welps..it's lykk 12:55 AM and i should bee finishing mah spanish composition so i kould werk on mah stufferez 4 math portfolio...but az u kan cee...i'm not...lolz..cee dis ish wat happened...i hadd 2 lokke up a werd in spanish and i kouldn't find it in mah dictionary soO i kame online and i thought dat since i waz on..mite az well kheck mah mail since i neva gett a khance 2...and soO i kheck mah mail and stufferz...and i'm listenin 2 all dis sadd love song...((noe reason...itz jus late and i need slow jamz soO i kan stai up...dat soundz werid..but i dunno..werkz 4 meeh...))..dere not all sadd but lykk mostlee love songz..and soO n-e-waiz... i waz lykk i wanna cee wat i actuallee hab in mah inbox cuz itz soO full and ppl (lykk mae..lolz) keep telling meeh 2 klean it out and sOO i wanted 2 cee wat i had in dere...

dOOode...i hab lykk e-mail dating bacc 2 dha 7th/8th grade...but doze r in dere cuz ob sentimental values...soO yeahz..and den i kum 2 freshman year and i cee some e-mails 4rm mah exes and i dunno..i klicked on dem..and i started reading dem...(dis ish mail 4rm wen we were styll going out)...and doOode..mah heart melt..dey were soOo sweet...den i started feeling sadd...i waz lykk dOode...i'm stoOopid...i realized dat 2 wen i waz talkin 2 paolo on dha fone lykk a kuple weekz ago...lykk i realized dat meeh and a person waz lykk perfect 4 each oda...but i waz stoopid bacc den and i regret a lot ob thingz..it wazn't till sophomore yr dat i reallee realized wat i hadd lost...and will probz not gett bacc...

i dunno...i styll dink bout wat kould hab happened if i hadn't broken it off...lykk wat if i didn't dOo certain thingz and wat if we had gotten bacc 2gether...and lykk i dunno..dis iznt a good thing..i use 2 not givve 2nd chancez...cuz i didnt dink ppl reallee deserved dem...but lykk i said..i waz stoOopid bacc den and did a lot ob thingz i regret... and now i understand yi 2nd chancez r soO important 2 ppl...

but everything ish different now...ppl change and ppl move on wid deir lives..even if u kant keep up...i mean...dunt gett meeh rong...i'm content wid lyfe az of rite now...but dat may jus bee cuz i dunt gett timme 2 dink bout stuff n-e-more...u knoe..datz a defense mechanism..lykk u werk soO much dat u end up not having 2 dink n-e-more...itz kinda scary...welps...jus wanna sai sum thingz 4rm mah experiencez...

ppl...dunt hold bacc...if u wanna lett sum1 knoe how u feel...tell dem...wateva happenz kant bee werse dan wat will happen if u dunt...lykk u'll end up dinkin soO much bout wat could hab been...and u'll jus end up angry wid urself in dha end...

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welps...gotta update on lyfe..soOorri..habn't been on in awhile...soOO yeah...i habn't ritten in awhile either..but i dunt dink dat u reallee wanna knoe EV'RY THING...haha...unless u doO...lolz..yeah rite...

welps...lyfe...lyfe ish soOOo frustrating rite now..i hab soOo much crap due...history day, IDP, ancient civ. notebook (this ish soOo freaking crazee!! dOOode!! lykk wai more dan 100 paygez..piece ob crap...grrz...), psych. paper/presentation, english presentation, chem test, imp test, ap spanish test...doOode!! dis ish crazeE!! i wanted 2 cri on fri...i sOOo dunt dink i'mma bee able 2 finish ev'ry thing...omg!! noe sleep 4 meeh...and datz not even listing all dha klass and klub chair thingz i hab 2 doOo..pluss habbin 2 tutor...i'm lykk stayin ev'ry dai in dha hole freaking week...errrz....

kk...ppl...hummz...nuthing new reallee...u knoe i dunt lykk 2 talk bout ppl..soOo hummz...welps...yeah...i dunno...ppl r weird..i'll generalize dis...@ skewl i feel soO distant 4rm ev'ry one...lykk i dunno n-e-1 n-e-more..i dink it mite jus bee mah fault cuz i hab soO much crap 2 doO...and i dunt spend timme wid ppl. n-e-more...maynz...i feel soOO ... welps...i feel aiitez nowz...i'll find sum wai 2 live wid it sum how...

kk...on 2 love...hummz...luv ish complicated...nuthinz goin 2 happen tho...noe timme 2 spend tryin 2 werk on n-e type of relationship...but dere are ppl wo i woodn't mind tryin wid...*wink wink*..lolz...hahaz...welps...maybee more l8erz...

