ahhhh.... the staircase that i had to climb with a heavy luggage... the hallway with doors on both sides... the room that is full of boxes and plastic bags...

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i have an annoying housemate... he's such a bastard.. seriously.. he thinks he's the best... he doesn't show respect to gals... i had an image of stabbing him when he bullied another housemate this morning... he's a fucked up asshole.... so glad i dun have to stay in the same house with him anymore~~ but i pray hard that i won't be in the same group for assignments next semester~~ if not, i'll commit suicide first~~

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i have reached MN.. the flight was alrite... but the landing of the planes were bit unsteady... i wonder whether it's bcoz of the wind... hhmm... anyways... i'm glad i'm safe and sound... back to the broken air mattress... back to my summer room...

the room actually seem bigger than when i left~ weird... but now, it feels the same coz stuffs are everywhere... and i need to PACK~~ moving is a hectic and frustrating job~~ and to decide whether i should throw the brochures and maps away... was thinking that i might use them in the future... but it's hard to say... coz if i keep theses things, i will have more junks in the end~~ which i'm trying to avoid~~ ish... items that we take as prove of memory in our lives... it's nice to think back when u found those things in ur pile of junk somewhere... but if we don't keep them, will they actually be forgotten???

reality kicks in.. nothing is meant to be forever.. anyways, it's good to be back~~~

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and so... after five days in NY, i am back in baltimore before heading back to MN.. it was not bad overall... it's an interesting city to live in.. with all the art events going on in summer.. i have interest in all those so that's why i like it... but not shopping.. it might be expensive to shop there unless u go to chinatown... that place really has the chinese atmosphere i tell u...

i was happy that i got to watch a broadway show. "chicago"... was happy to go to museums on mua own... was happy that i found mua way and kinda get used to the streets in a matter of days.. :)

i never thought that i could be in NY.. but i did... and it has not registered in my mind fully yet... because it seemed impossible to me... but now.. after going to places.. i realise... traveling can be done... as long as u plan for it and grab the opportunity... the distance between parts of the world seem smaller to mua now...

and i must say, that i was disappointed in some ways.. i traveled with my aunt and her family for the last few days in NY.. and it is sometimes irritating... and i realised that my patience ran out quickly lately... i would have mean thoughts in my head... darn... but i guess it was due to wanting to let me do the stuff i want but i can't possibly do that.. coz i realised that they have places to go themselves as well... which might not be of my taste... well.. human beings are complicated.. need to do self-reflection soon... :P

well... classes are starting next week... so i better find my brain before that... :P adios~

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i'm a bit excited and scared about going to New York.. i'll be going there on my own.. and will be looking for my hostel at night.. which is a bit scary... BUT i will be fine~~ wonder how it'll look like to the locals to see a 5' 2" chinese gal walking around alone.. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH~ that thought scared mua...

anyways, will be touring places before meeting with my relatives.. hehehe.. i hope it all turns out well.. *fingers and toes crossed*

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sitting in front of the spinwheel..
my hands were holding the wool...
my feet begun to work..
tik-a-tek tik-a-tak...

i started slow..
careful not to lose the rhythm...
when different wool were in my hands..
i panicked to make the best..

though my feet are still on pedal..
i feared the worst as it became entangled..
i couldn't find the head or tail..
wherein lies the truth of tale...

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