posting lo?! tho pissed, i act as if nth happen, jus nod my head all de wae. of cuz i was so pissed off. u tink i wan to b hero? pls lor..crazy! nt tt i dun wan to ask for help.. once in awhile, my supervisor do come ard to check de work load. den she always claim i can finish all, even wen i told her its a bit too much, n we wil nt b able to finish by de cut off time.

wad can i stil do man? hav to obey her orders wad. i cant vent my anger in de office. i wanted to complain yet i noe it wil make things wrse for me. everyone wil hate me. posting today was hell. (actually everyday is) i was so angry so i insisted on doin slowly.. see if dey wil ask anyone to help a not.. ha..im so wrong man! sigh~ if nt for de contract.. i wun stay anymore. hai~ while workin, i was holding one piece of tissue on my left hand n de other typin. one of de supervisor even tout i was fakin to b sick! to hell! argh..

met dearie at Bugis after he met his fren. i dunno y but everythg got even worse. he claims tt i wasnt tokin to him in a nice tone. i felt so down, cos im already soo sick, yet he doesnt even show a bit of concern. plus de stress fr work, i couldnt tk it n jus cried at de food court. i felt reali shit cos all i wanted was for him to display a bit of care. after his dinner, we wen straight to de doctor. dizziness is so irritating. coudlnt walk properly. cab was so hard to find so we took a bus instead.

dearie came wif me to de clinic. after de doc measured my temperature.. he showed de thermometer to dearie, which i saw 36 degree. tinkin, i tout heng ah.. mayb only flu, nt too bad. nv did i noe..i saw wrongly! it was de opp side ma.. so it was actually 39 deg. y de doc showed dearie first? hmm. he said my giddiness was due to my fever too. n de runny nose + cough jus came all at once. makin me feel so lethargic.

he gave me 2 daes MC. i finally can rest. de work is reali a torture. how can dey make us work until lidat? sigh.. prolly im jus so incompetent. shouldnt b complaining so much. thr r ppl much worse off, having 40 deg etc. *frown*

on a happier side.. last wkend was spent fruitfully. gee. dearie picked me up fr work.. at nite, we had dinner at Si Chuan Dou Hua n so sway.. my shoe broke. sigh. one of my fav shoe wor. gt hm to tk another pair den headed to West Coast to mit dearie's frens. chan's poly frens came along too. =) b4 tt, dearie let me drove his car. n i jus scared de hell outta him. guess he wun allow me to drive anymore. *sulks*

we played Mafia at Mac again. lol. it was some sort a gathering for de guys since dey wld b away for NS soon. afterwhich headed to Marina to play pool. left ard 4. was kinda tired liao. spend de nite wif dearie, den gt home ard 12noon, after breakfast cum lunch. lol.

feelin as if im emitting heat rite nw. it totally sucks. i cant tok well. i cant breathe well. damn it. nt in a v gd mood nw either. sigh. bad things r always happening. *double sigh*

~wish u were by my side~
Love,
Sick Jac

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tho yest was only a short time wif dearie, thanks dear for coming over n fetch me! *grin* im so sorry for making u wait..work la! blame de work blame de work! LOL... *thank u*

soon Saturday wld b over n its Monday blues again. sigh~

heh..debbie, im so happie for u! tis fren of my, her bf planned a surprise for her, n wen dey met up for dinner yest, he made her tear wif joy, wif a digital camera in front of her! wow.. de bf bought her de camera tt she always wanted. correct model, correct colour! can imagine her happiness at tt pt of time! muz b speechless rite? hee. im gald for u too babe! =)

k la..gonna hav breakfast wif my parents liao! :p


Love,
Jac

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Argh.. listening to the infuriating noise of the grass cutters and vacuum cleaners.. kinda irritating.. Woke me up from, it may seem, my eternal slumber.. Didnt go to work today, anyway i have quited.. cos i found another warehse job at jurong shipyard tt pays better.. Or at least i feel have better employee welfare... OT standard 1.5 time, but i dun get it in popular.. Gr... So off i go to jurong shipyard on monday.. Now since i am awake, i tot i'd give dearie i surprise by fetching her from her workplace, dun have the car now but at least we can spend a lil more time tgt..

Last few days have been a blast.. driving ard while overblasting my ald mod speakers (by the previous owner) haha.. shock.. yeah.. excited.. HELL YEAH... the engine's so much smoother, suspension alot better, not much road feedback.. cool.. damn satisfied with the price my dad paid.. just 20k for a car with 6 yrs of life! woHO!.. Listening to hybrid theory, refresh, rave party 4, moffats, 98 degrees etc.. I am just happy to be able to drive..

Just had a one nite stay at the AmenZ chalet.. damn it.. i just rmb the Mafia game ah chan tot us.. Had a freaking gd time lying ard, saying i am the doctor.. (actually i wasnt, i was the killer) at least i lied my way thru and save my skin from being voted dead! on this note, we have found out whose the dumbest civilian alive! Birdie aka Koh Seng Heng!!!! wahahaha.. he claims his the doctor and save hui and hao.. but ah fat.. claps and gives us a spastic face saying "Very interesting story, but i am the real doctor" Everyone burst into luffter! we couldnt believe how dumb birdie was, ok fine he claims he wanna make the game more int, LOL.. but he just made himself to paiseh lor.. PPL whose present there will agree on this following statement.. "Kill the Bird, we MUST!" *falls to the grd luffing*

Been out on a mini steam boat consisting of me jac gab nich jen and wernie.. Ate pretty alot, i felt tt again, i ate too fast.. causing me the extra stomach space to fill more food inside.. hoho.. oh y eah after the steamboat, when everyone was sweaty and have a particular bbq smell, we went to play pool, hoho i seven ball nicholas.. yippie.. he chalks the cue too much! so must stop him from wasting valuable time.. = money...

Most of my buddies are gg into army soon, really gg to miss their company, jokes, and infectious luffter.. Gd luck my friends and comrades.. May NS not make our friendship drift apart... i still have 3 mths to bum ard be4 i feel the lvl of worry increase be4 i get in.. Well.. adios my friends.. =)

By Wilson

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