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mOchA & La++E we|comEs a|| t0 the|r Life j0urNey..
+|s iS a s|mplE di@ry dep|ct|ng thE LifE oF j@c & WiL..
itS thE 200th d@y s|ncE oUr 2 hear+s be@t aS oNe..
+Is |ovE wiLL haV n0 haPPy enDinG..
c0s' iT wiLL nEveR enD aT aLL..

the Man
# wilson
# 20 yrs old
# 27th jan
# resides in the West
# only son
# Officer Cadet School
# email at [email protected]

*he loves *

# her
# the AmenZ
# basketball
# soccer
# pool
# supporting Manchester United
# Tong Hua
# driving her around
# Mango Tango|Gelato Ice Cream|Old Chang Kee's Squid|Yakitori Eel|Tako Pachi|Rotiboy
# cracking lame jokes
# pineapple tarts
# prata at Bukit Timah

*his mood *

*his wishlist *

:: watch Magadascar ::
:: watch Sponge Bob Square pants ::
:: watch Unleashed ::

the Lady
# jacqueline
# 20 yrs old
# 18 mar
# resides in the East
# middle child
# Bank Executive
# email at [email protected]

*she loves *

# him
# the weekends
# swimming
# watching vcds
# Tong Hua
# chocolate|dim sum|ice cream|
# shopping
# cooking
# West Coast|East Coast|Esplanade|Mt Faber

*her mood *

*her wishlist *

:: watch Magadascar ::
:: Escada perfume ::
:: watch Everlasting Regret ::
:: watch April Snow ::
:: digital camera ::
:: office bag ::
:: Coach sling bag ::
:: shoes & more shoes ::
:: pink ipod mini ::
:: shopping at Johor ::
:: cut my hair ::
:: manicure+pedicure ::

the calendar
2005
July

29th - CuiJuan
30th - Janis

September
7th - Xiuwen
15th - Sharrel
19th Cindy

October
2nd - Xintian
7th - Nor
11th - Roanna
13th Yeow Tuck
17th - Jiayun
19th - Orientation
20th - OB & MIS (start of term)
28th - Nicholas
29th - Gabriel

November
1st - Candice
3rd - Yingyun
4th - Brenda
10th - Eugene
11th - Samantha
13th - Lynette
17th - Novem
21st - Lynn
24th to 27th- OB Lecture
29th - Kelly

December
1st - James
10th - Jolin
12th - OB assignment due
15th - Qiwen
18th, 20th to 23rd - MIS lecture
25th - Selina
27th - Maybelline, Peiling
31st - Tricia

2006
January

6th - Lihe
9th - MIS assignment due
18th - MIS Exam
19th - MM & BF (start of term)
23rd - Daddy
27th - Dear
31st - Vivian

February
4th - Angeline
20th - Julia
23rd - Jon
28th - Mummy

March
1st - Anniversary
4th - Cindee
1st to 5th - MM Lecture
10th - Jennifer
11th - Stella
11th to 14th - BF Lecture
17th - Denise
27th - Shufen

April
3rd - BF assignment due
5th - Sister
9th - Shawn
10th - MM Exam
14th - Doris
17th - BF Exam
18th - Claire
18th - BPS & BL (start of term)

May
7th - Sujuan
15th - Yuwen
16th - Wynn
17th - Joyce
20th to 23rd - BPS Lecture
24th - Brother
31st - BL Lecture

June
1st to 4th - BL Lecture
11th - June
12th - BPS assignment due
16th - Xiaoyi
19th - BL assignment due
27th - Jieshan

July
3rd - BPS Exam
10th - BL Exam
11th - MA & EP (start of term)
29th - Cuijuan

August
14th to 18th - MA Lecture
24th - Jinwei
28th to 31st - EP LEcture
30th - Chan Howe

September
1st - EP Lecture
4th - MA assignment due
18th - EP assignment due
26th - Ida

October
4th - MA Exam
18th - EP Exam
19th - SAPM & TRM (start of term)

November
1st - Candice
3rd - Yingyun
4th - Brenda
13th to 17th- SAPM Lecture
26th to 29th - TRM Lecture

December
4th - SAPM assignment due
18th - TRM assignment due

2007
January

25th - SAPM Exam
29th - TRM Exam

perfect wedding!
Tuesday. 21.6.05 8.29pm
been feelin kinda tired to update these daes. not much of a major event, except for my cousin's wedding.

Friday
wen home after work. too tired to go out. =(

Saturday
had tim sum breakfast wif my parents.yum yum. hee. love tim sum! esp de har gao! hee. :p wen to work after tt. yea, managed to finish my stuff by 1pm. *smiles* left office ard 115..but too bad.. i'll b alone for a few hrs. =( mum had facial at 2, so only met her ard 330. walked ard at PS. was on de search for accessories for de wedding. dad came ltr cos my aunt came to our plc last minute, to use de pool. =)

gt myself 2 necklaces fr Chomel, mum gt a earring. shopped for a lil while, den headed to Raffles City. mum wanted to find a blouse tt can match wif her just-bought-skirt but din find nice ones. mm. come evening, we walked dwn to Bugis and had our dinner @ Fish & Co. delicious! hee. parents shared de Seafood Platter for 2, while i had de Terriyaki Salmon - dearie's fav! gee.

took pics of my parents:

Sunday
had to wake up ard 5+ in preparation for my cousin's wedding (had to b at her plc b4 7am). din exactly slp much de dae b4. kinda excited i guess. hee. not my wedding also hor? hehe..

had some time after preparing, so i took some pics. hee. my short hair:

upon reaching my cousin's place at Hougang..:

their family:

the groom(oso my cousin..lol):

b4 he can see de bride...some sabotage gg on..lol.. firstly, he was forced to eat a sandwich, contaning bittergourd! buahaha...:

den dey had to dance (dey decided to dance de William Hung dance..lol):

half way there...but de game's not ended!

he had to relate to us, de very first time he called de bride for a date..hee:

next..answer some riddles! lol..:

den, answer tough maths question!

den finally, he had to sae mushy stuffs to de bride! hee. i tout it wld b jus some short "i love u" kinda msg..but ha.. he actually said stuff bout how dey met etc. made me super duper envious! i wonder if mine wil last tt long? *ponders*

alrite, ok, all pass!! hehe...*knock kncock* de groom sees de bride!

