i had crabs for dinner today.. 3 crabs... large size at harris crab house.. i think... it is quite good.. but i was too slow that the crabs were cold when i reached my 3rd crab.. on the way home, i suddenly grew soooooooo hungry that i felt like vomiting.. made myself hot cocoa the moment i touched down.. felt much better but still hungry... darn... am i a pig or wat?? anyways... i think crab meals are not enough... should order some side lines next time.. this is my lesson learned...

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my heart was once torn by a knight..
i once thought he was the one in my life..
however, things didn't turn out right..
and now we're out of each other's sight...

time goes by ever so quickly..
heard his name with another girl...
a girl he once told me who is wonderful..
who is passionate about music..
and encouraged me to befriend her...

looking at their picture on internet..
it made me wonder..
was i really that bad a gf?
and wound start to bleed again..

it's a vicious cycle..
i don't know how to stop it...
and i don't know why i can't let it go yet...
maybe the fortune cookie is right...
only time will heal wounds...

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u r like a bug...
an annoying bug that cannot be shooed...
i feel u crawling underneath my skin..
i feel u breeding in my brain...

everywhere i see...
there is ur silhoutte in my mind...
everywhere i go...
there is ur voice in my mind...

could it be the loneliness now..
or the real missing-you-darling part..
that supplies the nutrients for ur survival..
the bug in my mind..

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after a tiring flight last night, i have finally reached my aunt's place at 12am...

ellicott city is 5 minutes drive away from her place... and it's beautiful~~ it's like entering the oldern times of America.. hope to walk the town soon..

till then... how do you talk with your relatives that you haven't seen in ten years?? and staying with them??

ideas are welcome...

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after the rain last night, coolness has now surround us... ahh.... what a beautiful day.. a beautiful day for jazz music... a good book... a slow walk by the lake holding hands with the one you love...

so i do have jazz music playing... and the good book can wait... but someone that i love... is so far away... and now even more as we decided to just be friends... it is hard to reverse... it's hard to let go when it is so precious...

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i don't have much trouble sleeping in any condition...
so i always wonder why it's so hard for others to sleep on hot nights....

now i know why....
i almost had the idea of sleeping in a bath tub filled with cold water...
that's how bad the heat was last night~~

furthermore, the heat dried my hair in 20 minutes time....

this is madness....

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