OMG!! i haven't mentioned mah fish yet huh?! doOode!! mah fish died!! KOBE DIED!!! i waz soOo sadd...lykk i waz @ tash's house wen i found out and i waz lykk gunna cri...itz soOo sadd 2 lokke in her tank and see a died fish..i havent flushed her yet cuz i kant bring mahself 2 doo it...mayn..i knoe itz weird..i hab a dead fish in mah room...but i grew soO attached 2 her..lykk we've habb her 4 lykk 8-9 monthz now...doOde!! datz a long timme...and lykk i waz dha one dat fed and cleaned her...soO lykk i'm reallee upset rite now...mah poor beta......yeah soO if yah cee meeh...sum sympathy, yeah?

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I'M HERE @ TASH'S HOUSE DOIN MATH MODELING....WID TASH ((DUH!)), JENN, AND MAE...DEY'RE SOoO WEIRD...SITTING
DERE TAKKIN PIXZ OB DEIR FEET...AND MAH HAND...SOoO STRANGE!! LOLZ!! AND I THOUGHT I WAZ WERID!! HAHAZ..I'M J/K!! WELPS...TASH WANTZ 2 SAI SUMTHING:

IM GOING TO HURT MAE
A LOT
AND THEN
IM GOING TO TAKE THE CAMERA
AND TAKE PICTURES OF HER
UNTIL SHE YELLS

AND FINALLY!!!!
I WILL TAKE A PICTURE OF MAE THAT IS SO BAD....
THAT THE SKY FALLS DOWN
HARD
REALLY HARD
ON HER CAMERA
AND THEN PEOPLE WILL SING
BECAUSE THE CAMERA OF DEATH IS GONE

oOoK...TAKKING IT AWAI 4RM TASH...LOLZ...STRANGE HUHZ?! ooooOOK!! GOT HERE @ YU-GI-OH AND PPL TAKKE 4EVA 2 OPEN DHA DOOR...C'MON PPL!! ITZ YU-GI-OH!!LOLZ...I'M J/K!!OOOoOk...WE NEED 2 GOE BACC AND WERK ON MATH MODELING...TELLZ YAH MOREZ L8ERZ...BIYAZ...TAKKEZ KAREZ!! *kish kish*

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WELPS..SLIGHTLEE PISSED U GUIZ...HUMMZ...PPL HAB BEEN FLAKIN ON MEEH A LOT LATELEE...DOoODE...I REALIZED DAT I'VE BEEN GETTIN PISSED A LOT L8LY...SORRIZ!! WELPS...PPL TOLD MEEH*PAUSE..HEY JENNY* 2DAI DAT DEY KOULDN'T MAKKE IT...I GUESS I FIGURED DAT OUT SOooOO I DIDNT CANCEL MAH GROUP PROJECT MEETING...WELPS..WATEVA...DEY WANNA RESCHEDULE...BUT I DUNNO...WATEVA...

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NUTHIN NEW 2DAI REALLEE...WE WON SPIRIT RALLY!! OMG!! I KAN'T B-LIEVE WE WON!! UN-B-LIEVABLE!! WOWZ...WELPS...YEAHZ....I MISSED YU-GI-OH 2DAI...YEAH..I WAZ PISSED...BUT WATEVA...2DAI WAZ AIITE...SOoO YEAH...DIS WILL BEE DIFFERENT CUZ IT'LL BEE SHORT..LOLZ!! OOoOH WAIT!! OOoH YEAH...DIS GURL KALLED MEEH 2DAI...YEAH IT WAZ WEIRD CUZ IT WAZ MAH EX-CLOSE FREWN....I DUNNO..I'LL FILL YAH IN L8ERZ..SOOo MUCH HW, YAH KNOE?!? WELPS..BIYAZ...*MUAHZ!*

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WOW...I HAD FUNN ON SUN...HAPPI B-DAI SAM!! MEEH, MARY, JAMES, DANNY, AND SAM WENT OUT...WE WENT BOWLING AND 2 PLAY POOL...DOoODE...I GOT MAH BUTT KICKED..WATEVA...I LETT DEM WIN *WINK WINK*..LOLZ..WELPS..N-E-WAIZ...WE WERE @ DHA McDonald's SUMWHERE IN SAN DIEGO...AND LYKK I HANDED DHA GURL A 10 BUT SHE GAVVE MEEH KHANGE 4 A 20...MAH SIS WAS LYKK KEEP IT...BUT I KOULDN'T...I WOODA FELT 2 GUILTY..SOoOO I WAZ LYKK I HAB MORAL...AND I WENT BACC UP 2 HER AND WAS LYKK I ONLEE GAVE U A 10...AND SHE SAID THANXZ AND I WALKED AWAI...I FELT GOOD!! LOLZ...

