It's day 3 of christmas break and I'm feeling . I'm stuck at home because my mom is sick and we can't go anywhere or else she'll get worse, and I'm locking myself in my room because I'm living in fear of my stepdad. Deep in my heart I want to have a merry christmas with him, but the past always comes back everytime I try to. I even try to talk this out with my friend and all he seems to be concerned about is what I'm getting him for a present. Looks like I'll be looking for a new friend in 2004.

Goals for 2004
-Look for a new friend
-find an internship outside of the state for the summer so I don't have to stay home.
-start looking for job opportunites after graduation.
-find an apartment FAR ENOUGH FROM EVERYONE!

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Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you?



Which Veggie Tales character are you?
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You are Numbuh 4. The tough kid. You hate anything
girly and can't wait to pick a fight. You may
run into situations without thinking but you
never back down. Even if its with a person who
could easily beat you to a bloody pulp. Good
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you are darkolivegreen #556B2F

Your dominant hues are green and yellow. There's no doubt about the fact that you think with your head, but you don't want to be seen as boring and want people to know about your adventurous streak now and again. Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it. Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.

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I find truth in this one

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I'm finally done with EVERYTHING!!!! I'm on Christmas Vacation now and I'm about to.....

make like a couch potato and watch DVDs

Here's a weird quiz. But I like the results.


Congratulations! You're Legolas!

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Fight Club!

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well I'm done with my 3 posters now all I have to do is the booklet cover and print everything. Luckily the final was moved to Thursday at 11 p.m. But I know I'll be done by that time. Christmas will be great as long as I don't have to face my stepdad. Always calling me names and degrading me. Oh well...at least it serves as a motivation for me to finish school and move out on my own.

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yesterday...

1.) got sick. went to my mom's hospital and stayed there the whole day.
2.)my stepdad, started calling me names again while I was burning up a fever.
3.) I still had to study for finals, with very few hours of sleep.

I'll update again when I have something cool to say.

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