*muack muack*

the happy family:

my cutie little cousin:

their new house at Jalan Tiga (near Old Airport Rd):

the newly weds in de car:

the new family:

after finishing de visits to de respective places for prayers, all de bridesmaid followed wif dem for outdoor shooting near their hotel, Grand Copthorne. de heat was unbearable man. grr. funny thg was, wen de bride had to throw de flowers behind, first time, it landed too near her, no one reached ir. lol. 2nd time, it flew over us...right into de bushes!! *faint* wen to dig it out, den 3rd time, my cousin's sis jus wen to get it. lol. my family had buffet lunch at their plc, den gt home ard 2. took a nap, was reali tired.

we den left ard 630 for de wedding dinner. welcoming de bride's arrival:

both sides of de family:

the couple:

cheers to dem!!

may dey hav a happy & blissful marriage! din post all de pics, jus set up a link on de left side of de blog. most of de pics (inclusive of past pics) hav been uploaded. feel free to view ya? *smiles* by de time i gt home, it was aldy midnite. waited for de cab for pretty long. nono, its VERy long. lol. dearie called in de midst of de dinner tho his fone was 'dying' liao (thanks dear..). was tellin dearie how beautiful de wedding was. reali, everythg was so purrfect. =) how envious i am. :p den he msged me: "our wedding will b even more touching rite? cos im de one beside u hor hor?" im like...hmm, i tout all weddings, de groom (i almost typed 'broom'! lol!!) n de bride are togeda de? *question marks in my head*

Monday & Tuesday
tis work plc envt is not suited for me. argh! grr~ ppl r so cold..so unfriendly.. sigh~ can sae, its de worst work envt ive ever experienced. definitely worse than my itp. sob. =( my itp was bad enuff, i was de only one attached thr fr SP somemore. sigh sigh~ another of my colleague told me tt she's on de lookout for new jobs le. she said if she can find a better one, she dun even mind paying de fine! (she's on contract too, n she's here later than me!) oh my..i dun wish to pay de fine at all. so ive gotta ren...sob! =( she's been gg for interviews after work. but well, she's much better la, gt like 10 yrs exp in a bank le, so perhaps banks wil b willing to wait for her, even if its 1-2 mths. sigh.. no solution for me. *cries*

wen home for dinner cos mum wanted us to try out de food she decided to cater. fr some restaurant recommended by her fren. hmm, nt v nice tho. :/

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de 108 msgs! =)
Thursday. 16.6.05 10.30pm
i tink i shld reali thank god for havin to giv me such a wonderful wk. tis oast wk has been gg on pretty well. work is much better than those daes whr i was complaining etc. i seldom ot now, n my colleagues joke more now. lol. at least it makes de work not so bored ya? plsu, in de morn, i hav sucha nice colleague hu always tok to me! lol.

sob, but she's gonna b on 1 wk leave nex wk. kinda sad. time wil pass much slower hur. today, i was so tempting her by tokin bout gg on hols..etc.. lol. life's much happier wen u hav sth to look forward to..like xmas? i noe stil a bit far la.. but its an occasion i always love. hee. lookin forward definitely =) also glad tt i hav lunch companion tis 2 daes. ro came dwn today again! thanks so muchie!! =) tml's finally friday. hee. *grin*

hmm, my fren's been tellin me how gr8 de movie Mr and Mrs Smith is! i so wanna watch it wif dearie! tts a movie we've been waiting for! quick come back baby! gee.

was stone-ing on de train on de wae bk jus nw..den i decided to tk out my fone n read de msgs dearie sent me..so coincidentally... my inbox had 108 msgs, n today's de 108th dae togeda! gee. so qiao eh! time to del old msg to giv de new ones some space, so for memory sake, i decided to penned it dwn here. dear, thanks for all de msgs, be it sad or happy! *hugs*

"tk care wherever u go..wadever u do..i pray tt happiness will always b wif u! gd nite!" - 25 oct 04 23.46 [ yes, tis was a fwd msg dearie send me n i stil haf it in my fone! gee. i waited quite long huh? oops. lol]

"Ok lo. Make it known abt you and me lo. Actually your condo quite nice wor. Eh i never say i wan your condo this time. Haha..." - 27 feb 2.14 [ msgin dearie after he sent me home fr C.A.N cafe - our 1st date alone as frens]

"*grin@@@@n* heh heh.. U huh... Good la.. I like u being evil... Haha... Eh u can cook one. Pasta lo. I like..." - 27 feb 2.30

"I aint sure if she's evil but i like your kind of evil. haha!so dun match me and her. and i only like your cooking. not her's. thu i havent try and i dun wan to. haha.." - 27 feb 2.35 [ i stil like suaning dearie wif niki..lol]

"its ok la. if she's an angel i only like evils like you. i have no affliation wif her. the end...haha.. you bad bad de.. suan me this whole time!" - 27 feb 2.40

"yeah i can see you r enjoying this..im good to ya so let u have this moment of happiness..haha .. eh as i said, i only like your evilness, u dun hint so much man. sian..Man U drawing. sigh.." - 27 feb 2.47 [ dearie stayed over at chan howe's plc watchin de Man U match + msging me, multi task eh!]

"goodnite my angel. thanks for the chance to care for u and love u. i'll make de best out of our r/s.. take it nice and slow i will.. slp well =) *hugs hugs*" - 02 mar 2.49

"no la dun apologise..i'm really happy to see u home. it aint an obligation. its an enjoyment :)" - 02 mar 17.52 [ felt kinda bad tt he'd to travel so far. he sent me home after some law talk we had in sch. also de dae whr many of our frens knew bout us! oops.]

"i'll admit brid one is my fault. but im certain on my feelings for u now. wp gave up on me. so i wun give up unless u give up on me. i know now its all words no action. give me some time to prove myelf wor.." - 02 mar 18.22 [ time waits for no man..]

"your heart wun hurt...cos u've gt 2 hearts now..it'll stay that way.." - 03 mar 16.19 [ confirm chop guarantee it'll stay tis wae? hee.]