WELPS...I SHOULD REALLEE BEE DOING HW RITE NOW...BUT I'M PRETTEE TIRED...I STAI UP TALKIN TO BRIAN YESTADAI...LYKK ALMOST ALL NITE...WE HADD A LOT OB KATCHIN UP 2 DOo..BRIANZ DIS REALLEE SWEET GUI WO I'VE KNOWN SINCE 7TH GRADE AND HE MOVED TO BOSTON LAST YR...HEZ SOooO SWEET...

LYKK 4 MAH B-DAI (IT WAZ AWHILE AGO...SEPT. 21ST)...I WAZ REALLEE UPSET CUZ OB SUM PPL WO I THOUGHT WERE MAH FREWNZ WO BAILED ON MEEH...BUT WATEVA..DATZ IN DHA PAST AND I DUNT TALK 2 DOZE PPL N-E-MORE N-E-WAIZ...HE KALLED MEEH CUZ ITZ KIND OB A LIL TRADITION WE HAB WERE WE KALL EACH ODA A WEEK AHEAD AND START A COUNT DOWN..I KNOE I KNOE..KORNY BUT WE LUV IT...WELPS..N-E-WAIZ..BACC 2 MAH STOREE...HE KNEW I WAZ UPSET AND I TOLD HIMM BOUT IT..DEN WIDOUT TELLIN MEEH..HE BOUGHT A TICKET 2 LONG BEACH 4 SUN. (CUZ DAT WAZ MAH B-DAI..I JUS HADD MAH PARTY ON SAT.)SOo DAT I WOOD KNOE I WAZ LUVED ON MAH B-DAI...

SOo ON SUN. I HAB MAH HOLE FAMILY THING..WE GOE OUT 2 EAT..SOoO ON AND SOo FORTH...DEN MARY (BRIAN'S CUZZIN AND MAH BEST FREWN), JAMES (MAH BEST GUI FREWN AND BRIAN'S BEST FREWN), AND DANNY (MARY'S BF) KUM 2 PICK MEEH UP SOo WE KOULD GOE OUT CUZ DEY KOULDN'T MAKKE IT 2 MAH PARTY ON SAT. CUZ DEY HADD WERK..I WAZ OoK WID DAT...AND DEN I WAZ LYKK SOo..WHERE WE EATING? (I WAZ HUNGRY IF U KOULDN'T TELL..) AND DEY SAID: SURPRISE..SOoO I'M BLINDFOLDED AND WE PARK..DEN DEY TAKKE IT OFF AND I'M @ OUR PARK...DEY FREAKIN PACKED MEEH A PICNIC!! I FELT SOoO SPESHAL...DEY TELL MEEH 2 SIT DOWN AND DEN SUM1 BRINGZ OUT DHA CAKE...AND GUESS WO IT WAZ?! BRIAN!! DOoODE!! I LUV DIS GUI...I WAZ LYKK GUNNA CRI...IT WAZ SOo SWEET...HE WAZ POSE 2 BEE PACKING UP 4 COLLEGE TOO...I FELT SOo GOOD..DAT MADDE MAH HOEL WEEKEND..

WELPS..N-E-WAIZ...I DUNT EVEN KNOE WHERE DAT KAME 4RM BUT...BACC 2 LAST NITE..I WAZ TALKIN 2 BRIAN..TELLIN HIM BOUT WATZ UP...LYKK HOW THINGZ HAB BEEN LATELEE AND HE ALWAYS SAID DHA RITE THINGZ...(WE'RE REALLEE KLOSE IF U KANT TELL...WE'RE ALSO EXES..IF U HAVENT NOTICED..I SAI EXES CUZ SUM PPL DINK WE'RE GOIN OUT NOW BUT WE'RE NOT...)...AFTA WE HANG UP THO..IT WAZ WEIRD...I REALIZED JUS HOW MUCH MISSED HIMM...=...MISSED HIMM IN A FREWN WAI..MOSTLEE...I DUNNO..MAYBEE IT'S JUS DHA DISTANCE..R NOT BEING ABLE TO KICK IT WID HIMM LYKK WE DID 2DAI...BUT I DUNNO..I MISS HIMM...HE DOZENT KNOE DAT THO...BUT I DUNNO HOW I'D FEEL IF HE WERE HERE IN CALI...HE WANTZ 2 TRI AGAIN BUT IT'S JUS DAT GETTIN OVA HIMM DHA FIRST TIMME WAZ HARD ENUFF...I DUNNO IF I KOULD GOE THRU DAT AGAINZ...ITZ COMPLICATED...DOoODE!! NOW I'M CONFUSED...AND ITZ GETTIN LATE AND I STYLL HAVVE SOo MUCH HW..SOo I'LL TYPE MORE LATERZ...BIYAZ! *SMOOCHE*

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