well.....pepboys couldnt fix my car this time....i guess they are gonna give me a full refund on all the work that they did before......:!:score:!:.....so awesome thats like 460 dollars worth of free shit.....holla......well....now my car was towed to aamco.....and since i put a new transmission in it in february the transmission is under warranty still.....so holla back.......that means my car gets fixed for free this time.....and it should i mean the new transmission costed damn near 3 grand to they better fix this shit for free..............anyways i have been carless for almost an entire week.......grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......for those of you who dont drive you have no idea how this feels...i mean depend on something.....for two years.....my car is my freedom and its my only means of transportation cause my parents are gone ...have been for four weeks....will be for at least another two maybe three........so im like dyeing.....i mean have something you depend on with your life for like ever and then lose it.......fuck this sux.....

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had so much fun today.....i just got back from playing paintball......it was off the heezy my neezy.....i didnt get hit once.....im so tight like that......i was using a sniper gun.......OMG i had so much fun.....but i really wanted to get hit so i could show off my welt to rover but that didnt happen.........i heard a few people say they would just shoot at me once but i was like naw i dont want it to be close range.........grrr.....i still wanted to get hit....oh well i was asked ro ref next weekend and i get to play all day for free so im not trippin.......holla.......ok well ima go check out the NTsurvivor thing and see you all later.......

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ok.....so i jus got my car back yesterday and i had to take it back in yesterday........i was home all of oh about 30 seconds when my car leaked out about a quarter of a quart of oil...........which for all those car illiterate people out there that mean that the person who fixed my car did a really crappy job...not to mention they didnt clean out the glass in my front passenger side window......and i got cut cleaning glass out with my bare hands.........(time out: my phone just rang and so i got up and ran to go get it and i dove on my bead cause my phone was sitting right next to my bed and i hit my head on the wall......ouch) ............well....i was at the house maybe an hour before the tow truck showed up and i got my car towed back to the car place..........well after getting in trouble by my mom and grandma because i was so pissed off that i wasnt answering my cell phone i stayed home last night......met this guy named john.....he's cool.....i like him i think....oh but i found out that rovers sisters boyfriend likes me.........umm......wow......somehow my love triangle just got a whole lot bigger.....well and smaller at the same time......ive decided to get off of rover's nuts......i found out that last night he was flirting majorly with this girl trying to get down her pants and well im dont really care about that part it just sparked a thinking process in my head and well i would much rather have rover as a friend.....get know him as a friend....and if later.....like way later....we end up together fine....but im not gonna try to get him....im gonna stop calling him unless i REALLY NEED TO talk with him.....i mean im not gonna excommunicate him or anything.....im jus not gonna go out of my way to say hi to him and to talk to him.......no big deal.....oh and if he starts wondering why im doing this and actually comes after me then ill know that he truely likes me...but if he doesn't ....no hard feelings.......well......anyways.....back to the car.....it turns out there is a leak in the transmission belt.....and they have to drop the transmission to fix it (once again for those car illiterate people.....that means a lot.....A LOT....of work). so im not gonna get my car back for a few days......but there is an up side to all of this.....ok rover's sisters boyfriend, you know the one who likes me, his name is matt.....well it turns out john....his friend.....works at the place i took my car in to get fixed......well john.....i think he likes me too but im not sure on that one.....he bought me jack in the box yesterday....yummy....but anyways....john is gonna take me to go play paintball tomorrow morning......thats gonna be real fun......i cant wait.....hmmm....i know i dont need a relationship right now especially cause i am leaving to the bay area in 21 days....but i can still have flings right????

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AGH!......so frustrated right now.......at rover, at myself, at my piece of shit ford, at my sister, at my house, the list goes on and on and on and on its not even funny.......but on the up side this is the first time in my life that i ever felt truly cute.........wow.......my self image has changed tremendously in the past day...... i went out last night to celebrate my new hair cut....got really drunk........and this guy named eddie wanted to fool around with me real bad but all i could think about was ben (aka rover)......well that and the fact that his dick was REALLY small.......but thats a story for another day..........ok so im supposed to be going...no forget supposed to be...i AM going to this ten month long discipleship, dance, drama, outreach, school thing in like 22 days.......and here i am being a bad girl......i mean the things ive dont within a months time this summer is more than i have ever done in my entire life........its crazy........oh and my sister seems to think she's my mom now.....even though she is four years younger than me......hunny.....ive been where your at...dont try to tell me how life is.......i was there not too long ago........but she doesn't listen to that........she just goes on pretending she is my mom.......and she swears my parents want to send her to a group home but i have never heard those words outta their mouths.....she just wants attention.........so frustrated.....oh and the fact that i had to call people to take me grocery shopping yesterday sucks major ass.........ugh i cant even run errands...i am truly stuck at the house......oh and i was texting this guy and he was like whats up and i was all im stranded and he was like y and i told him about my car and then he was like oh.....and then he was like what r u doing this weekend.......gee i wonder .....oh yeah im staying home.....thats what happens when you dont have a car to get you to where you need to go........grrrrr.....oh and my window got broken into becaus emy mom told me to get my car towed to a ghetto ass area and leave it there over night....oh well ....i was talking to a friend that works at the place i left it and i guess the car parked right next to mine was completely stripped down to nothing but a frame......and i guess they tried to take my tires and the dumb asses couldn't figure out how to get off the car so they had to break the window to get in the glove box to get the owners manual well too bad my owners manual is at home.......so nothing but one hub cap got taken off of mine........ha ha.......great.....anyway.......im out...i gotta go puke.........see you all later

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Oh wow.....i feel like im high.....i cut off 8.5 inches of my hair and ive got short hair now and wow.......i love it.....i look soooooooooooooo goooooood.....i got compliments from people who saw me when i walked in and saw me when i was finished.........wow.....never had that one happen before.........alll i know is its party time....oh and pics soon to be up as soon as my digi cam is returned........wow

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so my car breaks down again today......spent 2 grand on it last month and now im spending another 7 grand to get it fixed ......again.........i should have just bought a new car

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