"there wun b a reason for u to let my heart fly. no way.. if the heart flies, both will come with me. haha either way, mine is yours, yours is mine. heh heh" - 03 mar 16.23

"hey! haha..it wun break.. i will not let it break wor.. tai ai ni le.. dun shivers..ahha" - 03 mar 16.27

"feelings strong..trust me wor.. give us time :) give me time to prove also." - 03 mar 16.33

"*hugs* its ok dear, im really happy to be wif u. miss hugging u now. i love u dear.. sugar dreams.. muacks.. :)" - 04 mar 2.48 [ sugar dreams aka sweet dreams! hee.]

"dear, dun so negative..no matter wad im always beside u..i hope u'll b wif me too.." - 04 mar 2.51

"okok..if dun have den..jus come sch earlier, heh heh..can see u i happy le..really..i better sae "really" be4 u say "like real"..haha.." - 04 mar 10.02 [ i aint sure if it was a promise tt i made or wad, but i had to buy food for dearie n was lookin high n low for de food he wanted. gt him popiah in de end n i tink nic n wynn shared among themselves? lol...*faint*]

"oi! oi! how can..haha..ok lo. doubt me lo. hmph..haha..eh cannot find nvm wor. dun wan my gal to b so xin ku.." - 04 mar 10.09 [ dearie din wan me to run to so many places jus to buy him lunchie]

"its not a nid wor..u smile i smile. u eat wifout scared getting fat, i eat wifout scared getting fat also. haha. wilson's logic." - 05 mar 10.56

"lao po da ren. wo dao le..eh can u da bao me into ur bad. den bring me home..haha..best! lol.." - 05 mar 11.06 [ our 1st date during de wkend. was heading towards dhoby ghaut n dearie apparently was earlier than me. normally de start of r/s, de guys wld usually b de early ones, den as time pass, dey wil b de late ones rite? it better dun! muahah...]

"dear im more than willing to spend time wif u. spend de whole eternity wif u if i can. i reali am takin our r/s seriously. wen i saw u shed tears, my heart hurt..i dun wish to see u in tears except for happiness..*hugs* i miss u lots too gal..u hav a gd rest..i jus gt home..:) muacks!" - 06 mar 6.05 { dearie jus called!!}

"to my sweetest panda, u hav not bore me a single bit..i myself am falling very deeply for u. i'll hold ur hand for eternity and beyond wor. *cuddles* wif de tout of u each day, keeps me smiling brighter too. muacks..miss u dear.." - 07 mar 3.59 [ i dunno y he called me a panda..lol..]

"things will turn out good..i'll make sure of it dear..i see a marvellous future tgt..wif us havin de same touts..wil hold ur hand in a few hrs time. for now, have a gd rest n slp tite while i go dream abt u. wan an baby.." - 07 mar 04.05

"*piggy wriggles ard and shouts*'no dear!' haha..muack.." - 07 mar 12.22 [ i was msging him during lecture (in case u'r wonderin, we dun always sit togeda during lec) n i tink i mention sth like wanting to tickle him...n tis was his reply..lol.]

"dear im home le..see u online if u aint slpin soon..u teared again today. i feel sad. ive nt done enuf..i wil try harder to make u happy always.." - 08 mar 1.24

"yes dear..i realli love u..im feelin very troubled inside cos im fearful of losing u.." - 08 mar 1.51 [ u wun lose me if u promise nt to leave me behind! hee]

"dear at such a late hr, hope u r at least havin some rest. i know ur troubled. im sorry..its all my fault tt u r feelin like tis. i shld hav been a better bf..pls giv me a chance.." - 08 mar 6.33 [ yes, we were both not slpin due to some issues, even at 6am!]

"our happy times wun end. i dun wan us to end. my feelings r true.." - 08 mar 8.10 [our love wil hav no ending dearie!]

"i had de whole nite to tink. nothing came into my mind except to b wif u. i'll giv u time to tink. but my mind is set. i love u.." - 08 mar 8.25 [dearie was at my condo de whole nite. i din noe he drove here jus to make sure i was ok. *hugs*]

"ive tout abt things b4 we were tgt and now tt we're tgt..i jus wan to make u happy.." - 08 mar 8.39

"it stil stands. im only happy if u are. and i hope ur happy being wif me..thats my commitment to u.." - 08 mar 8.41

"im de one at fault. im reali guilty for makin u hav so much troubles. i wil try my very best to become a better bf for u. dui bu qi.." - 08 mar 8.52 [ its ok baby..everyone makes mistakes dearie..]

"baby..i understand wad u r gg thru. and im willing to do anythg til u feel more secure. i wil wait for de day im totally accepted. sori for causin u to tink so much. i jus gt home. gg to slp for a while. dear gt time wake me up at one k." - 08 mar 11.14 [ i was in de sch com lab doin my report.. dearie finished his, so he had de chance to go bk n slp! *pig*]

"nope. i makan alone. finish le faster go home do ttp. wo yao ting lao po de hua..haha.." - 08 mar 22.49 [ ha...ttp reminds me of nic! lol.. de song tt he invented..wahaha~]

"baby..i hope everythg's been cleared up. i'll giv u all de time in de world to accept me whole heartedly. dun feel sorry or wad k..im fine. tk care of urself ya..rmb..im always here for u..wan an honey.." - 09 mar 1.20

"its mushy but only to u. dear dun sae such things..it wil only break my heart..we'll go thru everythg tgt.." - 09 mar 1.27 [ yes sir!!]

"dear im takin a nap first...let me sae gdnite to u first. wan an baby..jus wanna tel u, im always thr for u..ur pillar of strength..*hugs* love u.." - 10 mar 00.56 [ i dun wan pillar.. wall can? lol.]

"the sweetest gal alive deserve a gd guy. im nt exactly one yet but striving to giv u more happiness..rest early k dear.. miss u many many.." - 10 mar 00.59

"wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li ni ai de na ge tian shi, zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni. ni yao xiang xin, xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li, xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju. dear, i noe there's sth wrong, tout tis song wil cheer u up. call me anytime wen u c tis, jus wan to noe if u r alrite..love u.." - 15 mar 00.58 [ will always rem tis song my love!]

