today was an a-ok day...started off slow but then in chem we had an easy lab and then in directed and english Val was squirtin water on people in the hall with her water bottle. she got my back really bad at the end of last period and i didnt even realize it till i heard her giggling behind me. stupid girl, haha.

i was lookin up some concerts after school and i found one in NJ that i wanna go to...its gonne be Senses Fail, The Early November, Fall Out Boy, The Chemitry, Midtown, The Starting Line and i cant remember anyone else...its the 30th but who knows if that'll ever happen. i hope so. but jes like Fall Out Boy alot so i looked them up specifically and they're playin down in southern PA around the 17th or so...i cant remeber now....but yea...i just hope my plans to see Sleepwell follow through ok...please please please:) haha yeaaa..wouldnt mind seeing Something Corporate in Scranton or Ithaca 17th and 23rd or soemthing like that..hm.hm.hm..

yeap but now i'm off to jesser's for the night:) yea yea! ....wrestling tomarrow and then back home saturday evening cause my cousins are commin over:) :)

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haha tonight sellecks came over to eat dinner and whatnot. it was fun. keaton, brodie, jeff, and jenelle all came over...it was interesting thats for sure. all we did was sit around and talk but it was amusing. jeff's baboon phobia, brodie's bannana foods...haha just odd...

today when i went for my dentist appt. Sharon from soccer ended up cleanin my teeth and whatnot. haha we just talked about soccer the whooolllle time. she'd have to stop in mid cleaning so i could answer her and whatnot. shes funny, shes really nice too.

haha and i keep picturing Diane getting in the recruiters car so he couldnt leave...that made my day. haha oh boy...his face was getting so red

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-sigh- today was the last day before the mexico people come back to school...chems been fun with so many less people, but we shall all survive. today we had cake that michelle made in celebration of Jett:) haha it was good stuff. plus it is our last day so ya know we have to party it up some more before its back to normal. then in directed, i went down to the library to get a pass and your suppposeee to get it ahead of time..but i didnt. and anyway ms wies or whatever her name is started bitchin at me for no reason. i gave her the pass to sign and she gave me this wtf do oyu think your doing look "is this for now? did you sign the paper??" i told her i didnt since i wasnt goin to use a cmputer then she goes on to tell me that you Have to even if you arent. so i was just like "ok i'll sign right here where this person crossed their name off" so i did and she got in my face even more "can you just take no for an answer?? do your have to push for everything?? is this how you treat your parents?" haha yeaaa i was just like "well obviously this person isnt comming in the library today since their name is crossed off the list. so whats the differenc?" yea..i didnt go to the library today..

I got a ride home from Katie tonight and on the way home she was talking about some case files from the supreme court they were discussing in her history class last period today...the one was really pissing me off the more i thought about it and we talked about it. it was a case about a man that applied to a college year after year and the college told him to keep trying but he could never get in because his place or whatever was given to minorities...but the case was put off and still now minorities get first dibs. and i never knew this but i guess Silata had a scholarship to some college (cant remeber what one but) for lacrosse and whatnot and she was totally set for everything but then they had to take it all away from her and give it to some black girl just cause they didnt have one on the team yet that year. well personlly i have different feelings on the whole miorities issue. if they dont meet expectations then that should be it, plain and simple. if theres someone better that you, then they deserve it more. they should be the ones getting the scholarship..what makes them so special? If black people can have scholorships for blacks only...why cant whites? oh wait we're being racial...yea ok so what are the black doing then? thats still discriminating...its pathetic what people get away with...but whatever people are selfish and want too much attention when they dont deserve it. its all about excuses and loop holes. people should just suck it up and work for what they want for once

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yey:) mr harold has a new son! haha i saw him after scool today. i was sleepin in the lobby of my moms ofice and i thought i heard his vioce so i woke up and just saw him as he was walking out the door. so me and my fat ankle hobbled outside as fast as we could and i caught up with him. in directed michelle did some detective work and saw an email to a teacher sayin his wife had a baby and all but i asked him again...i mean you never know in troy. so he confirmed it all and i filled him in on mine and jesser's accomplishments in Halooooo! haha yeaaaa! ...well its been two hours about since i started writing this....and my mood has changed...one of my best friends birthdays slipped my mind totally and completely...wow how much of an ass can someone be...and found out that some guy has been an even more of a dick than i thought possible to someone else..if i see him next sunday i dont know what i'l do t him....plus i got all pissy at someone tonight and i feel like a bitch for all that...

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yesterday wasnt as bad as i made it out to be...that was all my anger talking. and my dad isnt as much of a dick as i made him out to be either. now 'm off t oa wonderful day of school...i could stay home if i wanted....but i guess i'll go anyway...whatever..

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thank nonexisting god that i got to hang out with jesser this weekend...even thought she did keep me up all night singing, i'm glad she came over:)....saturday i was so bummed cause we couldnt go over to devons..so instead i went to the mall with jes and her family. broke and faith didnt want me or their own sister comming be cause oh god forbid they would have to take the vannnn. i showed up anyway and we went to see Be Cool...its gay. yea so we came back to my house and burnt some cds. all of the best songs are on them of course. this morning we had nothing to do. we WERE going to go canoeing but even though it was nice outside there was ice on the creek in spots so whatever...yea so soccer was...ok...the first game we did was good, we tied..6-6..dale dunbar oh whatever the hell his anem is played on our team and it annoyed the shit outa me. hes gotta tell everyone what to do like hes the fucking coach or something. theres a difference between talking on the field and just being an idiot like he was. and YIPPEE he plays with us in the second game...but in our first game i got hit in the face with the stupid ball. my nose didnt bleed though. i was so happy. but today was our last game. real one anyway....no one can make it to the last last one next sunday cause they have soccer in vestal...whats the use of going now. we dont even play a real team to begin with....i wanted to just cry when keaton said no one was gonna make it next weekend...i pry wont even see blake anymore...i think i'm gonna just go to their games with them next weekend instead...yea so the second game the ball hit me right in the neck...that felt great...i just walked off and of course my dad tries to come over and ask if i'm ok or whatever....you dont care about me any other time why does it fucking matter now? oh yea make yourelf look like you actually care in front of everyone there i get it...whatever, god. i hate it when people ask me if i'm ok...like they really care, dont any other time. i heard ONE person...packard maybe..when i walked off hes just like "shes just pissed let her go" Thank You...at least some ones not stupid...then came half time and DDDALLLLLEE, all know dale.. started telling us what we need to do better. haha oh thats just what i wanted to hear..more of his bullshit. again...just got up and left...when i went back out what do i do...none-other than twist my ankle. of course its the one that ive twisted so many times i cant even count. darren came over to help me up and charlie was all gay and told him to get away from me. then he gets up in my face asking me if i was ok. i was just like get me off the floor and i went over to the booth and sat down. they didnt have any ice so i put two water bottles on my ankle...yey...i was surprise when the one kid who i was goin against when i fell came over to me and told me good game and he hoped i got better soon. that made me feel better. again one more person thats not stupid...thank you. ...i cant believe its all over with now...that really does upset me......whatever...me and my fat anke are done for the night

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