They didn't have the clip of one of my other favorite parts of this show, so these are the only two you're gonna get. Enjoy.

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Haha. I just listened to the two messages that Stuart left me. It was kinda funny cuz I heard things I hadn't heard when I listened to them before. Like in the one he left earlier today.

I was at work both times when he left the messages so I had all the noise from there kinda distracting me, but now that I'm home and in complete silence, it was easier to focus on what he was saying.

I would have been able to see him tonight, had I been the closing manager. He wanted to come in and get some food, but he didn't want to talk to or see Gary. When I told him that Gary was closing manager, that inevitably made up his mind that he wasn't going to get food from work.

Now, I'm not sure if that's good for me or not. First of all, he could have called the work phone to find out who was closing manager. Instead he called me. Second, he probably would have showed up had Gary not been there. It could be looked at in two ways; one, he wanted to see me, or two, he just really didn't want to see Gary. Either way, I could have potentially seen him, but the cards weren't dealt in my favor.

Oh well. I can always hope for another time.

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At the present moment, today is looking to be a day of nothingness. Basically just a typical day for me.

Last night I didn't really feel like typing up an entry, but I wanted to write so I decided to actually write it down. I have this notebook {actually its just a small binder with paper in it} that I use as a journal-type thing. Since I've had my computer, I rarely use it anymore cuz I can just write everything here on NuTang.

Usually when I write stuff down in my notebook, its not very long cuz either my hand starts to hurt {from not having wrote {written?} for days at a time or cuz I've already posted something on NuTang and really have nothing else to say. But last night, I actually wrote two pages of stuff. And even after I wrote a pretty long entry on here. I guess I just had a lot to say.

For some reason, though, as I was writing, I had a feeling about today. It was weird cuz it was a good feeling. Usually when I get a feeling about the next day or so, its not good, but this one was good. I had a feeling that something was going to happen today, but it wasn't going to be bad. It was going to be good. I wonder what it'll be, if it even does happen.

Alright, I guess that's it for now. I guess I'll update you later and let you know what came of the good feeling.

Oh, you can sort of cross off 'get drunk' on my list of things I want, but I wasn't quite drunk enough to be considered drunk. So that's why I said you can sort of cross it off.

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Its bright and sunny. There's not a single cloud in the sky. Its 90 degrees outside right now. There is a slight warm breeze.

I'm sorry, but isn't it still WINTER?!

I hate this kind of weather.

Damn Arizona desert weather.

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As much as I like food, I don't like it when my appetite decides it wants to start coming back after having been gone for a week and a half {or any elongated period of time}.

I decided to eat a little more than I have been, but not much more. And now my stomach hurts. I ate too much. Ugh!

I can't win.

I hate food sometimes. Food is great, except when your body doesn't like what you're feeding it. Then its not so great.

Oh well. My stomach ache should be gone in a few hours, if not sooner.

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I want:

~ to call Stuart, but I don't really have anything to say {I'd rather talk to him face to face} and I don't want to interupt anything he might be doing.

~ more money {this is actually more of a need}

~ a car {so is this one}

~ to leave Tucson now

~ to find a new job, but there's hardly a point since I'll just be quitting it in 3 1/2 months

~ to get drunk

~ it to be much cooler than it actually is {the high for today was 87 and its supposed to be that way the entire rest of the week}

~ to lose weight

~ to call someone {other than Stuart}, but I don't really like talking on the phone. besides, I wouldn't know what to say

~ to go to a party or a club with a bunch of friends

~ to spend an entire day riding rollar coasters

~ to meet up with an old friend from school, get fucked up wasted, but afterwards never see them again

~ to have a never-ending supply of chocolate

~ a digital camera so that I can take random pictures when I'm bored like this

~ to delete my myspace, but can't seem to bring myself to do so

~ to go sky diving

~ to learn sign language

~ to hang out with Stuart or just sit at home and cuddle with him while watching movies

~ to go to a foreign country {not exactly sure which one at this point}

~ to be able to see without the aid of glasses or contacts

~ to write a story and actually finish it {I need motivation for this one, but I can't seem to find the right kind of motivation}

~ to get another piercing

~ to get another tattoo

~ to meet someone famous

~~ That's it for now. I'm extremely bored right now and those are just some things I was thinking about that I want. I'm pretty sure some of them I'll actually get, but others I know I never will. Oh well. I can still dream, wish and want.

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