"hm..u r my dear..not my bolster..so hugging u feel much more comfortable as u r wif me..hor teh peng hor?" - 17 mar 15.22 [ dearie's de tea (teh), im de ice (peng)! hehe..]

"cos i can wake up to hug u every second i see u ma..*kisses*" - 17 mar 19.56

"dear dear! happy birthday dearie..hope to hav many many more opportunities to wish u wor..i love u lots dear.. miss u wor..*hug hug* muack! muack!" - 18 mar 00.00 [ so zhun! dearie's msg reali came in at midnite! gee.]

"haha..eh..i shant comment. *grin* im only for u..no other ppl..wahah.." - 19 mar 1.14 [ u belong to ur parents too dearie! hee, share share? - our common phrase! hee.]

"its ok de. giv n take rite? nex time i headache den u can ti liang me ma. tis is a small matter. tk care of urself n we both remain healthy. den can hav more late nighte tgt.." - 20 mar 5.57 [ ha.. was so paiseh. nt long tgt only den i doze off in his car liao. :p we were at my plc tokin.. i was like tryin to kp myself awake, i tink i zonked out dunno wad time.. only gt up at 5+am den wen home! *grin*]

"im sorry for all these.. i do not feel zi bei abt it. it aint botherin me. sorry to make u cry again, it hurts me to see u disappointed. things hasnt been smooth on my side n i nid some time to mature thru it. tis prob wun b brought up again. i promise.." - 21 mar 21.25 [ dearie brought up some money issue tt made both of us upset. =(]

"dear im very happy u open ur heart to me n accepted me for hu i am. im always faithful to de one i love. u wil b my only love for tis life time, and future ones if god permits..i love u dearie.. i'll stop being so silly le..see u soon baby..wan an.. nth wil come between us..i promise.. muack muack.." - 25 mar 4.20

" okok..dearie..slp tite..i wun let ur happy smiles fade..*hugs*.." - 25 mar 4.25 [ i also dun wanna b upset! i read tt wen u r sad, it uses up more muscles, den wil hav more wrinkles! hee]

"i sms u tis on de wae to de toilet..jus wanna sae..i love u dearie.." - 26 mar 21.39 [ my bo liao baby! i was gg to my condo's toilet..n he sms-ed me! lol]

"while u r scratching ur hand n tryin to snatch my fone, jus wanna sae i love u lots.." - 26 mar 23.51 [ i kinda guessed tt he was msging me, so tried 'snatching' it cos he claimed tt he's msging other ppl! buahah...]

"well, i was holding ur hand while flying. tink de journey was too comfy den u nv notice u r flyin wif me." - 27 mar 12.09

"haha..i am i am! crazy for u.." - 27 mar 23.02

"i'll always b siao for u dear..promise.." - 27 mar 23.07

"*holds dear's hand* its locked dear.. wun let go of u.." - 27 mar 23.09 [ u musnt let go!!]

"its not only to make u smile dear. jus wan u to noe its true n i wun wanna let u go no matter wad..*hugs* i love u dearest..i jus gt home.." - 27 mar 23.14

"gt price tag one..besides jus holding his hands forever like u aldy did, u hav to hug him tite tite also. wahaha..hor dear hor.." - 28 mar 20.00 [ wahaha...so many conditions hur hur? hee]

"u r speechless..so am i..i dun even noe wad to do..all i noe is i love u but i aint sure wad to do. its a small misunderstanding but now its getting worse. y am i so anxious abt it.. guess u shld noe de answer..im reali sorry..jus hope things r fine tmr.." - 29 mar 1.36

"wo zhen de hen ai ni, wo mei xiang guo yao fang qi ni..wo men de jaing lai hui shi sheng me, wo bu zhi dao, dan wo fei chang de ken ding wo hui yong yuan de ai hu ni, zao gu ni. xiang xin wo shuo de yi qie, wo shi hen ai hen ai ni de." - 29 mar 23.58 [ dearie sent me tis while we were playing online pool! lol]

"wrong..is forever in love wif u..hungry can b solved. my feelins for u cant b solved cos it'll nv end. dun get goosebumps wor. its true de." - 30 mar 11.02

"nope..it stands firm..im not leaving u.." - 30 mar 23.30

"it'll come i promise. hm..it'll tk forever cos i dun wish for it to end. heh heh..ok?" - 31 mar 22.03

"dearest bobosauraus dearie..happy one mth anniversary..i din expect myself to fall so deeply again..i love u wif my heart n soul, no one's gg to tk tt special feelin away fr me. i promise to tk care of u, walk tt aisle wif u. i love u lots dearie..*hug hug* (i set alarm to sms u, seems like u r one step faster than me..) i hope to go on many hols wif u to enjoy ur company..we're an everlasting couple..hor dearie hor.." - 01 april 00.12 [ bobosaurus came abt cos he always called me "bo-bo" as in "stupid".]

"i wun tk dem bk..i wun hav to cos im always siao for u..slpin a lil lesser to mark a memorable dae for us is worth it. muack muack to my bao bei.." - 01 april 00.19

"i hope u do tk into consideration de times we spent. like today i rushed to mit u cos i miss u. jus wanted to let u noe ur company is being appreciated. i wun wan to find another one cos i do love n appreciate u." - 04 april 3.41

"i dun wan to giv u up..if u choose to giv me up, i'll haf to wait for de dae u'll accept me again. cos u nv betrayed me..and my feelins r de strongest for u..its true.." - 04 april 3.47 [ thanks u dearie!!]

"i sweared nv to cry n b strong. i cld not. cos im on de verge of losing u. it hurts so much in my heart tt de only thg i can do is to cry." - 04 april 4.14 [ *hugs hugs*]

"thanks dear. it means a lot to me tt u've committed into tis r/s whole heartedly as i hav commit to u wif all my heart. im reali lucky to hv u as my love..u can kp tis sms too.. =) *big fat kiss and big big hug* muack muack..im off to bed now my bobosaurus.." - 04 april 22.47 [ yes! my chacha saurus!!]

"i love u..if u reali tink we're nt meant for each other, we'll nv b..hav faith n let us b tgt..i nv tout of being a dae wifout u..i cant change wad u tink but i wan to b wif u. de rest is up to u. i tried my best for us to survive..i tried to make u happy. i hope u tk into consideration wad ive done to make u happy n tt i cared." - 12 april 2.45

"im a bit shocked to hear it but my love remains firm. im happy u r honest wif me..i love u as hu u r..i understand now y my presence is needed constantly. i din noe u hav gone thru so much. im sorry dearie. i love u for hu u r..no matter wad history u hav..wo shi ai ni de.." - 13 april 1.30

"to me..clean is being honest wif me..im glad tt u r..i dun nid or wan any other gal except u. as ive said, i love u for hu u r..im nt jus a surface lover. history or no history..i love u..i hope u dun giv up cos im nt givin up.." - 13 april 1.35

"u r not de one at fault. ur ex was a jerk..dun giv me up.. i told u fr de start, im nt like any typical guys u tink..i hav no regrets starting tis love..and im not gg to quit bcos of ur past. i love de present u and de future we'll hold. dear, im not gg to let u go. we'll face things tgt as one love..pls believe me.." - 13 april 1.39 [ yea, we'll face things tgt! =)]

"baby ive nt regretted, ive stayed up all nite jus to hear fr u..i dun wish for an alt route. my feelins r strong..i wan to b wif u.." - 13 april 10.11 [ dearie stayed up all nite at my plc. i met him downstairs on de wae out]

"i wld doze off for half an hr each time..i dun wan to miss any sms fr u.. im ok..dear..i wan to cont tis love." - 13 april 10.14

"if im de gift, u r de ribbon. like de icing on de cake. u complete de whole package. one comes after another, no seperation allowed. heh heh :)" - 19 april 12.23 [ ok! tts a deal! hee!]

"baby..ive told u there's no way im letting u go..as for de 2 reasons, to me there's only one cos i believe n trust u. u'll nv cheat on me..u mean de world to me abby..hope after tis quarrel, u trust me tt anythg i may sae is jus to make our r/s better. n of cuz we're quite lucky abt de mata part. everythg happens for a reason..theres one tt doesnt nid a reason..and its..i love u..no reasons needed.. my hearts wif u.." - 22 april 2.53

"yes yes..dedicated to bobo..and cha cha only.. muack muack..i love u swt heart..i noe u love me too! *smiles* haha i found another rd block..heh heh.." - 22 april 3.03 [ dearie loves finding rd block, i dunno y! ha!]

"i heard it baby! i love u too! now im waiting for de train to cross! lol. reachin home le..dearie tk care wor..*kisses*" - 22 april 3.07

"its rainng men! haleluya..its raining men! amen..haha..i finally can walk home le. b4 tt i was lookin at our neo card, n i smiled wonderin wad did i do to deserve such a wonderful baby. thanks dear, u made my life so complete..i love u..miss u so bad..muackssss.." - 22 april 18.44 [ ha..tis msg simply made my heart melt]

"i love u, i wanna hug u now! i love u, i wanna hug u now! i love u, i wanna hug u now! i love u, i wanna hug u now! i love u! i wanan hug u now! i love u!!" - 25 april 12.01 [ dearie getting so high? lol.]

"ive been tryin to look for u for so long dear. u r my forever love baby.." - 26 april 12.05 [ de dae whr i had my interview, n he was late =(]

"ai wo bei zou, ru gou ni shou, ni bu ai wo. bu yao ting jian ni shuo chu kou, gei wo duo yi ge wen luan de ji hui. pls dear.." - 26 april 12.40

"it makes me feel better after accompanying u. i wan to spend time wif u too! i'll b ok after some rest. u dun worry..u giv me kisses can le! heh heh!" - 26 april 20.14 [ felt kinda bad having dearie to send me home always.. tired tired..]

"if u giv me time to prove, i'll show u tt all i wan is ur heart. i understand u hav ur past to overcome." - 30 april 2.49 [ dun tk my heart! i'll die! hee..]

"dear..rmb im here to walk u thru it..de past does not change de person u r..de future will. ive accepted it n u noe im committed. tk care..im always a call away." - 30 april 2.55

"i'll b by de fone..jus b reminded of me. de person hu loves n does not demand it. im here for u. heart aches to noe u r cryin. *hug*" - 30 april 3.03

"baby..ni jiu shi wo de wei yi, du zi dui zhe dian hua shuo wo ai ni..wo zhen de ai ni.. hope tis song cheers u up!" - 30 april 11.15 [ thanks my baby!!]

"im glad tt u r happy n u enjoyed urself. unhappy times r unavoidable but we'll pull thru tgt..love u lots baby. its ok to b tired. tk a gd rest wor." - 1 may 3.06

"baby i jus gt home. lets make de rest of our journey a smooth sailing one. wan an baby..muack muack!" - 1 may 3.15

"theres a first time for everythg sugar..but im de last..last guy u'll marry..but of cuz i'll also b de first..and also de only one.." - 2 may 3.31

"but i love u for hu u r..and no one's gg to change tt fact.." - 2 may 18.00 [ ok!! promise!!]

"wo ai de ni, rang wo kan jian hai de mei li..liu xia jiao ying, yong sha zi zhuang shang yi ping hui :)" - 3 may 13.36

"i'll jus let u noe tis is de only r/s tt de feelins were mutual. it stands out more than de traditional wae of getting tgt..it means a lot to me..tk care dear." - 3 may 23.02 [ ha! i was complaining! cos we both realise tt dearie din exactly 'chase' me like how other guys wld. lol. it jus happened, so naturally. lol. *blush*]

"dear slp tite, u'll feel better tmr..im by ur side wen u nid me..n tt she is no longer of my concern." - 4 may 2.27

"baby i havent slp..been missing n tinkin abt u alot..at tis early hr, hope u r slpin well..*whispers to baby's ear* wo ai ni..wan an.." - 4 may 4.54 [ my baby's a night owl! lol]

"baby i reali appreciate de time n effort u put into de present..it'll b a very nice addition to my home..darlin..xie xie ni..*muack + hugs*" - 5 may 18.02 [ hee, dearie saw de cross stitch meant for him, even wen its not fully done. supposed to giv him b4 our HK trip, but forgetful me forgotten to giv him! *ah bish*]

"dear i jus reach home n finish unloading stuff..i reali love de shoppin n sight seeing..sorry if i was a bit hot tempered n tired at times. hope after tis trip, we'll learn a lot more abt each other. i love u dear..i'll buy u many bags wen we go japan nex time. muack muack..tk care baby.." - 10 may 1.39 [ jus gt bk fr our HK trip.. japan nex huh? hee]

"its not broken..it'll nv b..its mine..:)" - 12 may 2.41

"theres no hapiness wifout u..i nv wanted u to leave my side..de things i feel jus tel me u r de one i love.." - 22 may 2.41

"sugary replies to baby jac.. => ive received ur kisses, their sweet, n ur love so tender, i love u baby..muack.." - 27 mar 10.33

"i dun wan to lose u too baby..i noe things can b talked out n settled. i wan to work things out too..i love u baby.." - 30 may 21.55

"u mean lots to me too..i believe things wil get better soon. for now, u better get well soon. otherwise im feedin u stinko cough syrup. heh heh.." - 30 may 21.59 [ shitty high fever..!]

"wo ai ni..ai zhe ni..jiu xiang lao po ai tummy! haha.." - 31 may 13.47 [ hee, dearie send me tis msg while workin, made me luff so much! hee..]

"happy 3 mths anni my baby! i love u! muack muack..hope u r recoverin fast wor.." - 31 may 23.59 [ oops, u r early baby..1 more min to go! lol..]

"dun worry abt it wor..fr start till now, til forever, i nv n wun leave u..rest at ease..eat medicine den go orh orh a bit..*hugs*" - 1 june 20.17

"i promise to come out a healthy baby for my dear to cuddle me! i miss u too sugar..but it wil b very fast de.." - 9 june 23.59 [ de dae he left for de greens... sob!]

"u gt me for a lifetime wor. dun worry..i'll b strong ok..u r my strong gal rite? i'll b wif u soon soon de.." - 10 june 00.02 [ i'll try to b strong..sigh~]

"baby i jus had breakfast..i miss u so much..muack..hope u miss me too..i love u baby.." - 11 june 7.27

"baby im missing u so much too! been tinkin of u every nite..tk care of ur health my darlin..i'll b out soon.." - 12 june 12.39

"hey baby! i love u..i miss u so much..im gg for dinner after doin some push ups on my own. tk care k.." - 13 june 17.22

"somehow i knew u wld react tis wae. couldnt slp de whole nite. n its heart breakin to c u msg me tt. but i understand. i jus love u so much. " - 15 june 5.40

i hope tis entry surprises u baby? jus wanna let u noe, u r being missed! ah chew ah chew! hehe... :p

LOVE YOU!!

- jac

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long post eh!
Wednesday. 15.5.05 8.30pm
Sunday
due to de upcoming wedding of my cousin nex Sunday (19/6), my family decided to cel Father's Day 1 wk in advance! =) i headed to my grandaunt's plc first for lunch cos de daughter-in-law's baby gal jus turned 1 mth. *smiles* afterwhich, i dunno y, but my family ended up at Parkway again. lol. we shopped a lil while in de noon, gt many bottoms tt dae. gee. :p mummy was complaining tt her bonus hav not arrived, n im spending it away. geez. wen to cut my hair too. so short now! sob! unexplainable ah! sheesh. =( we waited for my brother to make his wae dwn den had dinner at de Thai Restaurant. my 2nd time thr, and i muz sae, de food reali taste gr8! (so far la..ha) mummy ordered sooooOoo much! had a hard time finishing it! lets see...we had..

pineapple rice:

satay:

hor fun:

crab:

kangkong:

fish:

we needed a walk cos our stomachs were so bloated. lol. had a short walk.. den headed home soon after. super tired, dunno y. gt hm, treasured de times of my wkend.. waited for dearie's call, den .. zzZzz....!

Monday
monday blues?? no?? yes?? ha.

not exactly.. tho work is stil sian la. ha. i love de morning times, wen i haf de chance+time to tok to my fren, Belle. a cutie pie. gee. she's so small size, wif her sunshine smile, i tink it makes everyone smile lo. =) very glad we hav common topics to tok bout, cos it jus makes de work less sianified! haha. at least de time pass faster lar. :p

after work, headed to town after sucha long time! gee. wen there to mit babe aka angeline! =) wow wow, been 2-4 mths since we met up to chat? bumped into her a few times la.. but tis time, it was planned! hehe! *smiles* as usual, we chilled at Taka Mos Burger! lol. it nv change! gee. i guessed de whole nite, i was ranting to her, complaining how sucky my job was. lol. thanks for de listening ear babe! =)

peiling came to mit us after her work too. seems like she's de only one enjoying her work now. =) tho its been so long since we met up, de frenship is stil there amidst our busy busy schedules, n im reali contented wif tt. we hav other commitments like r/s, studies etc, so its reali hard to find common slots to mit up at times. anyway, thanks babe for tt short chill out! i appreciate it!

tok to dearie for a short while at nite. he signed up for some insurance thingy at jus 16 bucks per mth! ok la, quite cheap lo. =) anyway insurance is a do- it- now, or do- it- later kinda thing. sigh. as much as i miss him, we cant tok on de fone for long, in case de fone batt jus dies off. sob. =( baby i miss u~

Tuesday
decided to b a gd gal and hav dinner at home. hehe. =p miss mums' cooked food! mum tried a new dish - Prawn coated wif oat! sadly, it din turn out like how those Chinese restaurants always cooked. nevertheless, it was stil delicious! yummy! muz add to my recipe! :)

work was so gd today cos i managed to finish my stuff by 430! hehe! but, i stil hafta stay til 530 la. lol. de officer apparently had sth on after work i tink, so he wen rd telling ppl tt he'll balance all de cheques by 530, ha. n he did la, after i waited for an hr. lol. finally, nv ot today! *smiles*

din tok much to dearie at nite, due to de poor reception. i seriously couldnt hear him clearly, and both of us jus wen "huh? huh? wad did u sae? huh?" which gt quite irritating after some time. sigh~ hope u'r doin ok, baby.

Wednesday
its only mid wk n im feelin kinda lethargic. i slp quite early nowadays somemore. ever since started work, my body's been aching quite bad. sob. dearie msged me in de morning tt he took 2 injections. lol...for some protection thingy..gee. :p it feels jus so gr8 to receive sms-es fr him, even wen he tells me sth i aint sure of! hehe..

hav always been dreading de lunch time cos im de only one having de 1130-1230 slot.. i was so happie today, hee. Ro purposely came jus to hav lunch wif me! thanks gal! =) even tho its jus tt short hr, it means so much to me! thanks Ro! *hugs* supposedly, meeting Ro and joyce after work, but Ro had sth urgent to attend to at nite, so it was last minutely cancelled. =( hope to see u guys soon! =)

1 more hr, shld b receiving dearie's call. hee. he's usually freed fr his stuffs by 930. =)

ha..i was so bored jus nw (b4 writing tis entry) tt i decided to try out some quizzes. lol. long time since i did quizzes! hehe! =)


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You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.


You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.


You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.


Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?


Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

Your Personality Love Style
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Your type of personality: Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

What does being a friend mean to you? You value your friendship: 70%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Are you Nosy? Nosy Level: 50%
You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?
You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.

Your Hidden Talent: The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

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miss u sooOOooo much!!
Saturday. 11.6.05 8.20pm
Thursday
so happie, de lady supervisor is havin her last dae todae. =) *evil smile* i only respect ppl hu giv respect to others. dearie met his fren in de noon for lunch, den came to pick me up after work. smiles! gee. feels so gr8 to see him. =) even tho we jus met de previous dae. :p since its dearie's last dae of 'freedom', i told him to choose wad he wanna eat, since he wun get so nicceeee food in army liao. ha. we decided on having food at Old Airport Rd! everythg thr v yummy! ordered de char kway teow + liver + prawn mee. *drools saliva* there's stil many more food to try thr wor.

dearie drove dwn to town after tt. cos reali v v long nv go thr shop le. wanted to get father's dae prezzie mah. :p everywhere's on sale, but my feet was killing me, so din reali walk much. headed to PS Carrefour after tt, cos dearie forgotten to get alarm clock. find until siao. appreciated each other's company til bout 1130 den headed home le. had to work nex dae, n dearie had to wake up early nex morn too. sigh~ its so hard to sae gdbye everytime. stood outside my plc for so long, couldnt bear to leave. i tink i made him cried. :/ sigh~ 2 wks wil b gone v fast rite? *hugs dear*

Friday
a lenghty dae to me. woke up having mixed feelins. pretty upset tt i couldnt send dearie off. it may nt b sth big, but, jus tout i shld send him home. sigh~ anyway, my co's mgmt sucks la, i cant tk leave. fullstop. argh. called dearie early in de morn. he had breakfast wif his parents, den dey accompanied him all de wae to Tekong, had lunch den bid goodbye. gt some sms-es fr him in de afternoon. *happie* occupied myself wif work. tried hard nt to tink of dearie *heartache* wonder how he is now... *ponders*

came home for dinner, cos ive not been wif my family for so long. =) tuned in to power 98 at 8pm, instructions fr dearie. hee. apparently, power 98 DJs wen dwn to Tekong, n all had a chance to make dedications. heard dearie's dedication at 9.27pm! hehe. *grin* {to jacqueline dearie, take very good care of urself, i noe u will be strong, from wilson latte} muahaha~ thanks baby! so gr8 to hear dedications after so long! =)

waited for dearie's call for kinda long. wen i almost decided to go to bed, my fone played Ryan Canberra's True! hehe... its dearie of cuz! buahahah... so happie can! *triple smiles* he's in Raven platoon. heard tt his grp gt a lot of jokers, haiyo~ he'll only booked out on 24th.. friday, time nt cfm. will be having dinner wif his family at his plc tt dae. yeah! =D we din tok long, to save up on his fone battery. *miss him so much*

Saturday
time pass pretty fast todae. mamnaged to finish my stuff by 1, but so sway, waited for de offciers to balance de figures, by tt time, aldy150. -.-" met my parents after tt. by de time we had lunch, it was aldy 330. *faint* so hungry! mummy wanted to try de steamboat opp bugis, along Tan Que Lam Street. she sae de tv always advertise, lol! it was our lunch cum dinner. lol. not bad la, tho i find it a tab pricey. eat until so full - we only took one round of order. :/ *big stomachs* shopped a lil while at City Hall + Bugis. legs too tired cos of gym yest! gt hm ard 7, n here i am! lol. waiting for dearie's call. his 3 meals always kinda early de. hope he's doin fine~

some pics updates~

de dae @ Suntec's Marche

Rosti wif mushroom!

half spring chicken!

sambal stingray!

the blurry us:

i look weird:

*love u baby*

my stomach's feelin weirdy now. de bus ride was so long n jerky, feel like vomiting now. my nose's bleeding nw. sigh~ meeting babe nex wk, finally! gee, we're both so busy, but its gd to find some time to update each other. =) Ro's in Malaysia, enjoy urself gal!

right now, i miss u soooOooo much dearie! *muacks*

all my guy frens gg + those inside army aldy, do tk care of urselves, will see ur mature n nurture to b a man soon! *thumbs up* will miss ya!

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the 100th day~
Wednesday. 8.6.05 10.56pm
our life is running against time huh?

tml's thurs. dearie's gg in on Friday. wow. fast or slow, i dunno. work's occupying me, like half of my life. good or bad? u decide..ha.

dearie wen to buy his army stuffs on Monday, n also wen bk SP to makan. lol..miss de food there! :p ended up buyin nth, cos dey felt most cld b bought fr NTUC..no nid go all de wae to Beach rd..lol. met dearie at Bugis and we had dinner at V8 again. hee. yummy chicken cutlet. gee. quickly wen to check out de tube i wanna get fr Double Index. i jokingly said i wanna buy 2 same design, diff colour tubes den dearie bought it for me! hehe.. *smiles widely* gt de black n de white! bought a top fr U2 too, can wear for gym de, hee. 50% off! *aunty screaming* muahah...

Tuesday, my supervisor stil haven settled my password error. dey v funny, gimme a password which cant log me in. =( so i had to borrow here borrow thr, super mafan. so paiseh somemore. ppl hav to do their work also, den i machiam like to disturb dem. :/ lunch time, stil had bout half hr, wen shopping myself. lol. bought 3 tops for 20 bucks. cool! haha.. causal tops! =) met dearie at City Hall after work. so happie, we're gg to Marche! gee. long time nv been thr le wor. had my usual must call Rosti. *smiles* its so yummy can. *grin* also ordered the Sambal Stingray + Half spring chicken. delicious sumptuous dinner! treated dearie tis cos he's been paying for lotsa stuff! =)

dearie's been sleepin a lot..like a pig..lol. cant help but reali cor him a pig. ha. we wen pass Mphosis at City Link, tis green top gt my eye, but dearie gave me de look tt i buy too much stuff le, so i din get it, sob. =( din walked much after tt, took a cab home n we relaxed at de bench outside my block. *nice nite* oh n did i mention we watched Magadascar last wk n had a real gd luff? hehe... reali funny show wor..*move it move it* muahahah...

its de middle of de wk, Wednesday. dearie was supposed to mit de guys, but aiya as usual la huh, so pig!! i actually sneaked out fr office (jus to de pantry la) to giv dearie a morning call. i ended up getting scolded by tis no-rank ger hu tink she so damn big. grr~ ha..expected, dearie zonked out after my call. lol. all de wae to 3pm can! din wan to disturb him la, let him rest as much while he can lo. :p after Friday, he wun hav so gd life liao. buahahah~

work was nth different. as much as im getting use to it, part of me stil hates de job. and so..im stil on de lookout for job opportunities everyday. 830-1130, i'll b at tis 'A' dept, whr my fren is, den i spend de 3hrs tokin to her + doin my work. hehe... time pass faster tis wae. n we hav many stuff to tok bout. =) jus told dearie bout de 3 hrs convo n he was luffing n luffing.. "i cant believe tis" he said. lol. we're similar in some wae. e wae we do things..our past r/s etc. *great*

den 1130-1230 wil b lunch time, which is usually 15 mins lunch, 45 mins shopping walkin ard. lol. im getting bored of Tampines Mall & Century Square aldy. mayb i shld tk a train dwn to White Sands? haha, mad! i gt shou huo today again. *gee*
come 1230-1730, its hell for me at 'B' dept. time past super fast like FedEx lidat. even short breaks like gg to de toilet also difficult. finally gt my password today. =)felt so accomplished, finished my work today at 5pm. hehe. *happie* n i did everythg all by myself. *pats on my back* was stil early, so i cleared my table..did some filing.. place all my stuffs neatly.. send out all de necessary letters to customers, n tadah, time to sae bye-bye! lol. dearie came all de wae here today again, hee. had KFC for dinner. yummy Shrooms burger. =) i realise, de cheese fries is actually quite nice. muahha... dearie muz b luffing at me nw..lol..

took a train dwn to PS.. gt a pair of shoe fr URS. PS has reali yummy foods.. jus tt..it lacks Rotiboy! wahahha~ ever since i introed dearie to Rotiboy, he's fallen in love wif it! lol. so we made our wae to Bugis again. ha. had Mango Tango too. "i wun hav all these fr Friday"-dearie. haha.. he's gonna miz all de nice food man. :p

was kinda sad after tt. checked out Bugis Mphosis, tinkin of gettin de green top i saw yest at City Link. sadded, dey dun hav! dey called de other outlets, n all dun hav! *cries* reali sad can. cos i reali love tt shade of green. sigh~ jus nt fated i guess. =(

walked to Edge after tt. so refreshed to see those cutie stuff again like My Melody. lol.. instead of clothes always mah. heh. dearie gt me 4 pair of earrings, wonderful! so in love wif it! hee. nice colour, nice design. =) "u wear it lor, den wen im nt ard, u will tink of me mah"- dearie's logic. muahah..."i'll stil miz ya even if i dun wear dem baby. u jus made me teared wif ur entry".

dearie looked kinda tired, so we took a bus home after tt. so qiao can, saw my mum in de bus! hehe. bk hm blogging nw. waiting for dearie to get home. miss you, my baby. <3

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The Arrival of NS.. Long Awaited This Day
Wednesday. 8.6.05 4.02pm
Finally I am here to update an entry.. Well I guess it will be my last entry for the next 2 wks. Reason being my appeal for early enlistment is successful.. Meaning this Friday will be the start of my NS days.. I am in BMTC school 2 reporting at 11:30 in Tekong.. Any of my friends reporting at the same day and time.. contact me!

I am looking forward in experiencing new life.. I was so ecstatic when I received the call from CMPB.. Yahoo!! I’m treating NS with an open mind, to meet new friends and have fun.. of cos.. Ultimately is to keep fit.. haha.. I need to get rid of the excess fats tt is surrounding my waist!! I must admit, there are things that I cant bear to leave.. firstly I know dearie is not at all excited abt me gg in.. Its like a sudden shortage of time to be tgt.. But early in early out yah? Dun worry baby.. Well lucky my family seems ok with it, I guess they kinda anticipated the day will come.. My friends.. one of them, ah fat, has gone in already, I dunno why but it’s a bit saddening my grp of buddies are not in same day same time same school with me.. Haha wishful thinking, life’s like that I suppose.. (Just nice the commercial played I like to Move it Move It from magadascar)

Ytd just had marche with my baby.. I am suppose to have marche with my poly buddies but as usual, I overslept and Alvin was cursing me! Otherwise I would have been eating rosti again and not blogging.. lol…Hm.. I dunnoe when it started but I feel a pinch in my heart at the tot of leaving for ns.. 2 wks I am unable to see dearie.. There’s this slight pain in my heart tt would go away..

To Dearie:
Dear, I noe its tuff maintaining a r/s when I am in ns.. I noe that u depend on me for support but ns is something compulsory that I have to go and leave u to fend for urself.. I hope during these period, u will exp fair times in work, family and friends.. Even if the going gets tuff, u must be tuffer and pull thru difficulties yourself… I do feel sad that I am leaving for ns but I noe u understand… Its been 3 mths now.. There were both gd and bad times… I do see a future tgt and I hope we can pull thru this..

I love u Dear…

Now I will go get rdy and pick u up from your work place! Hehe..

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